nolla

[nollart]

there I go proving myself to be arrogant once again

[nollart]

I don't like how the left (the online left at least) pushes this narrative that you have to be the perfect person. It's good to be a good person and to considerate other people's realities. To live 24/7 watching your little acts and even your thought is something else and it looks terrifying, you guys should just stop.

[nollart]

I think that's the power people have over me, you know? Because if they feel safe to me, I'm will open up too much and tell them everything because I'm too needy. However, if I learn how to contain myself to me, then I will be able to see people besides my need of being seen.

[nollart]

I'm still annoyed that I have to learn to exist in silence

[nollart]

to exist in silence is something I've never learned

[nollart]

I heard the singer speaking Harry Kane's name and I got shocked but then I've read the lyrics and it was about something else

[nollart]

I came back to German cause I bought a German book and I found out I know nothing of German anymore

Sheeet

[nollart]

This was too easy btw

[nollart]

When I wrote that down I felt better. I don't know, though, how someone would react to the text. Specially her. But I don't care if she reads. Because it's not her fault, it's me, I constructed my existence around her, and I suffered in consequence.

[nollart]

Gosh my heart is aching so much it feels like it's going to be like that forever not even fiction can make me pseudohappy now

[nollart]

I'm seriously unmotivated to write my thesis, I know I have to do it, but how

[quoteastic]

It's okay to disappear until you are you again.

[inversedlines]

[nollart]

I hate you by the way

[nollart]

The absurd thing about German is that I study it since 2022 and only now I think I'm getting the fucking articles!

[nollart]

Hello, yesterday was holiday in my city and it got very cold, so I didn't do a lot, just read for my thesis.

[nollart]

Hello! I have a group in Yeolpumta with an old friend and that made me study a lot in this past few days because I couldn't stand the thought of she studying more than me. So, yesterday I worked on my thesis (reading) and also studied German — accusative and dative cases.

[nollart]

Hey, yesterday I've read for my thesis and also studied German. Ain't a lot of work, but it's honest work, and since I was out of my mind because of a boy in the last months, I think I did pretty fine.