sad,lonely & none special boy

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this is getting no where i would like to say all the things and all the things only i live about u since there is nothing else... please just take me !!!!!!!

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J****

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thats for the insta folow... means alot

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AIIIIIIÌÌÌÌÌHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhh.

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my feelings are distorted and I don't know what you want from me to say. i'll be honest if only sex is the way to go with some friendship i am down for it.

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too scared to ask if we can be just very best friends. i want to be there for u.

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can we kiss at some point again. i miss that face u made while we had the last time sex. so powerful and energetic that makes me happy to see after the kiss.

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I FUCKING LOVE HER (That is the only picture i made i just love her to much to do such thing unknowingly to her.)

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i miss much under my shades. my flat feels so empty and so do i. pls just tell me you want me like that ever gonna happen .

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attemp 4 has been stopped by my mother. she broke down crying afterwards. but pls safe your tears when i am layied down in earth.

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do you that I fucking live u do you even can understand what that all means to me. pls give me to some extent some response or just tell me to kill my self since it's useless to live without you in this world.

[eliminated]

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still ! after all these years now and you don't really care.

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was this the beginning of something new or am i just to stupid to understand we are simple friends. i want more and u know that. only one thing i want and that is still you. please show me signs if there are any to go on with my hope and feelings for you.

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cry¡

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hope we sometime talk again, i want you back !

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4 actually but i stopped all the time cause i thought about you. yeah even one time the day after we talked that shit motivated me. but i am totally down hopefully not another year living this shitty life without you.

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i fucking miss u