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SW: 220 CW:216 GW1: 179 UGW: 170

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First successful no binge night. Can’t wait to feel the fat eating chainsaws in my stomach

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Been a couple days but I’m still chugging along. Attempting a gallon of water a day, and working on breaking the binge cycle.

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When you get a message and it some weird sex thing and not someone telling you to stop being a fat cow. Rude

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So fucking gross. Looked at my legs. Looked at my stomach. Looked at my neck. So fucking gross. 🤢🤮

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Ope two days of normal maintenance cals and back to restricting. Nope. No normal, just skinny.

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Yesterdays log. I feel soo powerful!

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199 tomorrow. I want 199 so bad. I need to not be like this.

199

199

199

Ahhhhhh 😭🫠😮‍💨

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For Christmas, my gift to me is a perfect day of restricting. Can’t wait to carve my out my bones like the leftover Turkey carcass. Be the Turkey. Be the Turkey…

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Something I never see here:

I am so loved. I have a wonderful home life. My husband is an absolute dream of a man. A true partner. I have a decent job. I am profoundly blessed. I just still need to be thin. I need bones. I need my flesh to melt. I need a gap in my thighs, to be skinny when I stand. I need to feel like I’m floating again. I missed the sick. The sick brings me so much calm and safety. There is a comfort in the anguish. Does this make sense?

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First day through hard restrict without binging or cheating in any way. I’m so proud of myself.

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Had a salad pre made salad but I threw away the cheese, croutons and half the dressing. Need weight gone now. Am gross.

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Snacks

Apple Chips- 193 cals

Breakfast

3 Ingredient Banana Pancakes-183.5 cals for the entire thing

Actual Pancakes

Breakfast Ideas

Breakfast Wrap-169 cals

Breakfast Cereal

Flax Egg-37 cals

Oatmeal with apple- 102 cals

Toastless French Toast-53.6-ish Calories

Waffles- cals depend on how many you make

Lunch

Lunch Plan (smoothie and wrap)

Pb and j-30? cals

Tuna Rice Cakes-75-100 cals

Dinner

Chili (vegan)-65.3 cals Ramen-29 cals Spring Rolls (vegan)-39.5 cals Squash Spaghetti  Veggie Hot Dog-119.5 Calories  Veggie Burgers-101.2

Dessert

3 Ingredient Peanut Butter Powder Cookies

Brownies-37 cals

Brownie in a Mug-40 cals

Blueberry Scones-103.5 cals

Donuts(Healthy/Vegan/Gluten Free)- 229.4 cals

Chocolate Banana Brownies-submitted

Chocolate Pudding-157 cals

Chocolate Pumpkin Bars- 1,300-ish cals (for all)

Fudge- 138.4 cals

Lemon Chia Seed Scones-423.3-428.8 cals

Lava Cake, Low Cal-41.6 cals

Lemon Mug Cake-302 cals

Magic Chocolate Bar-49 cals

Microwave Cake-21 cals

Healthy Blueberry Muffins-139.3 cals

Oatmeal Cookies(No Cook, Vegan)-24-58.8 Calories

Drinks

Apple Cider Vinegar Master Post

Frappuccino- 29 cals

Homemade Hot Chocolate- 15 cals

Lemon Soda- 24 cals

Strawberry Banana Smoothie-76.5 cals

Starbucks 1

Starbucks 2

Peanut Butter Milk Shake-166.666 cals

Side-Type Dishes

Cloud Bread

Deviled Eggs-43.1 cals

Fries (oilless)

Mexican Cauliflower Rice

Mediterranean Baked Sweet Potatoes-256.2 cals

Spring Roll-39.5 cals

Rice Cakes-You have to add your calories

Healthy Carrot Fries

Soups

Chicken Noodle Soup

Carrot Ginger Soup- 555 cals

Egg Drop Soup-154 cals

Hot and Sour Soup

Spicy Tomato Cabbage Soup- 130 Calories

Tomato Soup

Spreads/sauces/etc

Almond Butter, Vegan, No-Cook-52.4 cals Cashew Sour Cream- 169 cals Sweet Lemon Cashew Glaze-372 calories for the entire thing Sweet and Sour Sauce Peanut Butter-16 cals Roasted Cauliflower and Bean Dip-273 cals for 6 servings

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[jaminmybrain]

Only two months and 12 days until new year’s eve

Imagine yourself, a big velvety pyjama on, somehow looking frail and dainty underneath all that fabric that used to make you look like a big marshmallow. Imagine putting on your makeup, trying on fancy dresses and knowing that no matter what you put on, you’ll finally feel pretty when you’ll go out with your friends. Imagine them greeting you with surprised faces, complimenting you on how good you look, how well your dress suits you. Imagine drinking and feeling alcohol travelling faster in your small body, but still looking cute while you dance, people dazing at you and your thin, thin legs. Imagine having a flirt with a guy and kissing him right after the countdown, your body so small he can hug you until his strong arms reach your shoulders.  Imagine starting the new year at your prettiest, your healthiest, finally in peace with yourself.

Imagine how perfect it could all be if you just get to work.

Now.