Forever in debt to your priceless advice.

I'm Noah, 21, from the London Borough of Hackney- but currently residing in Besame. I enjoy listening to vinyls and playing bass guitar. (Rp blog. FC: Ash Stymest)

[noah-j-c]

(( im sorry for my lack of activity: my mental health has been quite low the past few days ))

[noah-j-c]

(( so i kind of told my parents that i think im crazy and they blamed it on themselves and i was just sittin there like 'look forget about faults i just want help'

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[arielleyo]

Trust me, not everyone likes commitment. Yeah, feelings kind of suck, huh?

[noah-j-c]

Fuck feelings. *sighs*

[noah-j-c]

'm so glad t' 'ear tha' really.

[josephinebye]

Are you really? I thought a lot of people are afraid of commitment. Isn’t that sort of an average thing? 

[noah-j-c]

Apparen'ly no'.

[littleoliveparker-deactivated20]

I mean. It does but if you want a relationship you kind of need to commit in someway.

[noah-j-c]

I tried tha'. Didn' work.

[wishingforskye]

Yeah, kinda. I guess you mean more of a friends with benefits kind of thing?

[noah-j-c]

*stares off into space for a second* I think tha' describes it perfectly, yeah.

[stoneraidenx-deactivated2014080]

Relationships are proper shit, mate. Don’t. Do. It.

[noah-j-c]

*nods* Y'wanna just go ge' somethin' t' drink. Or coffee. Wha'ever's your poison. I need some friends.

[noah-j-c]

Hey! Wanna start a band?

Hell yes I do.

[noah-j-c]

Th’ ‘appy part everyone talks about.

[arielleyo]

Oh yeah, I know what you mean. Maybe you need to find someone that feels the same way and you can just be happy and all that without the commitment.

[noah-j-c]

*shrugs* Yeah...

Everybo'y likes th' idea of commitment, though. I jus' don' wanna be emotionally attached I guess.

[noah-j-c]

I want a relationship, but I don’ want t’ commit? Does tha’ make sense?

[arielleyo]

Kind of.. Not really. It depends what part of a relationship you want.

[noah-j-c]

Th' 'appy part everyone talks about.

[noah-j-c]

I want a relationship, but I don’ want t’ commit? Does tha’ make sense?

[josephinebye]

Yeah, that makes sense. A lot of people feel that way.

[noah-j-c]

'm so glad t' 'ear tha' really.

[heyalulu]

Well, not always…. I mean relationships are good for people, make them happy but sometimes when they end, its not good, it makes people sad.

I’ll google it, I honestly can’t believe it. Thats quite young, still.

[noah-j-c]

I wish I 'ad a good relationship. Last time I 'ad a girlfriend she left and just didn't say anythin'. Just left and neva talked t' me again. And it felt like shit. An' now I felt like I did somethin' wrong.

Right? These fuckin' rockstars gotta stop dyin' young.

[tinsleywtf]

Were you? What book were you reading exactly?

[noah-j-c]

*sighs*

"Rough and Ready" by Sandra Hill.

Someone told me it was good and I was stupid enough to believe 'em.

[heyalulu]

Well, the last relationship I was in… It uh, yeah it didn’t end well after the year and four months we dated. It does hurt really, even if you’re not the one being dumped.

WAIT WHAT! Did he? I had no idea, wow, I feel like crying right now.

[noah-j-c]

Relationships suck. They really, awfully do.

Yep. He was sixty-five. I dunno wha' even 'appened.

[p-ale-boys]

[noah-j-c]

(( why am i awkwardly attracted to harry styles im not even a 1d fan))

[heyalulu]

Yeah, I get what you’re saying. Sometimes commitments aren’t what people want.

[noah-j-c]

I jus' don' wanna get dumped again. It's 'appened twice. It 'urts like 'ell. 

Plus, Tommy Ramone died yesterday. I might've cried a li'l bit when I found out.