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summary: in which Y/N has already accepted the fact that she will never be anything more than a best friend to Jake. She’s fine. She’s kept it all together for so long. However, Sunoo is a force to reckon with and he will do anything in his power to get Jake and Y/N together—Oh, and not to mention Sunoo really hates Jake’s current girlfriend, much to the annoyance of Y/N.
includes: fluff, light angst, crack (as it should!) and Sunoo being the bestest friend you could ever ask for… in his own strange ways.
♡ summary: in which Y/N has already accepted the fact that she will never be anything more than a best friend to Jake. She’s fine. She’s kept it all together for so long. However, Sunoo is a force to reckon with and he will do anything in his power to get Jake and Y/N together—Oh, and not to mention Sunoo really hates Jake’s current girlfriend, much to the annoyance of Y/N.
like how dare you reject his kiss??? when you laugh at him and how annoyed he looks, it would not be taken lightly as he grasps you by the shoulders and gets on top of you.
"ahHhhH~!" you screamed before he shut you up with a kiss on the lips.
you were getting the kiss regardless
JEONGHAN:
i feel as if jeonghan would "😐😐" when you reject him and then be quiet
he wouldn't talk to you for HOURS just because you declined his kiss.
of course, he was just playing with you and craved to make you feel bad and you did, very much which is why you begged for his attention back.
jeonghan would faux his lament and sigh in despair as you tried to make him look at you, he was simply not interested in you, it seemed like.
"jeonghannnn, i'm sorry, okay? look at me please."
"you sound like a pick-me, go away."
you would be hurt by that more than you liked to admit. you stopped trying to get him to look at you and sat beside him, looking away.
he realised that he in fact did hurt you and immediately tried to console you.
"wait, i didn't mean it." and then kissed you to make you feel better
so cute </3
JOSHUA:
at first, he was like :O because you've NEVER rejected a kiss from him
so when you turned your head away, he would cup your face in those big hands and make you look at him.
"did you just reject ME?"
"and so what if i did?" you giggled. "you're not that special."
he knew you were joking and smiled along in fake offence. "fine then. don't ever kiss me again."
you got worried immediately and quickly hugged him. "i'm sorry, i'm sorry!"
lmao then you two would cuddle for the rest of the day and kiss forever.
JUNHUI:
offended and confused???
"do you hate me?" was the first thing he asked, in a voice soft and low.
you felt so bad as you gazed into his eyes that only exhibited his grief for your doing.
"nO! i was just kidding, babe."
"didn't feel like it." he smiled. you could see the hurt while he placed a hand on his chest.
"awww, wait. i'm sorry!" you put your hand on top of him on his chest and leaned in to return his kiss. it really hurt seeing him hide the pain which is why you gave him a lot of kisses that day.
HOSHI:
mf was like "WHATTTT?"
he was beyond surprise, he was having a fricking panic attack when you pushed his cheek away with your pointer.
"y/n?"
"yes, hosh?"
"did you just PUSH ME AWAY?"
"yes, i did." you answered blankly, scrolling on your phone. you were quite busy in your own world to focus on hoshi.
"ARE YOU CHEATING ON ME?"
you looked up and clicked your tongue in your annoyance, furrowing your eyebrows. "oh come here you big dummy."
opening your arms, you allowed him to fall to your chest and kissed him plenty so he wouldn't jump to conclusions anymore.
WONWOO:
stares at you
and then asks "are you ok y/n? did i do something wrong? i'm sorry."
you would instantly feel bad because he was looking at you with those irresistible wonwoo eyes UGHHHH 😩 and you laughed
he tilts his head in confusion
"i'm sorry, i was just playing. are you upset?"
"a little..."
you felt yourself heating up as you plastered a small kiss on his lips.
when you went back to doing your own thing, he would smile to himself AAAAAA-
WOOZI:
ok first of all, he doesn't even show much skinship
for you to reject him like that was foul, in his fine opinion which he made you know
“i’m never going to kiss you again. don’t ask me for kisses, don’t come sit in my lap, don’t talk to me.”
he got on with his own work in the studio, ignoring you as you looked at him pitifully.
“s-stop staring at me like that.”
you continued, however, requiring the kiss badly.
“ugh, screw you, y/n. this is all your fault.” he would say at last before pulling you into another kiss
pairing: professor!seungcheol x baker!reader sm au
chapter genre: fluff
chapter warnings: suggestive, but it's so disgustingly sweet.
wc: 1.4k
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He felt the same feeling he felt when he received the phone call from the police station that day – the weight of his heart suddenly so heavy. He could feel it even when he held his breath. What happens when you try to push your feelings away? What happens if you try to push your feelings away for weeks? All it takes is one small crack in the dam and a final push for the crack to spread in a domino effect, widening by the millisecond until whoosh, the roar of the water it had once held back, now a raging fury free and unable to be contained. The wall now shattered into thousands of mini pieces swept away with the flowing water.
There he was, cellphone in his hand, ending the call before the nurse could finish his sentence, running for dear life, his wave of emotions sweeping him along. The wave of emotions apparently included both stupidity and impatience – he had hung up before the nurse could tell him that you were in the hospital with someone else. He could have kissed you then, seeing you safe without a scratch on your body. You were fine, your bakery apron still wrapped tightly around your waist, and your cheeks were tinted pink from the heat. You were fussing over the lady’s sprain, telling her to remember the “RICE” method for the next week or so despite having the nurses explain it to her beforehand.
However, he couldn’t have. When you finally turned your head and saw him, his name slipped out of your mouth – soft, barely audible, almost as if his name could only be said in secret. Why did you look so sad? Why did his presence make you feel so sad?
He was wrong.
He saw how the baby immediately ran into your arms. He saw how you seemed more comfortable and confident in every move you made and in every word you said. All of his closest friends were standing in the vicinity of the tiny hospital room, worried because they all thought you injured yourself in some way. It felt like he was the odd man out, like starting a show three seasons in instead of starting from the beginning while the rest of you have watched since the beginning – probably even attended a few panels or so. He missed out on a lot, but he was wrong in determining your initial reaction to his presence – his presence didn’t make you feel sad. It made you feel happy. He should have kissed you then.
-----
“Sweetheart.”
The baby rolled over to look at you, happy to be with you in bed after a long day of chasing Seokmin around his apartment one moment and being babied by her various uncles the next. It was tiring to be that loved, but never too tiring to return the same amount of love when it meant returning it to those whom you loved back. That was the biggest lesson you wanted to instill in her.
Cindy knew immediately something changed the moment you opened the front door to her unexpected visit. Despite the endless conversations the two of you had during the delivery route and the way you poured your heart out to her about your current situation, it was only one thing that confirmed her intuition. It was the way the baby cried in one of her uncles’ arms and ran crying to you that made her realize the parents were right in naming both of you as their child’s godparents. The uncles on the other hand...
“Seungcheol’s body is hurting and we might crush him if we both sleep with him tonight. Is it okay if you sleep in your room tonight? You can sleep with us once he feels better.”
She whined in response.
“Did Mingyu teach you how to bargain? Don’t learn from Uncle Mingyu okay?” you were pretending to frown at her. "I’ll make a deal with you. How about we cuddle until you fall asleep? Does that sound okay with you?”
“Okay.”
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He felt like crying when you allowed him to take your hand in his in that hospital room. Your palm felt rough from carrying heavy boxes and pushing burning metal carts the whole day. Yet this simple elementary action of intertwining your fingers and locking hands, the feeling of resting his fingers in the crevices between your knuckles, made everything feel so soft. He only hoped you wouldn’t realize he was quite literally melting in your palm.
He felt ashamed to be sitting in bed with you again. What were some of the connotations related to the idea of a bed and its purpose? It is a place where you can go to rest, and it is probably the place you start and end your day in (granted something unordinary didn’t happen). It is a place you go to reset, restart, and relax. In your case, it was a place where you tended to care for those closest to you. He felt like a trespasser in this sort of haven you provided. He had so many questions on his mind. Did you really forgive him? Could you feel that his love for you grew stronger and stronger with each passing moment he spent with you? Did you love him the same way he loved you? Was it possible for you to love him despite everything that happened?
“Yn,” he stopped you mid-sentence while you were showing him photos of the bakery staff teaching the baby how to knead dough.
You were rambling about this new recipe you dreamt about the other day, apples, flowers, nectar all baked into one.
“Is something wrong, Cheol?” you turned off your phone and put it on the nightstand. You turned back to look at him, your hands cupping his face so both cheeks laid in your palms, “Is it because the baby accidentally peed on your spot when I was trying to potty train her? I tried my best to remove the stain. Do you feel uncomfortable? Did you want to switch places?”
You were his apples, flowers, and nectar all baked into one beautiful human being.
He smiled and shook his head. His dimples appeared under your thumbs, and he reached up to cup your hands in his. He removed your hands from his cheeks and placed a soft kiss on each hand before moving them, so they hung around his neck. There was no need to be ashamed to share an intimate space with you – budding romance should never elicit shame but genuine endearment.
They shouldn’t have been so hard on you. He knew he shouldn’t have been so hard on you. Sure, you still had a lot of growing up to do, but it shouldn’t have meant forcing you to overcome hardship and grow on your own. He wanted to let you know he will always stay by your side as long as you let him. His love for you was past the developing phase. His love was a fully bloomed rose in a blossoming rose bush so loved by its caretaker despite its sharp thorns and prickly leaves that protected it from predators.
He pulled you into his arms to lay you down gently and your arms remained around his neck.
“Did I ever tell you how much I love you?” He could see you shyly look away from him while he hovered over your frame. His head dipped and his bangs fell down like curtains separating the two of you from the rest of the world.
“All the time actually,” you blushed while he leaned his forehead against yours, “I do too.”
“You do what?” he placed a delicate kiss on your forehead, his lips soft as he made contact again with the space between your eyebrows and then on the tip of your nose.
“I love you.”
He physically felt the words leave your mouth, each syllable landing softly against his skin. He felt it in his heart; you loved him, and you really meant it.
It was a first kiss that should’ve happened years ago, but it resembled the two of you the most – slow and steady, eyes closed and so unafraid and trusting. It was the kind to make you want to come back for more ad infinitum. It was the kind that neither of you wanted to stop.
“Cheol.”
Your hands were in his hair, his nose grazing your neck. You pulled harder on his hair, making him groan in response, his hot breath cool against the wet marks he was leaving on your skin. You tilted your head to the side to give him more room and his lips reattached themselves on your collarbone. He wasn't going to let this moment end.
“Don’t wake the baby.”
the kids are going to be alright
synopsis: life as we know it (2010 film) au | when an unexpected accident leaves you and your blind date from five years ago to become caretakers of your mutual goddaughter, you are forced to learn how to navigate parenthood all while trying to balance work and social life.
— relationships require hard work, yes, but you don’t have to work so hard to be in love. and junhui makes loving someone else feel like it’s the easiest thing to do. most romantic movies emphasize the conflicts and resolutions. what they don’t tell us is the right love shouldn’t be messy and dramatic, it’s supposed to be effortless and freeing. that’s how love is for jun—loving him is as natural as breathing. it’s comfortable and it’s healthy. you both never go to sleep mad at each other; there is no begging for attention because jun respects your personal space as much as you do his. jun’s love listens, understands, and heals, that pain slowly becomes an unfamiliar feeling to you. he loves you, you love him. love is simple.
☆ KWON SOONYOUNG
— loving hoshi feels like summer. the music from the radio in the car is so loud it drowns out everything else except you two. talking for hours about anything under the sun accompanied by cold beer that makes time magically disappear. a childlike happiness from splashing around and chasing each other. hoshi’s cheeks reddening from the heat, yours hurting from laughing too hard. surely there are moments that you can’t seem to protect yourself from the sudden cold breeze, but the fire of his unwavering love brings back enough warmth. with hoshi, it’s sleeping with fingers intertwined and smiles on your faces, no traces of regrets because the day has been lived to the fullest. though you know there’s always a possibility that it wouldn’t last forever, you hope it never ends.
☆ JEON WONWOO
— wonwoo loves quietly. for him, there is no need to shout and let everyone in the world know how much he loves you when he softly whispers it to you every night before you sleep as if it’s a secret kept from the universe. the love between the two of you can be heard even in silence. he often steals glances when you’re not looking at him, you refill his water when you notice he’s been spending too much time in front of his monitor, you feel his careful caress when it’s time to get up, you wipe his glasses clean when he opts to wear it instead of his contacts. it’s unfortunate that people often equate passion to loudness. they often forget that it can be found during quiet moments too. and wonwoo finds beauty in the calmness and tranquility in a love that is still.
☆ LEE JIHOON
— some people say that actions speak louder than words but woozi proves otherwise. though they lack length, the volume of what he says make up for it. a man of few but meaningful words. love is a thread that naturally weaves itself into woozi’s words. sometimes it’s an exquisite pattern, sometimes it’s a tangled web, but either ties him to you. however, he is afraid to say everything at once so he does it with a melody. he strums a cheerful tune on his acoustic guitar when he thinks of the way he made you laugh. a sad ballad on the piano can be heard when both of you are aching and hurting. but out of all his compositions, you are his favorite song. the one he’s heard too many times, the one he’s got all memorized, the one he’ll never get tired of hearing.
this is my first time writing for seventeen hence i started with 95z only just to take it slow ! feedback in any form is much appreciated <3
☆ CHOI SEUNGCHEOL
— for seungcheol, nothing could express affection and fondness more than kisses could. feather-like kisses on the nose when the knit of your sweater doesn’t suffice to shelter you from the cold, playful ones all over your cheeks when he’s convincing you to have dinner in HIS favorite restaurant for the third night in a row, gentle ones on your forehead that affirms his presence even when you try to push him away, passionate on almost everywhere during the times you can’t get enough of each other. but the most loving one is placed upon your lips, the kind of kiss that you wish you’d have for the rest of your life. he’d kiss your soul, too. it would make you forget what was life like before his love. his lips is his heart- when words are not enough, seungcheol kisses himself to you. fearlessly, wholly.
☆ YOON JEONGHAN
— nobody radiates safety more than yoon jeonghan does. he is attentive as he is observant. he notices details that even you are not aware of. he senses your discomfort through your tight smile. he knows you’ve had a little too much to drink at the slight wobble as you stand up. jeonghan is aware that you miss him so bad when he hears your shaky voice through his phone miles apart. he is quick to find your eyes and send you a smile across the room full of people. jeonghan is the kind of lover who’d know the tiniest parts of you like the back of his hand. all your secrets are stories he’s already heard. your fears are safely tucked away in his chest that if they ever choose to come out he’d protect you with all his heart. you are a vault of love that only jeonghan has the key to.
☆ HONG JISOO
— joshua makes the difference between a friend and a lover indistinguishable. he is your partner-in-crime who wouldn’t even dream bailing on you no matter how close you got to being caught. he is your journal you open up and allow yourself be vulnerable to. the pages of his patience are infinite. joshua loves you like a best friend. his hands that subtly caress your knees while you share the funniest thing that has happened to you that day has the same gentleness in the way he wipes your tears when you’re sad. the monsters under your bed that sometimes lurk as insecurities are vanished by joshua’s gentle whispers that you are, and always will be, enough.
ooh congrats!! how about 47 + 24 with fluff and wonwoo please? thank you jo~ 🥺
pairing: jeon wonwoo x gn!reader
genre: fluff, slice of life, established relationship, no warnings applicable
wc: 0.8k
prompts: 47. things you said when you thought i was asleep + 24. slow dancing in the living room
a/n: HI my sweet mei!! thank you so much for sending this in, i'm always super happy to share the wonwoo love with everyone ♡. hope you enjoy this one! (lowkey inspired by the caratland video calls)
The sound of your ringtone echoes through the hollow of your bathroom, where it is plugged in to charge. It's an odd place, you know, but the ones in the living room are all taken by extra fans, considering it's hot as balls and your thighs stick to any surface you decide to sit on. Oh, how you hated summer.
You slip into the bathroom just in time to see Wonwoo's ID on the screen as an incoming video call, and you internally curse yourself for not washing your hair earlier. The green button is pressed, and a sleepy Wonwoo appears on screen.
"Hey baby," he croaks, a smile on his face. "I miss you." You smooth out as much of your hair as possible and unplug your phone to carry him into your bedroom—the coolest place in the house right now.
"I miss you, too," you assure him, his tired eyes not going unnoticed by you. "Long day?"
Wonwoo's been out of the country for work. It's only been a week, but you can tell he hasn't caught up to the jetlag yet. That, and probably the fact that his boss is a maniac - making him run around on late assignments and taking up all his time - contribute to the paleness of his skin and the bags under his eyes. Despite his obvious exhaustion, he's still smiling brightly. "Yeah, I just had dinner and finally have some time to myself now. It's so good to see you, you have no idea."
You make yourself comfortable on your shared bed, propping the phone up onto the nightstand so you can put one hand under your pillow. "I think I may have an inkling," you laugh, and your heart swells when his nose scrunches in recognition. "A few more days," you remind him, "and we'll have the whole week to ourselves."
Wonwoo nods, and continues to tell you all about his week—the impossible tasks he made possible, the food he had, the little sightseeing he managed to do, and all the places he'd take you to if he ever revisited the city. He promises you it'll be worthwhile, and describes the atmosphere and colours of the place with animo. There's excitement in his voice, yet it's laced with fatigue, and you feel yourself slipping into a sleepy state in no time.
A knock on the door jolts you back to the present, and it takes you a moment to realise it's not your door being knocked on. Wonwoo glances to the other side of his hotel room, "hold on", and vanishes off camera.
Hushed voices carry into the room, and you yawn as the indistinct chatter between Wonwoo and his mystery visitor continues. A few more minutes pass until Wonwoo slides back into view.
"Sorry, that was-," He pauses before finishing his sentence, taking in your sleeping form on his ipad screen. "Ah, I didn't realise you were this tired," he chuckles. Silence descends as he waits for a reply, just in case you aren't actually asleep, and he sighs when you start to snore lightly.
"I guess I should end the call now," Wonwoo starts, very much aware that your conversation has now settled into a monologue. "But I'll just take a few more minutes if that's okay with you." Not expecting a response, he nestles into his own bed, back resting against the headboard. "I can't wait to see you again. I miss you and I-,
"I miss you and I miss holding you and I miss kissing you and I miss slow dancing in the living room with you."
Wonwoo idly rubs at his ear as he sinks deeper into his fluffed up pillows. "I think…" Suddenly, he's feeling nervous, although he can't quite pinpoint why. It's not like you haven't shared I love you 's before. "I think," he continues, voice low and soft, "falling in love with you was the best thing I've ever done." He should really tell you this in person one day, but he's never been one to express his feelings easily. It's all he's been thinking about lately, though: how much he loves you. How much he loves your life together. How much you anchor him and make him feel at home.
"We should adopt some cats together," he jokes to himself, trying to untense his shoulders and calm the butterflies in his stomach. "I think you'd make a great parent." Wait. He inhales sharply at his slip of the tongue, praying you truly are sleeping and not just pretending.
More silence passes, and he's finally calmed himself enough to speak again without the fear of his voice cracking. "I love you," he says in earnest, wishing for nothing more than to kiss you goodnight right now. "and I will see you in a few more days. I'll make sure to text you in the morning, okay?"
Wonwoo's lips tug into a smile one last time before he taps the screen, and the call cuts off.
synopsis: life as we know it (2010 film) au | when an unexpected accident leaves you and your blind date from five years ago to become caretakers of your mutual goddaughter, you are forced to learn how to navigate parenthood all while trying to balance work and social life.
a/n: double update today (to make up for the dumpster fire that is chapters 30-40 😔🤘)
bf!svt reaction to s/o still sleeping with a stuffed animal!
gn! no warnings, all 13 members. not requested!
seungcheol
★ he would fall even more in love with u
★ just when he thought u couldn’t get any cuter :(
★ he saw u curled up on the bed one night after coming home, surprised to see u at the dorms & he noticed ur plush in ur hand & immediately started cooing at u & sitting next to u
★ he promises to forever love u & ur plush forever
jeonghan
★ he loves it???
★ but will for sure make fun of u for it (in a teasing way, if course.)
★ will always make sure you’ve brought it with you when going on trips or just staying at the dorms with him :]
jisoo
★ he suddenly fell more in love with you???? (if that is even possible?)
★ finds SO DAMN ADORABLE !!
★ will literally gush over you.
★ will buy you a stuffie to keep at the dorm!! and will 110% get a matching one for himself
junhui
★ would ask you so many questions about it when he saw it for the first time
★ would want one too, so when he’s away on tour he has something that reminds him of u :(
★ you got 10x more adorable to him
soonyoung
★ is definitely jealous of it
★ will take it from you & hide it somewhere
★ “why do u have that >:( i’m right here!!”
★ but in all seriousness, he will give it back if he knows you truly need it or you’re attached to it
wonwoo
★ surprised the first time he came over to see your stuffed animal(s) on your bed
★ would also ask about them, like if you got them as a child, where you had gotten them, if they had significant meaning to you, what their names are.
★ would be so sweet about it :( & would 110% be okay with it!! he loved that you had something to help you sleep at night !!
jihoon
★ tbh wouldnt even think much about it
★ he’d be glad when you told him it helps you sleep when hes away or in the studio for really long tho
★ would find it really cute when you come to visit him at the studio with your stuffed animal
seokmin
★ HE WOULD GET SO EXCITED !!!
★ you are now the most adorable thing in the whole wide world. & he now has a picture of you cuddling your stuffed animal as his lock AND home screen !!
★ he will hold you and your stuffed animal so tight :(
★ would sing you both songs !!!
mingyu
★ would coo at you so hard
★ when you walked out of his bedroom after placing your bag in there & changing into your pj’s, carrying your stuffed animal with you to the living room where he was he just pouted so hard.
★ he’s gonna kiss u all over.
★ will also insist on getting matching stuffed animals with you, you have no choice now.
minghao
★ he (not so) secretly talks to your stuffie, telling them to take good care of you when he’s away, telling them to help you sleep :(
★ he would 110% pet it mindlessly when talking to you, it’s just sitting on his lap,, & ur like “minghao that’s mine :((” but he won’t give to you, he’s gonna tease you by hugging it & saying “i see why it’s replaced me now”
★ has 1352600 pictures of you & your stuffed animal saved on his phone
seungkwan
★ you let it slip one time that you sleep with stuffed animals and you have yet to live it down
★ yet you also ended up with more stuffed animals than room on your bed
★ so in your case, a little teasing is tolerable when you get new stuffies every time seungkwan comes back from tour
hansol
★ his heart exploded. he wasn’t ready.
★ finds you SO ADORABLE!!! when you silently follow him around the dorm with your hand attached to his shirt & while you hold your stuffie & just pout :(
★ always reminds you to pack it before you go anywhere overnight !!!
★ gives you & your stuffie a kiss goodnight :]
chan
★ he’s a little jealous not gonna lie
★ but he’s gotten used to it!!
★ falls more in love with you as you excitedly tell him and show him all the stuffies you own :(
★ has the brightest smile on his face when you reach for him with 1 hand, the other closely holding your stuffie to your body
oceans notes !! : dont forget to reblog & leave comments/suggestions if you enjoyed!! & pls pls pls feel free to leave asks!! i would love to hear what you guys would like to see more from me ^^ SMOOCH!! xoxo, ocean<3
a/n: and that's a wrap! thank you all so much for supporting bittersweet, my apologies for this series being shorter than i orginally intended but i feel like bittersweet is at it's place where there's nothing more i can add :) be on the look out for the new series i'll be planning!
★ synopsis: in which y/n and wonwoo are forced to share an apartment in secret.
synopsis: life as we know it (2010 film) au | when an unexpected accident leaves you and your blind date from five years ago to become caretakers of your mutual goddaughter, you are forced to learn how to navigate parenthood all while trying to balance work and social life.
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↠ genre: based off of marvel’s endgame, action, heavy angst
↠ warnings: fighting, mention and use of weapons (a dagger and a stun dart/gun thing?), major character death
↠ wc: 1.3k
↠ a/n: just a heads up that this entire fic is basically a spoiler for how they retrieved the soul stone in endgame so if you somehow haven’t watched infinity war and/or endgame, i’d recommend you not to read this yet !! also this is for ficscafe’s dialogue prompt event using prompt 17 !! ^^
“A soul for a soul,” Seokmin whispers the phrase to himself once more as he taps his leather shoe on the ground, trying to make sense of it. You twirl the handle of your dagger between your fingers, staring off into the cloudy sky while attempting to decipher the quote yourself. Your mind traces back to when Thanos retrieved the soul stone and a crushing feeling washes over your chest upon the memory. It’s distant, but you’re able to recall Gamora tagging along with him and never returning.
What could he have possibly done that made her not want to come back? You scratch the back of your neck and pace around the area, letting your eyes wander everywhere they could. You stop once you reach the edge of the cliff, feeling goosebumps rise on your skin. Clutching onto your dagger, you peer over the ledge, a sharp exhale escaping your mouth at the sight of the long drop.
A soul for a soul…?
From this height, you could easily die from the fall, but maybe that’s what needed to happen. Oh.
You used to spend hours wondering why she never returned up until now. In this exact moment, standing on the edge, all the information you needed floods into your head. A terrible feeling settles in your gut as you dryly swallow, wanting to relieve some of the pressure in your throat. You stagger rearward as you feel your chest get tighter.
You clamp your teeth down on the inside of your cheek, a metallic taste greeting your tongue as you proceed to think things through. Gamora… Gamora. It’s hard to accept Thanos did such an inhumane thing to one of your closest friends, but for the world, he would do anything. Anything to have power. That’s all that matters to him.
Taking in a deep breath, you wipe off the sleek layer of sweat on your forehead with the backside of your hand. Seokmin’s figure is still facing away from you, allowing you to stare at him before speaking up.
“Thanos. He came here with Gamora, but he left without her.” Your eyes brim with tears and you lower your head, not wanting him to see you in such a vulnerable state. The feelings finally kick in, similar to a punch to the gut as you plant your hands on your knees and stare at the ground beneath you. After hearing the slight quiver in your voice, Seokmin spins around to check on you, immediately sensing something’s off. Upon seeing your hunched over figure and glossy eyes, he figures out what’s clouding your mind.
He’s hesitant to say anything at first, even refusing to try to meet your eyes, but when he walks over to you, his hand reaches for yours. You notice his hand trembling when he takes yours into his and you feel bad for bestowing such news onto him without a warning. Everything you do, you do together— and that’s exactly what brought you here. The air is thick with tension and suppressed feelings as the two of you bask in each other’s presence for a little longer.
“We both know who needs to go, right?” He asks with a pitiful smile plastered on his face. Your vision is blurry as you stare at him, meekly humming a quiet reply to his question. His thumb massages the back of your hand before he brings it up to his mouth and places a kiss across your knuckles.
You exchange a look and you feel your heart shatter. He tilts his head to the side, seeing right through you. “I’m starting to think we’re thinking of different people here,” Seokmin mutters, his eyebrows furrowing as he lets go of your hand. You tuck your lower lip beneath your teeth before letting out an exasperated sigh.
“Seok, you’ve got to be kidding me,” you breathe out, looking at him with bleary eyes. His face is completely stoic as he stares back at you, his expression revealing his intentions. “You can’t do that!” You attempt to scold him, but the words leap out of your throat as a whine.
“Watch me.”
In a second, he spins you around in his hold, twisting your arms behind your back which elicits a cry from you. He pauses to look at you with pained eyes, not wanting to cause you any true pain; however, the second his guard is down, you escape from his grasp and manage to tackle him onto the ground with his cheek pressed against it.
“Don’t make me hurt you,” you whimper. From the way he continues to struggle underneath you, you choke back a sob and hesitantly bring a hand down to the stun gun on your left side.
Seokmin raises his hand and without a second thought, you stand up and shoot a dart into his leg, almost missing due to your shakiness. He sharply takes in a breath before letting out a grunt, the shock spreading through his limb fairly quickly. You stumble backwards and drop the weapon in your hand, nearly tripping on your undone shoelaces.
It takes you a moment to pull yourself together before you begin running to the edge of the cliff, not looking behind yourself to not waste time— a decision that you quickly end up regretting. The second your feet are off the ground, you’re stopped by a rope wrapping around your waist and a loud ‘thwarp’ sounding in the air, causing your body to jerk midair.
Everything’s a blur for the next few seconds and instinctively, you reach out to grasp onto something. Confusion greets you when your fingers come in contact with the rope from earlier, but things quickly click and adrenaline pumps through your veins as you immediately reach out a hand to grab onto Seokmin. Finally coming to a stop, you briefly meet his eyes and an ache spreads across your chest. The position you’re in leaves you with no choice other than to let him go.
The past events happened so quickly, leaving you in shambles as you try to register the current moment. You release the rope in your free hand to try grabbing onto Seokmin with it, but you stop upon the realization you’d both end up falling if you proceed.
“Please,” you whimper out as you tightly clutch onto his hand, not wanting to see him go yet. Tears coat his eyes as his lips stretch into a bittersweet smile, the one thought going through his head being: at least it’ll be him and not you. He scans your face one final time before he plants his feet against the wall, preparing himself for the jump he was about to take.
A sob rips from your throat at the sight, your grip on his hand loosening as your emotions take over you. His hand is slack against yours, waiting for you to fully release him. “Let me go,” he whispers with kind eyes, nodding his head to let you know it’d be okay. Despite the tears cascading down Seokmin’s face, his smile never once disappears. “You’ll be okay,” he assures you, his coarse fingers soothingly rubbing your hand. You take in a shaky breath to pull yourself together, at least long enough to be able to formulate some type of response to him.
Seokmin’s patient for someone who is about to plummet to their own doom; he’s nearly slipping from your fingers and you still have no coherent words to say to him, but his expression stays fixed. From the way you look at him, he seems to receive your message loud and clear. Eyes locked in a shared understanding, he kicks himself off of the rock wall, easily escaping the weak grip you had on him.
Another tear in your heart and loss to be marked in your book of sorrows and regrets. Spinning yourself around to gain leverage, you bite down on your lip to muffle the cry that threatens to spill from your mouth. The unspoken ‘I love you’ leaves a foul taste lingering on your tongue, knowing there’s nothing you can do now. He’s already gone.
