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b2dielurv

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I hope my absence hurts you bitch

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Whatever it was I pray it never find me again

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Finally, we’ve broken up.

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I pray for happy ending for me, I prayed for it god.

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The moment my happiness somehow become someone else’s as well, I knew

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At lease you know I tried, even I lose in the end.

Bet, I knew it.

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My soul’s dying you should’ve seen

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I cried a lot ever since. Dont you see

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Contemplating between trying & giving up

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My only literal safe place

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It hurts a lot

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My feelings and emotions feel so stupid, my sensitivity gets the best of me and alters my emotions. It gets hard to deal with, my heart always feels like it’s crushed and broken. I feel like a burden with these emotions. I wish I wasn’t the way I was. I wish Im someone isn’t sensitive most of all. It kills me how my emotions align with my sensitivity. I really question everything I feel, I hate it. I hate how easily hurt I get. This fucks me up

[ether--net]

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“And I knew it. That’s the worst part: I knew it.”

— Marguerite Duras, The North China Lover

[nki91]

I need to go rage

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So exhausting