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gratitude keeps my perception soft enough to notice help while it’s happening <3

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16 years ago : “playing pretend”

today : “embodying”

luv

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*leaving my truth behind for when they ask how i did it*

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so badly craving embodiment

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may us Women be invited into visibility not chase it. be known but not loud. seen but not consumed.appreciated for being, not performing.paid or gifted not because we sell, but because our presence itself carries value.

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idk why im surprised my mood changes the perception of my face.

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this girl on tt is so that btch, she lets the aesthetic follow her not control it.

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are u waiting til ur ready or til ur fear retires? cuz fear doesn’t retire it just gets quieter.

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i’ll tolerate it.

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i see my identity expanding enough to tolerate the behaviors my desire requires.

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without safety u won’t feel naturally

if somethings not naturally felt u won’t wanna take action

and repeated action is what becomes a visible life.

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with those beliefs you’d never feel safe…

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manifestation is the moment the action stops feeling like it’s the end of the world.

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ur body would like to experience what ur mind does, but instead it lays in boredom experiencing major fomo

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u don’t need to believe harder. u need a definition that doesn’t collapse under adulthood.

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i love surprises from those who pay attention to what surprises me.

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manifestation is the feedback loop between identity and environment, i adjust one, the other adjusts back.