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[rp blog for I D O N A]

[non--alatum-blog]

[since idona has metal arms and can't necessarily feel any textures, i feel she kind of just. puts her cheek to some things. especially things that she suspects are soft.]

[lostandfoughtfor]

non–alatum

“…We could always go to a nice bookstore and get something afterwards,” she suggested. She couldn’t exactly see book titles, not only that, but she didn’t know what kind of books he even liked.

She then started to rub her chin, “If you are craving a snack, it means you are hungry, which means you should probably eat lunch instead of a snack. I could get you some takeout, if you would like.” As much as she’d like to cook for him, she was both blind and terrible at it.

“…I am not even sure what genre of book you prefer…” She sounded rather conflicted, but determined to make his wishes come true.

“We will go out and eat first, and then take a little shopping trip.”

Junker took one of Idona’s hands and guided her outside so they could take his car. 

“I know a nice cajun place near my favorite shopping spot. Let’s find something you could enjoy too besides just going to the bookstore… and well. I do enjoy a good mystery. I read all sorts of odd things, honestly. For now let’s have a nice lunch together.”

[non--alatum-blog]

"I'm sure they're not odd, just different. Different isn't odd," She said. There was a small pause in the air, before adding, "You should read your books to me, sometime. I think I'll like them." After all, if she liked Junker as much as she did, then surely she'd like his tastes, right? Perhaps.

"As for the shopping, hmm...I have to shop for The Doctor. We can just go to a grocery store of some sort." Whenever she shopped for her boss he always had a strange assortment of things he needed. Things that are strangely specific, yet vague of what he'll use them for.

Hmm. That's just how he was.

"Also, I have heard that there are...different assortments of desserts. I haven't had much. Can we buy some of those, as well?"

[lostandfoughtfor]

non–alatum

She gave a small smile, “Let’s share it, so that I can inherit your wish. That’s how wishing wands work.” It wasn’t. But it was fun to make up rules.

“Are you allowed to tell me what you wished for after we share? The child before told me wishes do not come true if you tell someone…but then, how does your wish come true if you do not tell someone what you want?”

She seemed generally confused on the subject, but the thought itself was…cute. Something that made her smile thoughtlessly.

“The rules always vary…”

Junker thought about it for a moment. What would he wish on the wishing wand?

“… Well, there are always going to be wishing wands I think. So I wanted to start small. I suppose right at this very moment, I should like to find a good book or comic, and have a nice snack. Too much too quickly might not be a good idea.”

[non--alatum-blog]

"...We could always go to a nice bookstore and get something afterwards," she suggested. She couldn't exactly see book titles, not only that, but she didn't know what kind of books he even liked.

She then started to rub her chin, "If you are craving a snack, it means you are hungry, which means you should probably eat lunch instead of a snack. I could get you some takeout, if you would like." As much as she'd like to cook for him, she was both blind and terrible at it.

"...I am not even sure what genre of book you prefer..." She sounded rather conflicted, but determined to make his wishes come true.

[twotheleft]

[lostandfoughtfor]

@non–alatum continued from here

“Wishing wands. Now that’s a good name for these things. And I respect your actions done in spite.”

Junker took up one such dandelion, and blew on it before slowly attempting to eat what remained of the flower.

“… You want to eat this, dear?”

[non--alatum-blog]

She gave a small smile, "Let's share it, so that I can inherit your wish. That's how wishing wands work." It wasn't. But it was fun to make up rules.

"Are you allowed to tell me what you wished for after we share? The child before told me wishes do not come true if you tell someone...but then, how does your wish come true if you do not tell someone what you want?"

She seemed generally confused on the subject, but the thought itself was...cute. Something that made her smile thoughtlessly.

[non--alatum-blog]

‘  i may legally be an adult but don’t be fooled. i have no idea what i’m doing.  ’

"...Sir, you're in the doctor's office. By the fact you almost severed your hand trying to juggle...axes? I assumed you already had no idea what you were doing."

Her tone wasn't insulting, at all, she just sounded like she was making an observation.

"Not to fear though, overgrown infant. I am here to heal your wound. Stay still."

[non--alatum-blog]

‘ remember being little and thinking dandelions were fun or a pretty color or something and every adult in an 80 mile radius wouldn’t let you say that without screaming IT’S A WEED. ’

"The only thing I remember about dandelion picking...is when I used to eat them. Just to spite both my parents and my brother."

"Did you know you could make wishes on them by blowing the little white stuff off? I didn't know until one of my child patients mentioned it."

"...We are adults now. We should pick dandelions. And call them wishing wands instead of weeds."

[littlelovelymemes]

✰ * º ❛ even more popular text posts ask meme. ❜

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[non--alatum-blog]

[idona doesn’t like to be touched, really?? she doesn’t have a fear of it, i just feel like it irritates her. if she could see, it’d probably be a different story- she could sidestep it. but since she’s blind it kind of startles her more.

she’s comfortable with contact with people she’s close with?? or if it’s a patient. mostly because with most of her patients, she has to lead them back to their room, gdi.]

[non--alatum-blog]

s,,,sof

she’s only soft outwardly but if u so much as even p e t her she is going to bite u

[persephonememes]

𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 /  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.

𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠.

❛ You will always fall in love, and it will always be like having your throat cut, just that fast. ❜

❛ You are going to break your promise. ❜

❛ I understand. ❜

❛ And I hold my hands over the ears of my heart, so that I will not hate you. ❜

❛ Oh, I will be cruel to you. ❜

❛ It will stop your breath, how cruel I can be. ❜

❛ But you understand, don’t you? ❜

❛ I am a demanding creature. ❜

❛ I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable. ❜

❛ For you alone I will be weak. ❜

❛ I do not tolerate a world emptied of you. ❜

❛ In the dark, I have pored over the loss of you like pale gold. ❜

❛ I have looked for your face in the patterns of the ice. ❜

❛ I moved the earth and the water for you. ❜

❛ Because my magic is as strong as an arm. ❜

❛ Magic does that. It wastes you away. ❜

❛ Magic does that. It wastes you away. Once it grips you by the ear, the real world gets quieter and quieter, until you can hardly hear it at all. ❜

❛ You will always run away with her. ❜

❛ You will always lose her. ❜

❛ You will always be a fool. ❜

❛ War is not for winning. ❜

❛ But her heart was so cold that she could hold ice in her mouth and it would never melt. ❜

❛ You look like a winter night. ❜

❛ But if you must be clever, then be clever. ❜

❛ Be brave. ❜

❛ Sleep with fists closed and shoot straight. ❜

❛ She is so stubborn, her heart has an argument with her head every time it wants to beat. ❜

❛ How I adore you. ❜

❛ Tell me you want what you want and damn me forever. But don’t leave me. ❜

❛ Oh, quit that. ❜

❛ In his own country, death can be kind. ❜

❛ Bad luck relies on absolutely perfect timing. ❜

❛ Someone ought to write a novel about me. ❜

❛ I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived. ❜

❛ What is the world but a boxing ring where fools and devils put up their fists? ❜

❛ After love, no one is what they were before. ❜

❛ In the space of one heartbeat to another I loved you and I was lost to you. ❜

❛ No one is now what they were before the war. There’s just no getting any of it back. ❜

❛ How long your hair has grown. You could strangle a man in it. ❜

❛ I have survived, but I have not been spared. ❜

❛ After all, when all else is gone, you may still have bitterness in abundance. ❜

❛ I’ve a devil of a habit for being right. ❜

❛ Everyone is a criminal! ❜

❛ Naturally, then, humans fall into three categories: the criminal, the not-yet-criminal, and the not-yet-caught. ❜

❛ Forests have secrets. ❜

❛ We are better at this than you are. ❜

❛ We can hold two terrible ideas at once in our hearts. ❜

❛ It’s not so bad, my darling. ❜

❛ I look at you and it is like my throat being cut. ❜

❛ Do you think I am a fool? ❜

❛ Did you never think, even once, that I loved lipstick and rouge for more than their color alone? ❜

❛ I still want to kiss you. ❜

❛ I hate it here. ❜

❛ He’ll burn you down like wax if you let him. ❜

❛ Did I not come to you on my knees with a kingdom in my hand? ❜

❛ I am not a little girl anymore, dazzled by your magic. It is my magic, now, too. ❜

❛ My heart is being cut in two. I cannot bear it. ❜

❛ Nothing ever truly dies. ❜

[non--alatum-blog]

[idona’s arms are the doctor’s invention. however, they come with their own certain features. he likes to experiment on them often, trying to tweak things about them here and there. sometimes, it takes too long to the point idona kind of just. walks around without an arm for awhile.

idona also undergoes a lot of experiments when it comes to the doctor. most of them actually kind of get her sick, but she hides it well enough. sometimes it’s these experiments that get her quarantined to an office. both to study and so no one catches anything nasty (well, besides idona, of course).] 

[non--alatum-blog]

[idona has a secret pet cat, named “missi”. it got hurt and she nursed it back to health. it’s mostly an outdoor cat, but she still loves it half to death. 

also, she thinks missi’s a girl, hence the “missi”, but they’re actually a boy nhdnhjbf,,, she just has no idea.

she lets him sleep in her room at night. he keeps her company.]

[non--alatum-blog]

Oh no, Junker is being badgered by a rude customer who can only be warded off by loud swear words!

It didn't take very long for the blind nurse to take the man by the collar of his shirt, tugging him down to keep him down to her level. "FUCK. OFF." she hissed, before pushing him in the direction of the door.

[non--alatum-blog]

[i want to experience at least one (1) moment where idona tells someone "fuck you" with every fiber of her being

i don't think i've written her saying fuck before 😔]

[neonthemedblogs]

How I’d love to be here with you

[non--alatum-blog]

[...if you get idona to laugh, and i mean anything outside of a chuckle, she actually can and will snort.]