the idea of marco finding izou’s body breaks my heart every day. of course, one of the first things marco would do after the battle of onigashima is look for his crew mate of thirty years, and all he finds is a cold body. or maybe he doesn’t look for izou; whisked away in post-battle duties as a doctor and trusting he’ll turn up. but he never does, he never comes back. marco being the character to find izou is so probable it haunts me, and marco being notified is just as likely; hands stilling, shaking, and turning ghastly pale with a patient’s blood already coating his hands.
marco entered the fray of onigashima with a neutral opinion regarding his own survival. the one thing that marco could’ve possibly lost, the one wound that could hurt him, the worst case scenario managed to happen. he had to bury another loved one. it’s like the world plays a sick game with him.
while i know marco would never regret alerting izou about the raid in onigashima, he did alert him and that’s something. marco who sombrely and plainly stated, “i survived again,” in front of izou’s memorial, marco who likely battles incomprehensible survivor’s guilt and ptsd given his canon reaction to marineford, and who led the payback war which miserably failed. marco has so much weight on his shoulders, and indirectly, he’s now the reason izou’s dead. marco has zero blame in izou’s death, god absolutely no, but i know his brain wouldn’t work like that at its lowest moments. on his worst days i’m sure nothing more plagues his mind than how it should’ve been him, how he shouldn’t have let him out of his sight. shamefully, maybe it crosses his mind before he quickly takes it back that he wished he never brought izou to onigashima at all.
we don’t know if marco has a family however given the age he joined whitebeard and the life he chose in retirement, the educated guess is no. additionally, the remnants of the whitebeard pirates scattered or died. marco doesn’t have much left, but izou did; marco stares that in the face as he meets the harrowed and now amputee little sister he always gushed about. hell, maybe kiku was the one to tell him as marco tended to her arm, and the world just shattered at his feet. maybe marco wordlessly knew from the grief in kiku’s eyes; they look uncannily similar to izou’s post-marineford after all. something so horrible hangs in the air when he tries to explain how much izou loved and missed her in all the years they never had. and maybe some part of marco wished he was six feet under instead







