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Ruddy duck on a skateboard

#ruddy duck #no reason #nood dood #nood doods #skateboard #skateboarding

my handsom man!I'm only recently getting into flapjack, but it's so freaking good (via GIPHY)

#giphy #pirate #knuckles #flapjack #misadventures #k #k'nuck #marvelous #cartoon network

Drew a Fred boi a while back for a playlist art thing 👌🏻 moderate pleasure with outcome 👐🏻

#freddymercury #nooddoods #queen #freddie #freddy #ready freddi #fred boi #mercury rising

I have been so busy I haven’t even had TIME to be depressed. That’s not true. There’s always time to be depressed. It’s just in the in-between trying to not disappoint people. I feel like so many people are “counting” on me but don’t actually need me. I could easily be replaced by someone better and more able to give. Whenever I do have “free” time it’s filled by tasks and homework that id rather put off to have a moment to wallow in all that needs doing. I just have to get better I guess. I really thought I could work, go to school, and contribute to shows. I have to get a degree, but who really knows if and when I’ll graduate. I have to pay my rent, but I’m not even that good at making tacos. I need experience, but if I can’t commit to helping out with a show, then who would ever want to work with me? I’m so tired and sad and lonely. I haven’t been doing self care at all. I skipped class today because my homework isn’t up to snuff and I wanted to get stuff done today for ME. What was meant as a self-care day turned into a depression, self-loathing, wallow-ass fuck all of a nothing getting done day.

How do I get better? What can I fucking do?

Anyways. I found this incomplete picture of a face in a file and I really wish I had worked on it some more but, I do really like this start.