i forgot about this acc completely but I've still had people stumble on it which is so weird but like in a cool way. Ty for everyone who joined my server ^^ heres some stupid updates on my own personal life
Pulled 2 5 stars on hsr (blade and dhil)
Got a bf, got dumped after like 2 months he now spends his time talking shit Abt me bc I was ugly when he looks like an undercooked potato Ong
Speaking for romance I rejected 3 guys bc they were all just kinda eh
I went to school events after leaving my house one of which included my schools winter dance. I danced with a boy and a girl so go me
So. Much. Friendship. drama. I accidentally cut a few people off by ignoring them and I'm a believer in the "what's done is done" mentality so I just let that die and I just moved on I guess??
Developed a crippling addiction for caelus he's so pathetic I love him
Enough personal drama anyways-
WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO THIS BLOG?? DID I QUIT WRITING?
No I just forgot this existed I still write!! I started focusing on my ocs a bit. As for the blog I'll probably make a whole new acc and start over bc why not?? It gives me more inspo when I'm at a blank state. Stay tuned for all that stuff :]
he only lets you attach the collar around his neck under the pretence he could break out of it just as easily — the chains in the shackling prison can barely hold him, and this accessory is just flimsy in comparison to such.
binding his hands behind his back feels a little extra, but he’ll begrudgingly let you have your fun, a content hum escaping your lips as you take a step back to look at your handiwork. you seem to think with a sense of self-satisfaction, how you have the infamous stellaron hunter on his knees before you — all yours, as you tug at the leash lightly.
“aren’t you so pretty?” you coo into his ear in a form of endearment, your hand cupping his face, tilting his head upwards to look up at you.
you’re having too much fun with this, he thinks, as you take your time with him — it’s almost as if you’re teasing him in the way each touch of yours is so slowly drawn out, from the way your fingers brush against the sensitive nipples of his bare chest, to the featherlight kisses you pepper across his skin.
you know you’re playing a dangerous game. you can see the gleam in his eyes, as if daring you to push him further, his chest heaving with a barely concealed exasperation. you know he could break out of his restraints without so much of a second thought, but you want to see how far you can go — how far you can push him before he does.
you reward him for his obedience up until now though — you’re never the one to take control normally, but you’re enjoying this new development, like some child that’s found a new toy to play with, and you treat it gratuitously. because isn’t he just such a pretty doll on a leash?
(more so like a fearsome beast straining to escape, but you tempt it constantly with something new.)
“ah fuck.” you don’t miss the sharp intake of breath from him as you toy with the waistband of his pants, your hand reaching down to wrap around his hardened cock — he tips his head back as a low groan pushes past his lips, his body shuddering from the pleasure that courses through him.
“eyes on me.” you tug on the leash, yanking his head forward to look you in the eyes — you feel his hips buck upwards into your hand at the motion, an admonishing smile playing across your lips at the way his eyelids flutter, peering up at you.
extra for the other way around as well :)
naturally, it finds a way to turn against you — blade seems to enjoy this version far better. because who were you to think you could tease him in such a way, and get away with it?
he’s not in the mood for such games, preferring to get straight to the point in his own rough manner. the leash is wound tightly in his hand, practically yanking at the collar now around your neck whilst his other hand is entangled within your hair, pushing your head down on his throbbing cock.
“that’s more like it.” he hisses between gritted teeth, thrusting into your mouth, slamming against the back of your throat as a muffled sob escapes you, tears streaming down your face as you choke on his dick <3
Added new Honkai Starrail stickers to my shop as well as the stickers for preorders of the Layton & Luke pins, you can get them now!
Link to my store here
also listen ok there's a REASON why i got dragged into jingfu and that reason is. Honorifics
jing yuan always calls fu xuan "符卿" (fu qing) which GUESS WHAT 卿 qing is a term of address for ministers/officials CLOSE to the emperor
BUT DO YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE IT'S FOR
1. term of address for intimate friends
2. term of address between HUSBAND AND WIFE?
now I'm not saying that it automatically makes them canon but the POTENTIAL here??? the potential,,,,,
plus the fact that 卿 qing can also be modified to be 愛卿 ai qing, ai meaning beloved???? as i said the POTENTIAL
and they are just so fucking funny too. that tweet that's like "pov you're just a little hater" "and? 🖕" THAT IS THEM
but at the same time that's not all there is because there is CLEARLY a history of trust and collaboration between the two. it's impossible for there not to be considering their positions; doubtless they've had to cooperate hundreds of times to keep the luofu running smoothly. plus, let's recall that these people live for eons so they've spent what. hundreds of years knowing each other? and they're close enough for fu xuan to call him jing yuan and not general (in private, at least, according to jing yuan's character story 1 (WHICH BTW WAS LITERALLY JUST THEM FLIRTING OVER CHESS WHAT THE FUCK MIHOYO?)).
WHAT'S MORE is that fu xuan tends to use 本座 ben zuo to refer to herself instead of 我 wo. like, when she's talking to us or other people she mostly uses 本座 ben zuo. but whenever we see her in-game conversations with jing yuan, she ONLY ever uses 我 wo. that's yet another display of intimacy; when you use formal (noble, even) personal pronouns then the people you choose to use informal personal pronouns around are very close indeed.
moreover, fu xuan describes herself as the best person to ask about jing yuan bc she knows him the most:
AND in jing yuan's voiceline about fu xuan, he says that he knows her mind:
so like the duality of this rivalry and arguing on the surface, but deep down there's this profound understanding of each other as individuals......... plus honorifics............. yeah they stole my heart
