nogenderonlysmoke main :)

made an alt acct for my ed/mental illness/toxic venting sideblog. they/them 22 y/o unaligned nb

[nogenderjustsmoke]

made a new main blog so I could reply to posts and send asks without linking my fandom acct <3

side blog is @nogenderonlysmoke is where all the content's at. I’m gonna try to keep the occasional triggering/trauma posts here so it’s separate

do not interact

minors

transphobes

misogynists

not recovery-safe, please recover and if you are in the process avoid the content on this blog

i’m neuroatypical, non-binary, gay, and overweight got that (maybe paranoid, definitely avoidant) anxiety disorder so sometimes things are uhhhh. weird.

[nogenderjustsmoke]

starving yourself is the worst way to lose weight. it's not an effective method of weight loss, it's self-harm, and it permanently damages your metabolism.

I lost and gained back 20 lbs starving, but kept off 60 with regular basic excersize (resistance and cardio)

[owlfish]

11/3/21

[broken----rose-deactivated20240]

[yuukihiro-deactivated20211225]

¿Te sientes constantemente vacío por dentro?

Do you constantly feel empty inside?

Photos by Dead by inside.

[konoko]

[anxiety-ghoul]

[wavyypeachyy]

[ocdreptile]

someone : *talks highly of someone who i already know is better than me*

me: [struggling to hold back tears] …. :) mhm

[bpdgoner]

why talk about your feelings when you could repress them until they evolve into self-hatred

[wholelottala-deactivated2020121]

Everything I love I keep private now.

[catcrumb]

[i-miss-my-90gb]

*says something and gets what i interpret as slight disinterest in response* okay!!!! I will not speak again

[grimreaperman]

[mspaintsuggestion]

[ashstfu]

who wants to go stargazing with me on april 26th and watch the pink full moon? i'll let you hold my hand

[dovesndecay]

“my child is fine” your child cries when someone gives them physical affection or when someone remembers something about them or when someone gives them something with no strings/expectations