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âThe young man suddenly seemed to have trouble breathing. His expression was distorted and his line of sight drew meaningless figures in the air. He opened and closed his mouth. He fought against something invisible.â
Finally, the date for the #AtsuKyouWeek2020 is here!Â
// This year it will be held from the 1st of July - 7th of July. //Â
Prompts will follow in the upcoming week but Iâll hope youâre looking forward to it! <3
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itâs chuuaku day my dudesÂ
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As an artist, do you ever get pain in your hands? If so, do you have any tips on managing it?
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This is super important
its not talking to me...
aku: i have to kill chuuya!
gin: why?
aku: whenever i'm around him i blush a lot and if he just looks at me it gets harder to think
aku: he's obliviously poisoned me in some way! i must stop him!
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âIâm Hereâ
Summary: After escaping Poeâs book, Chuuya struggles- and fails- to come to terms with the fact that  Akutagawa has been killed.
Notes: HOLY SHIT ANGST ALERT, in case that summary didnât clue you in. Normally, I try to keep my Chuuaku fics pretty light because Chuuya and Aku have suffered enough already, but I came up with this scenario after the latest chapter came out, and I just had to write this. Welcome to suffertown!
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I
It was summer.
Sun beat down on Yokohama with a ferocity that blurred the air, burning the city into submission. Sweat streaked Chuuyaâs forehead, but he shivered. His mind had detached itself from his body, had sunk to some dark, unfathomable place where the physical sensation of heat was forgotten and feelings were dulled by distance. Chuuya stared at the ring in the palm of his hand, too numb even to cry.
He had meant to give it to Akutagawa weeks ago, once the guild had been defeated, but Akutagawa was so drained from his fight against Fitzgerald and brief encounter with Dazai that Chuuya didnât want to risk overexciting him. There would be plenty of time to propose later, he thought, once Akutagawa was feeling better.
How stupid of Chuuya to forget that a mafiosoâs âlaterâ was a promise written on water.
Something came up. Something always came up. Fyodor and those wretched rats, the destruction, the chaos, the missions upon missions upon missions that seemed tailor-made to keep Chuuya and Akutagawa apart.
Then the book.
Chuuya was stunned when he found out he had only been gone a few days when it felt as if he had been trapped inside the book for months, but he was relieved. If only a few days had passed, Akutagawa should be fine. That wasnât enough time for him to have gotten seriously hurt, right?
Wrong.
Chuuya bit his lip to keep from crying out. Even alone, he didnât want to admit weakness.
Wrong, wrong wrongâŠ
Chuuya couldnât remember the moment he found out. He didnât remember who told him, or where, or what he had been doing before, the words they had used. He didnât remember shaking his head, denying, laughing as tears streamed from his eyes then collapsing to the ground, sobbing, believing, letting the terrible truth sink in.
All he remembered was the last time he and Akutagwa had been together. Chuuya had to leave in the dead of the night for a mission, but Akutagawa had looked so soft and peaceful in sleep that Chuuya couldnât bear to wake him up. Instead, he settled for giving Akutagawa a quick kiss on the forehead and leaving in silence. He never said goodbye.
What was the last thing he had said to Akutagawa? What were Akutagawaâs last words to him?
Chuuya dragged his hands through his hair, tearing out copper strands. The ring slipped through his fingertips and clattered on the ground. Chuuya didnât bother picking it up. What did it matter now? Akutagawa was gone.
No, he wasnât gone. Chuuya could admit as much to himself. âGoneâ made it sound as if Akutagawa had merely decided to leave, but that wasnât what happened. Akutagawa didnât leave.
No.
Chuuyaâs body suddenly went cold
He was murdered.
Akutagawa had been murdered, and Chuuya already knew the culprit.
The virus ability userâŠ
Chuuya kneeled down and picked up the discarded ring, cradling it in the palm of his hand for a moment before clenching his hand into a fist and striding out of the room, bent on revenge. The cold metal of the ring dug into the flesh of his palm.
It was blazing hot outside.
II
It was winter.
That was how Corruption always felt to Chuuya, like winter.
A blizzard.
Cold and capricious winds dragged icicle claws into the bellies of storm clouds above until snow bled from their wounds. Silent snowdrifts swept through his mind like static as snowflakes struck the ground with cannon-fire bombast, falling in time to the distant pounding, thrumming, buzzing deep in the core of bones Chuuya could no longer feel. The wind shrieked as if it was wounded, roared as if angered, whimpered as if grieving.
Trapped in the icy embrace of Corruption, Chuuya felt nothing as his distant body laid waste to everything around it. He remembered nothing, not the heat of vengeance nor the warmth of love. Chuuya had dropped the wedding ring long ago. He had given himself over to the storm.
Then the storm ended, and Chuuya was instantly, crushingly aware of every searing pain, every bone-deep ache tormenting the body it appeared he still possessed after all. He gazed at his shattered surroundings through unseeing eyes, unable to make sense of the blood-splattered ruins of a place he did not know. Even as he tried to make his eyes focus, the world seemed to fade to white at the edges. A cold hand gripped Chuuyaâs shoulder, causing him to scream in pain.
âCalm down, partner,â whispered a familiar voice. Long arms slipped beneath Chuuyaâs knees and around his shoulders, lifting him into the air. âItâs over now.â
Chuuya couldnât make out the details of his face, but he would have recognized that voice anywhere. âDazai?â he hissed, struggling to speak through the tightness of his throat. Chuuya couldnât tell if he had spoken or not; all he could hear was the pounding in his head. âPut me down! I donât want you-â Chuuya gasped, tearing up as another wave of pain struck. Before he could break away from Dazai, Chuuya fell unconscious, as helpless in Dazaiâs arms as he had been in the storm.
***
Dazaiâs apartment was a wretched little place.
Chuuya sat on a worn-down couch, wrapped in a moth-eaten blanket, holding but not drinking a cup of pre-packaged bile Dazai insisted was tea, listening to him explain what had happened, a look of total impassivity on his usually expressive face.
â-and then I arrive to find everything destroyed, everyone dead, etcetera, etcetera. Of course, I predicted youâd go after him once you figured out what happened,â Dazai said with a hint of smugness.âSo, naturally, I had to be there, too.â Dazai took a sip of tea, then smiled. âMy Chuuya is so high-maintenance.â
Chuuya gripped the teacup almost hard enough to shatter it. âIâm not yours.â
Dazai seemed a little put out. âYou could at least say thank you,â he huffed, drumming his abnormally long fingers on the rim of his teacup. âI did save your life, after all.â
âThank you!?â Chuuya leapt to his feet, throwing his teacup to the ground. Almost as soon as he was standing, Chuuya lost his balance and collapsed back onto the couch. The seismic throbbing in his head mounted, beating back his thoughts the instant they began to form. Chuuya cradled his head in his hands, willing the pain to go away.
Dazai reached toward Chuuyaâs face; Chuuya smacked his hand away. Weakened as he was, the slap could not have been very painful, but Dazai drew back his hand as if he had touched a hot stove. âIâm just trying to help you,â said Dazai, annoyed. âChuuya, I canât do anything for you if youâre just gonna keep pushing me awa-â
âI donât want you do to anything for me!â Chuuya cried, digging his fingernails into Dazaiâs hideous couch to keep himself from attempting to gouge Dazaiâs eyes out. âI donât want anything from you- you ruin everything you touch! Youâre a monster!â
âMonster?â Dazai looked pained for a moment, but his genuine emotion was quickly masked by cold anger. âLast time I checked, I wasnât the one who murdered for a living,â he said, his words as cool and clipped as flurries of snow whipped into a frenzy by the wind, stinging like shards of glass as they struck the skin.âYou might not remember what you did to all those people while you were using Corruption, but I saw it, I remember. If you want to see a monster, Chuuya, Iâd suggest looking in a mirror.â
Chuuya refused to take Dazaiâs bait. âThis isnât about me, and this isnât about those damn rats I killed either,â he growled. âThis is about you, and what you did to Ryuu.â
Dazai furrowed his brow. âAkutagawa-kun? I didnât kill him, and I assume you know that, since you set out to kill the man who did.â
âYou canât be this stupid!â Chuuya snapped. âDo you really think Ryuu would have gone on that mission if you werenât the one sending him?â
âIf I hadnât sent him to catch the virus user, Mori-san would have,â Dazai replied with a shrug. âI figured at least with Atsushi-kun, he would have someone to watch his back.â
âYou fucking idiot!â Chuuya was unable to keep a bit of hysterical laughter from bubbling up in his sandpaper throat. âYou stupid motherfucker.â He gave one more manic giggle, then relapsed into rage once more. âWho do you think made Ryuu that way in the first place? Every mission heâwent on, he went on because you made him.â
Dazai stared down at Chuuya with eyes carved from ice. âI made him stronger.â
âYou made him broken!â Chuuya clenched his hands into fists, cutting his palms with the jagged edges of his fingernails. âYou beat him, tortured him, made him need you. You shot him in the face! He was just a kid, Dazai! A fucking kid!â
âI donât have to take this from you.â Dazai took a slow sip of tea. âA current mafioso has no right to lecture a former mafioso on right and wrong.â
âIâm not saying I havenât done worse, but at least I have the common-fucking-decency to regret it!â Chuuya cried, eyes blazing. âIf I treated a kid- hell, any subordinate, anybody under my care- the way you treated Ryuu, you can bet your ass it would keep me up at night. But you-â Chuuya savagely swiped at the tears stinging his eyes. âYouâre proud of what you did, arenât you, bastard? Even now that youâre Mr. New and Improved, strutting around that stupid agency of yours like youâre a changed man who serves the greater good-â Chuuya snorted with derision. âYouâll never apologize for what you did to Ryuu. Heâs dead, and not only will you not admit that itâs your fault-â Chuuya sniffled, wiping his nose on Dazaiâs blanket. â-but even if you did, it wouldnât bother you. Not for a goddamn second.â
Chuuya stood, clutching the edge of the couch to steady himself, and began walking out of the room. He was still weakened by Corruption, and his vision swam, blurred by pain and tears, and every nerve in his body ached, but he would have walked ten thousand miles on a path of broken glass as long as it led away from Dazai, who made no effort to stop him.
Sooner or later, Chuuya found himself in Kouyouâs arms. She said nothing, but led him to bed, gave him a warm cup of proper tea, and stroked his hair until he managed to sink into a restless sleep haunted by terrible dreams.
Weeks passed as one nightmare faded into the next seemingly without end. Chuuya ate little and spoke less, only leaving bed when Kouyou made him. Even then, he didnât leave the house, but only laid on the couch staring blankly at the ceiling.
Revenge had done nothing. Yelling at Dazai had done nothing. There was nothing Chuuya could do to bring Akutagawa back.
Tears pricked Chuuyaâs eyes. Without Akutagawa, life was nothing.
Then, on a day like any other, Chuuya left bed of his own accord and informed Kouyou that he was leaving. âBusiness to attend to?â she asked, effortlessly keeping her tone nonchalant even as her eyes shone with relief.
âClose,â Chuuya replied. His voice held none of its former passion, but he was speaking. His eyes had not lost the appearance of being haunted. âIâm going to visit a friend of mine.â
III
It was fall.
Summer had given way to autumn, and the world was fading, already anticipating the arrival of winter with a prolonged exhalation. A chilly gust of wind rustled the dying leaves on the tree just outside the window, but Edogawa Ranpo was concerned by far more pressing matters.
Ranpo rolled his eyes. âIâm telling you for the last time, Poe, âsepulcheredâ isnât a word.â
Poe crossed his arms, sulking and staring down at the Scrabble board. âItâs called literary innovation, Ranpo-kun.â
âLiterary innovation, my ass,â Ranpo retorted. âI donât need my ultra-deduction to know thatâs a load of-â A knock at the door cut Ranpo short.
Poe vaulted across the table, knocking over the Scrabble board, and darted into the kitchen, closing the door behind him. âIâm not here,â he called.
Ranpo shook his head, but there was a smile on his face. Athough the agency had more or less accepted Poe, he still insisted on hiding every time someone came to visit Ranpo, more out of shyness than necessity. However, in this case, the visitor wasnât from the agency at all.
Ranpo raised an eyebrow. âMr. Fancy Hat? What brings you here?â
Chuuya looked up at Ranpo with shadowed eyes, silent.
âYou should sit down,â Ranpo said, linking arms with Chuuya and leading him into the living room. He let Chuuya have the softest chair and sat on the coffee table across from him, studying his face and waiting for him to speak.
Chuuya wrapped his arms around himself and stared at the ground. âItâs cold in here.â His voice was fainter than Ranpo remembered it, and he shivered despite the warmth of the room.
Ranpo shrugged off his pancho and draped it around Chuuyaâs shoulders. âDoes that help?â
Chuuyaâs only response was a blank stare. Then, some light seemed to flicker on inside for a moment, and he nodded. âThanks.â He slouched over so that his forehead was practically touching his knees, crumbling in on himself, as if his bones were turning to dust beneath his flesh.
âSo, Nakahara-kun, any, um, reason youâre here?â Ranpo asked, scratching his head.
Ranpo and Chuuya had bonded in the time they had spent together in the book; they had to, in order to keep their sanity in Poeâs literary labyrinth, in that shifting world populated by unrealities. Chuuya had a passion and dedication Ranpo could admire, even if those qualities were often the cause of his greatest weaknesses, and the fiery young mafioso had in turn grown to respect Ranpoâs intelligence. Grudging respect had given way to a sort of comradeship over time, but Ranpo had not expected to see Chuuya again, particularly not with Chuuya looking as if he had just crawled out of his own grave.
âHeâs dead.â The words came out of Chuuyaâs mouth in a short, percussive burst that seemed to leave him breathless for a moment. âRyuu.â
It took Ranpo a moment to realize Chuuya must have meant Akutagawa, the mafioso Dazai had paired up with Atsushi, the one who had been killed by the virus ability user. âYou never mentioned him before,â Ranpo said in a feeble attempt to break the oppressive silence. âI didnât realize you two knew eachother.â
Chuuya made an effort to lift his head and look Ranpo in the eyes. âI loved him.â
Ranpo felt his mouth go dry. âOh. Yeah, thatâs⊠that hurts.â Ranpo was at a loss; he had lost his parents before, and he understood the depth of pain and grief Chuuya must have felt, but he had no idea how to communicate any of this to Chuuya. âSorry.â
âRemember in the book,â said Chuuya, abruptly flaring back to life. A manic gleam stole into his tear-swollen eyes. âRemember being surrounded by all those people?â
âCharacters,â Ranpo corrected.
âThey felt real, didnât they?â Chuuya insisted, leaning forward so his face was inches for Ranpo, his fingers tigging into the plush arms of the chair. âLike real people? Remember? Remember how it felt after a while when one of them was murdered? Like a real death? Like a real world where real people lived and died?â
Ranpo felt a shudder of apprehension trail down his spine. âNakahara-kun, I-â
As suddenly as the burst of energy had struck, it faded, and Chuuya sank back down into the chair, his eyes dulling like dying embers. âI miss it in there,â he whispered, allowing his eyes to close. âI felt lighter there. My head was quieter.â
He was talking about Corruption. Ranpo wasnât sure what that had to do with Akutagawa dying, but, figuring Chuuya wanted to change the subject, decided to go along with it. âWell, I mean, you know itâs different with my ability,â said Ranpo with a shrug. âIt sets me apart from everyone and makes it hard to connect, but itâs a part of me- without my ability, Iâm lost. I donât know who I am.â
âThatâs it! Thatâs it exactly!â Chuuya eyes burned with manic fire. âI donât know who I am without him! All the best parts of me were tied up in Ryuu, and now- a-and now-â Chuuyaâs shivering had grown more intense until he shook so violently that the chair creaked and groaned in protest beneath him. âI donât want to be who I am without him.â Chuuya stared up at Ranpo through haunted eyes. âRanpo-kun, your friend, with the books, do you think he could-â
âNo!â Ranpo exclaimed, horrified. âNakahara-kun, you canât be serious!â
âI canât live without him,â Chuuya whispered, at last allowing his gathered tears to fall. âI canât live knowing I failed him. I have to see him again! I need him! Ryuu!â
As Chuuya began to cry in earnest, Ranpo leaned forward and wrapped his arms around his friendâs shoulders. âHey, donât- itâll be- I-â Everything Ranpo could think to say sounded hopelessly impotent in the face of Chuuyaâs raw emotion, so he fell silent, holding Chuuya and hoping physical gestures alone would give him some kind of comfort.
Though the crying gradually slowed to a halt, Chuuya never lost the haunted look in his eyes. He ran out of tears; his pain was unending. âRanpo-kun, look at me,â Chuuya breathed. âCanât you see Iâm not the same?â
Much as Ranpo hated to admit it, even to himself, Chuuya was right. The broken man before him bore little resemblance to the Chuuya he had known in the book. In the span of a few weeks, Chuuya seemed to have aged decades, to have lost the spark of passion that sustained him, that kept his eyes burning even in the darkness of life. The Chuuya Ranpo knew would have threatened and coerced and stopped at nothing to get what he wanted; this Chuuya wept and pleaded and seemed seconds from total surrender. Â
What would happen to this Chuuya in the mafia? Without that guiding flare in his heart, the drive that carried him so far, how would he survive? Ranpo doubted the mafia would take kindly to this version of Chuuya; sure, they had tolerated him up to now, but sooner or later, they would try either to re-ignite his flame by imbuing him with a lust for vengenace or, should that prove unsuccessful, he could be found a liability and disposed of.
Ranpo sighed, running a hand through his hair. âIâll talk to Poe.â
IV
It was spring.
A soft breeze rustled the trees, and pale flower petals descended through the air like angels cast out of heaven, spiralling toward the ground, toward ruin. Without knowing how he understood, Chuuya knew it would always be spring here. Never again would summer sear his soul, nor harsh winter air grate against Akutagawaâs fragile lungs; here, they could always be together, always at peace, always safe and always in love in this world of eternal spring.
When Chuuya lowered his gaze from the flowers above, he saw a dark figure standing alone where the trees began to thin out, staring at the edge of the sky as it faded into the sea. Akutagawa had always admired the ocean from afar although he despised the cacophony of crashing waves up close. As if on cue, Akutagwa turned around, offering Chuuya a soft smile. âIâve been waiting for you, Nakahara-san,â he said, his voice a bit gentler than it had once been. âDonât you want to come over here?â
Chuuyaâs breath caught in his throat, and his heart began beating so suddenly and wildly that it felt as if it was beating for the first time. Tears clouded his eyes, but he swiped them away, desperate not to lose an ounce of clarity as he gazed at Akutagawaâs pale face, imbued with a look of peace it so rarely had in reality. âR-Ryuu-â Chuuya tried to smile but his lips were trembling. Despite his best attempts to keep himself from crying, tears started falling. âOh, Ryuu!â
Akutagawaâs eyes widened as he took in Chuuyaâs tears and he began moving toward Chuuya, not walking so much as gliding, like a ghost, but when he put his hands on Chuuyaâs cheeks, they were every bit as cold and rough as Chuuya remembered. âNakahara-san, what is it?â he asked. âAre you hurt?â
Chuuya shook his head. âIâm okay. I just-â Chuuya sucked in a deep breath. â-I was thinking about what would happen if you died.â
âWhy would you think about that?â Akutagawaâs voice was tinged with annoyance, but his hands were gentle as they stroked Chuuyaâs hair. Akutagawa sighed, wrapping his arms around Chuuya. âWell, no matter, Nakahara-san. Iâm here.â
No, youâre not.
Chuuya managed a shaky smile, and he wrapped his arms around Akutagawa, pressing his face close to his bony chest and inhaling his familiar scent. âI know, baby. I know.â
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I know this is uncomfortable and triggering for some people so I will tag it accordingly.
I donât ship them romantically right now. I can pre-order this darn ship. Their dynamic is one of my favourite in the anime, and Iâm about to go on about this. Maybe I might add to this later, but I think Iâm going to bring some highlights in.
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Bungou Stray Dogs Wan! Chapter 85
Translation: @ce-la and me Typesetting: Me!
I kind of translated this. I just sent Ce-la some chicken scratch of a translation then they filled in the blanks.
Yesterday, I wanted sour Rolly Balls (referring to the previous Wan! chapter). Today, I want crepes. Kyouka and Atsushi star in this Wan chapter, and it makes me so happy!!! I was grinning ear to ear yesterday when I first read it (even though I only understood half of what they were saying). Iâm still beaming from all the overflowing cuteness of this chapter. :D
If anyone actually holds a crepe party, feel free to submit pictures and stuff. It can be by yourself, with friends, or with your furry best friend (NOT A FURRY SUIT. I MEAN A DOG OR CAT.)
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Source: Manga Series: Boku no Hero Academia Count: 108 (Chapters 22 to 188)
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