hiii. remaking my blog bc im sick of my main being filled with reblogs. I was previously river-not-a-stream
If I’m following you its probably from a sideblog…
Hi! Im LAIKA, may, noid, or syl. Im 17 years old and use any pronouns. I am happily taken by @thecatspasta and @starry-voidss !!! my wonderful partners i love them so much (21 months and 2 months respectively !! <3)
I have autism and adhd, and are taking medication for the latter. I also have CPTSD, DID, and personality disorders (bpd, npd, and dpd).
TLDR: if you know me irl, no you don’t !!! this is my safe space where i am open abt my disorders, relationships, opinions, discourse etc. especially anything about my trauma, or my system/did, please do not bring up irl unless we are in private :]. I know i go by a different name irl and all that, but know this(my online persona/blog) is my open/true self 👍
I have writing commissions open! [LINK TBA]
Here is my carrd
Im pretty chill tbh. Idk we vibe. Ill update this later
DNI STUFF BRIEFLY
DNI; endo , polymind , sysplex , harmful transid (see: thin ice) , radqueer , radfem , TERF , harassment ::: pro any of the above — people who use ‘TMA / TME’ terminology & people who dont think antitransfeminitiy and antitransmasculinity are real forms of oppression
PLZ IW; selfshippers, antiendo systems, criminal minds fans, pw personality disorders, aldernic users & term coiners, steven universe fans
THIN ICE; ‘stanceless’ or neu on harmful discourse. you can’t be ‘neutral’ when talking about oppression and harm, it places you on the harmful or oppressive side by letting it continue., v/thin ice - any transid. aldernic terms exist that mean the same, without unintentionally associating yourself with harmful transids & mocking trans identities. you dont need to say youre transpaintednails use aldernic or just say you want to paint your nails. Simple shrimple
OTHER; i lean towards the ‘dni proship’ side, but it depends on what definition you use. I do not believe in romanticising abuse, incest, rape, etc. I encourage exploring dark topics in fiction and am anti-censorship, but pro-tagging. I do not consider myself a proshipper, and I think the community is harmful. However, nobody can agree on a definition. proshippers claim antis are pro-censorship, and antis claim proshippers are anti-tagging.
blogs i have
this one! my new mainblog
may-be-reblogging (reblogs!)
may-be-did (system blog!)
whump-your-selfship (my selfship blog heh)
may-be-angsty (my writing / fanfic blog TW - DARK TOPICS)
I will kill everyone in this building and then myself for kayne losing to fucking Black Sapphire. Saph youre getting castrated faster. Your appointment moved up. Ill kill you I hope you die
listen.. ok.. as a markcu fan i understand the wilford hype. but Kayne Malevolent, is the ultimate sexyman. blood everywhere blood covered hes cunty as hell. vote kayne (NOT KANYE) malevolent
Is it just me or is it now impossible to even scroll past ads on the tumblr app? They used to freeze and only allow scrolling if you swipe from above or below them, but now they open the app store even if you even try to do that. Are my thumbs growing clumsy or did the app grow more evil?
I also want to stress that these ads try to download obvious scam fake gambling apps. Like they’re fine with us getting our identities stolen so long as they get a tenth of a cent ad revenue each time.
Here’s the thing I feel like a lot of folks don’t get: I’m not trying to forget what you said. Honestly, I really tried not to. I can’t control what I do and don’t remember—forgetting things just happens. It’s annoying for you, I know, but for me it’s distressing as hell and when you make a big deal out of it rather than just reminding me you make me feel ashamed. I’ll remember that, at least.
It costs you nothing to be kind to people with memory problems. Please. It’s scary enough without people treating memory lapses as a personal failing.
oh my god YES!!! i was like checking mine every ten minutes after my audition even though they said the earliest we'd hear back was in 2 days i was just like well MAYBE
Shoutout to my teacher who was looking through the application form for a theatre course im looking at and accidentally submitted it with her work email with all the details being blank spaces or aaaaa.
my friend just told me that there’s a secret second dashboard that solely contains posts from people you’ve turned on post notifications for, and when i click the link in the messages it opens it within the tumblr app, so the tumblr app also has a secret second dashboard for post notification blogs, and the only way to access it is to open the link for it within the app.
YOU ARE A REGULAR GUY. YOU CAN HANDLE CRITIQUE. YOU ARE A REGULAR GUY. YOU CAN EMBRACE BEING TOLD YOU WERE WRONG. YOU ARE A REGULAR GUY. YOU CAN ACCOMPLISH UNPLEASANT TASKS. YOU ARE A REGULAR GUY. YOU CAN DELIVER DISAPPOINTING NEWS. YOU ARE A REGULAR GUY. YOU KNOW HOW TO BE DISAGREED WITH. YOU ARE A REGULAR GUY. YOU CAN BE CORRECTED. YOU ARE A REGULAR GUY. YOU CAN BE TOLD YOU MESSED UP. YOU ARE A REGULAR GUY. YOU ARE ABLE TO DO HARD THINGS.
That's. Pretty standard? I mean it's the max of the spectrum but plenty of US schools go for nine and a half hours. I've been to several throughout my life.
