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i do as i like. i blog what is on my mind. i recognize happiness a lot. im inspired. i am blessed. I am LOVED :) the pictures are not mine unless stated otherwise. i post what i feel. and feel free to reblog.

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7 days

Its been 7 days..

7 days nga wla ko may nabati an cmu. 7 days nga wla ko idea about cmu..

Basi gd man sala decision ko.. maybe damu ko naubra nga malain sa kabuhi ko to have this kind of cursed lovelife...

Sometimes i wish that i never met you para im not stuck in this kind of situation..

4 years and counting bes. :(

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9 days.

Its been 9 days since i havent heard from you.. its ok. Its not all butterflies and stuff.. maybe you just didnt want a person thats full of negativities.. and im just like that. But i want you to realize that you are wrong.. starting tom, ill act as if nothing happened. As if we have no problems.. as if your not existing..

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Why cant i stop loving you?

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Dear heart

Dear heart,

Why are you falling again. Did the lessons he taught not enough?

Why are you hoping again? Didnt you realize that once a cheater will always be a cheater? When will you learn?

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Please. I beg you not to.

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For you.

Hey mr.. i hope your ok. I have a few questions to ask of you. Firstly, did you really love me? Or were you just bored during that time. You know I was ok without you back then. I was happy with what I have..but you came. You entered my serene world. You shattered the walls I've built to guard my heart..

I was whole. But you left me broken.

Was it easy to cheat on me? I know you were good with words, good with making people laugh, good at flirting because sadly i fell for them too. But i never imagined that i will be one of your victims too. I thought you have changed.. I have asked you several times to keep my heart whole, to shield me from all the pains.. I trusted you too much that I became blind.

Was all my efforts in trying to please you not enough? I was even tagged as hopelessly in love with you.. and i admit I am. But i was trying to save our relationship. I was trying to save myself from feeling too much pain.. but then i realized that it wasnt enough.. slowly you are drifting away.. too far away that i cant reach you.

One day, I finally woke up.. i never knew that letting go would give me contentment and happiness that even you cannot give. I stitched my broken heart.. I endured the pitiful stares of everyone who have seen me suffered. I was suffering but there you are happy with your new girl.. it pains me, but i have long accepted the fact that she alone can give you happiness..

But then again, I want to thank you.. you have taught me many things.. You taught me how to love.. real love.. for letting go of someone is love.

Thank you my love for helping me become a better version of my self.. I love myself dearly now.. and I will continue to love myself..

3/13/17

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That the saddest part..

You came back I was ok then

Now, i dont know.

I should have closed all doors.

I wish you never came back

If i could turn back time.. i would.

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Clear your mind here

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Im good at hiding my feelings

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But i just cant.

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Drunk Yna = Jealous Yna | Pangako Sa'yo 17 Dec 2015 teaser

I’m sorry I wanted to lay it all out because this is probably my favourite sets of all time - I mean hello, DRUNK YNA FOR LIFE 😂

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You only need one man to love you. But him to love you free like a wildfire, crazy like the moon, always like tomorrow, sudden like an inhale and overcoming like the tides. Only one man and all of this.