Holy wow, so many things in one day. So, to start, the images I'm gonna put here are of something that literally makes my heart hurt and definitely not in the way that the writer intended. I'm not gonna go any further with them because what I wanted was to extend a hand but there's a big difference between being kind and being stupid. You don't reach out to this sort of imbalanced.
Little side note here, Wincest is a typically consensual but always fictional ship for a television show that is also fictional. Destiel is a typically consensual but always fictional ship for a television show that is also fictional. As a survivor of nonconsensual incestuous sexual abuse and a person who has been undergoing intense therapy as well as medication for over a year for nonconsensual sexual assault from a customer at my previous job I can confirm that neither of those things is related to my trauma. That my trauma is not an excuse to attack or belittle or harm others. That I don't know who's on the other side of a screen name or an email so I should attempt to apply common decency and not make assumptions. Also that I never thought I'd put that dirty laundry out here but fuck it.
Being traumatized never legitimatizes or makes righteous attacking others because of your trauma. It is not ok to do this. I'm horrified at the thought that someone not in the place I am right now is vulnerable to people like this. I don't give a shit what you ship if someone comes at you like this and you need a shoulder to lean on I'm here.
As for whether this will teach me a lesson it's highly unlikely. I'm not going to stop enjoying what I enjoy, I'm not going to stop laughing at the absurdity of a collected list of stranger's names to block based on your puritanical virtue signaling, and despite how much you spit on me I'll be sending up a prayer to my own personal belief system that you get better before you hurt someone in a way you don't bounce back from.













