brows furrowing , stefan doesn’t really know what to say or do . it was becoming more and more awkward with every passing moment of silence however . and he sits up , running a hand through dark messy hair . “ i slept with kylie this week . and ivy . ” he admits , practically blurting it out but needing to get it off his chest , though it didn’t look good that he’d slept with both his exes on separate occasions this week . not by a long mile . even more so when he can clearly remember nina bringing the pair up last night , all the while he’d sat there and told her they no longer meant anything to him .
the room goes quiet until he speaks , and it’s not the response that she expects from him . nina’s brain doesn’t process the information but she immediately moves from him . “ oh... ” her vision goes blurry , and before she knows it there are tears in her eyes . “ well why should i care right ? it’s not like i’m your girlfriend , i’m just your best friend and clearly you don’t give a shit about how i feel . god i told you that i loved you . ” somehow that statement makes her feel sicker than the alcohol in her system . and her anger shows no signs of stopping as she continues , “ i was so stupid to think that you could care about anyone but yourself , i thought this would be some sort of fairy tale , but that’s dumb ol’ nina i just romanticize everything , right ? when you kissed me what did you just want me to shut up ? why did you not tell me when i was drunkenly confessing my feelings for you ? why now ? was this some sort of ego thing for you ? would you even had told me if i didn’t tell you how i felt ? ” there were so many more questions running through her head and by now she moved from sitting in bed with him , to pacing back and forth , clearly distressed . “ why are they so much better than me stefano ? what am i clearly not doing that they are ? why can’t you love me like you loved them ? ” she runs a shaky hand through her hair . “ you know what ? this was a mistake . i am so sorry that i even thought about liking you , because obviously you’re too caught up with your exes . ” the room seems to be spinning , and yet she seems stuck in her place , this was the dream she wanted to wake up from . “ fuck you know what sucks ? i should hate you . i should . but i genuinely had feelings for you . when we get back to new york , just don’t talk to me . don’t text me . don’t even think about me . in fact just consider our friendship done for . i hope that kylie and ivy are good enough for you , because clearly i wasn’t . ” she looks to him but immediately looks to the ground , the thought of seeing him with kylie and ivy made her sick , especially paired with the fact that he kissed her as if he’d actually cared for her , her whole world seemed to be collapsing in on itself . “ thank you for showing your true colors . i used to tell everyone that you were such an amazing person . thanks for proving me wrong . up until five seconds ago i thought you cared about me , but obviously i was wrong about that too . good for you though , maybe you’ll get the relationship you deserve . ”
