NMSprime

Help, I don't know what I'm doing.

[nmsprime]

I keep seeing twin carousel videos all over my feed, I can't escape it. (There so good tho)

[nmsprime]

Made this back in 2024. Was trying to recreate the art style and that moment from the show.

[nmsprime]

u doin ok?

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Idk, I'm really sad, but I feel like I'm putting on an act of being sad or quiet in front of people at times and I should be more happy or normal at work, even though I am sad and I don't feel like smiling or being chipper how I normally am or act.

I hate myself and all the evil that I do. I deserve to die for all the mistakes I keep making and all the people I hurt. And I get really frustrated with all the bad things other people do even tho I am just as evil as they are. I can't love people how I want to or do good.

And I really miss my freaking cat. She's not gonna greet me at the door anymore. Or follow me around the house room to room or try and get me to follow her to where ever looking back to see if I'm following. I can't pet her fur anymore or pat her chicken legs and her roll around on the floor. She won't go under my blankets with me during the winter anymore or huddle on my lap under my oversized shirts when she's cold.

[nmsprime]

She didn't make it.

[nmsprime]

No posts today, sorry. My cats at the vet and might not make.

[nmsprime]

I played Hollow Knight back in August 2021, I beat the Pantheon of the Knight back in October 2021 around 102 hours played, I beat the Path of pain after back in 2021 and it took me about 12 hours to beat it. So total play time should be around 114 after that.

I've been trying to beat the PANTHEON OF HOLLOWNEST FOR THE PAST 5 YEARS MY CURRENT PLAY TIME IS 211 HOURS!

I've have spent almost 100 hours trying to beat this stupid thing so I can finally get my last trophie to get my platinum trophie.

Why can I not do this

Why am I not pro gamer enough

I beat sans

I can't do this anymore 🫩

And now if I wanna platinum on silksong, I have to become a speed runner, like what???

I was 2 hits away from beating this thing in 2021 or 2022, 2 hits, and then I died and I thought I was gonna have a heart attack my chest started hurting, so I stopped for like months maybe almost a year and then started trying here and there for the past 5 years. I was 15 then, I am 20 now. This game, bro.

Half of my play time is just this 😞

[nmsprime]

Guys, I might have cooked.

I made this rough concept art back in May of Rise Donnie as a What if thing during/after the movie. I might be on to something. Love the last one.

[nmsprime]

How do I force myself to start things I wanna do and wanna make. It's like a wall I have to break a lot of the time, and I have to keep myself focused or motivated to do it.

Like doing homework. I only really get it done because I have to, but sometimes it's so hard to actually get myself to do it and keep doing it. I'll like be writing an essay and ill write a sentence and stop and start pacing or scroll on my phone.

I literally have a sense of dread a lot of times when trying to start things like essays. It's like if im not enjoying it, i dread being here and being alive, or i just (ignore it?) But stuff i do enjoy and wanna do I also just can't get myself to do some times. It's like in my chest, a ball of anxiety or something. Why can't I just sit down and get it done.

I wanna make so many cool things. I just can't get myself to do it. What's wrong with me.

[nmsprime]

The full piece of the doodle I did of Freddy, I originally posted it on deviantart back when I made it, maybe 2022? Idk.

Freddy was the best character in sb.

I wish I had done some things differently, but im too lazy to change it.

[nmsprime]

Some more high-school doodles, it might not be that obvious but if you could see my camera gallery you'd see i love drawing the puppet, its so easy to draw but its also my favorite character from fnaf. (Tho I think the games lore have kinda gone downhill lately, like what the heck is faz goo bro)

I was also making a ton of concepts for art i could make back then, and I did actually make one of these into a full piece.

I love the Lucario, tho I think imma do something with that.

[bill2424]

Happy Fourth of July!!!

Let’s honor our Savior and our fallen hero’s that made our nation an America possible!!!

Here is a teetle to remind you!!!

The LORD bless you!!

Psalm 33

✝️❤️🤍💙🇺🇸

[sara-the-wizard]

AMEN!

LORD bless you!!

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✝️🇺🇸🦅

[nmsprime]

God bless America ✝️ 🇺🇸

I don't have a donnie plush, unfortunately, but here's my humongous pikachu plushie. I call him Chubachu, he ate Ash Catchum.

Also I poor so my camera sucks.

[3-14art]

Baby raph beanie

Second brother is done! I will be working on a tutorial for him as well as leo soon

his pattern will include his snaggletooth i just... forgot to add it 😅

[nmsprime]

I need these in my life. They are so cute 🥺

[nmsprime]

Found this bad boy in my camera roll back in sophomore math class.

I finished all my stuff and was bored.

I slept a lot in class, I still got straight A's tho, so we all good.

[nmsprime]

Some of the old storyboards from the whole thing I had planned, I made back when I did the Good genes thing.

These were rough sketches, though; they were just to get the feel and story down, so the details and a lot of the correct anatomy weren't there. As well as size and height consistency.

I love some of these expressions

I cooked on some of these, tho I love the "don in the chair" one.

[nmsprime]

Why am I up at 2:30 am wondering where the let me do it for you meme originally came from.

Someone, please send help.

[nmsprime]

Dog I see my schedule today is 1:30p.m. to 10:00p.m.

I get there at 1:30 i see its 1:30.

I go to clock out at 10:00 today.

I see im on shift till 10:15p.m.

I look at my scheduled time its says 1:45 to 10:15.

They really tried to pull, changing my schedule in the middle of me working and not telling me and probably expected me to stay.

Short answer I did not.

I don't think it was the ai clanker making the schedule either.

[nmsprime]

I originally posted this on DeviantArt when I made this back in 2023. I think I'm just gonna post all them on here since I don't use that thing. This was a concept I had for a Good Genes but rottmnt, but it was also me trying to recreate its style and practice backgrounds because the backgrounds in that show were peak.

[donnie-lover-7777]

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[nmsprime]

Oh, sorry, I didn't even see your tags, and yeah, if you want to sure thing.

I had a whole thing thought up awhile ago when I made it the first time I've revisited it recently and maybe I wanna make a comic or something, but I have problems with finishing stuff and keeping motivation.

I also have an idea for something else, but it's unrelated and more of a what if.

I would love to see what you come up with.