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Hii! I will try to channel intuitively what is the path or career you currently want to take in life, and doing so, I will try to help you understand it better and try to get to that goal, of course this is all based on my intuition and it will be filled with advices and presumptuous of me about you, it is okay if it doesn't resonate at all! Since this is your life and I am only a person on the internet lol, these readings are made for fun and for entertainment purposes, do not take anything you read here seriously.
I am doing this inspired by the month of Capricorn our beautiful anxious and ambitious burnout kid, and I will also be putting quotes from the book i am currently reading that i feel might be similar to your pile.
DISCLAIMER: mention of books and family trauma ugh :/ also of mental health disorders and depression, pls be careful if you're sensitive to any of these things just don't keep reading
LASTLY: Please pick a pile carefully, don't do it if you're too stressed or tired or distracted, it will affect your decision and the reading might not resonate. Take your time choosing a pile!
Hi guys! For this pile I see a person who wants to make it big, in a big city, they would love to live in New York, you probably come from a small town? You want to do something related to fame but not acting or something artistic like that. You are more drawn to journalism, law, working in a big books publishing company or a big magazine, architecture? There really isn't a desire of something creative per say, you are drawn to jobs that require you to move around a lot and stay busy. Have you ever seen those people in suits and a briefcase, talking on the phone and walking as fast as possible? That's you, and I wouldn't say you like or are fascinated by the way big cities work, but you have grown accustomed to them and you are a quick learner, you want to be busy all the time, not doing something all the time makes you feel useless and worthless.
Now, let's get into the job; I've mentioned that you like something like journalism, let's get more specific, you like having your impact in the world in any way possible, writing is your favorite, and I think you might want to be a writer, but i am highly picking on something more, like an important figure in magazines or book publishing, on the fashion industry. Maybe being a critic of food or fashion or stories, or creating videos talking about your opinions on said things, being famous people's manager, advisor of people with power or celebrities, they count on you, it's more letting your voice and your opinions be known and having an impact in the culture. Law is a tricky one, for specific people that pick this pile, do your parents want you to be a lawyer? Do you see the diploma being a means to an end? Some of you are trapped in a career you don't want only to make your parents happy, or because it was something you thought you wanted at first, but have distanced from since. You will be working on some offices and this will be all part of a bigger plan, your biggest interest will be to meet people and have acquaintances of higher ranks to do you favors. Your mind is agile and you are a quick thinker, in school you used to be the one people went to for advice or help, the professors saw you as one of them sometimes because you've always been a very mature and responsible person.
Let's get into you; You are, obvious, the oldest child, or not the oldest but maybe the next in line from a disowned sibling that got cut off from the family, or a deceased sibling. All the pressure is put on you and everybody trusts you to be the golden child of the family. You are probably the child of immigrant parents, who went to the US to start a new life, you are not quite from your culture but you don't fit in with these people either, there's this weird in-between that most kids of an immigrant family experience, not knowing much of their own ethnicity or culture, but never really fitting in with the people around them. That is exactly how you feel, like you try too hard and this it isn't enough. You experience an incredible pressure from your family on the daily, maybe you are from a wealthy family that/or has a reputation to uphold, or you are the first of the family to go to college, but something tells me you don't like the career you are in now, you are too scared to say you don't like it. You are too scared to say you don't know what you are doing because you are the pillar of the family, and everybody counts on you. You miss somebody from your family, it's somebody who always helped you when you didn't knew what to do, but they probably passed away.
My beautiful, anxious and probably Saturnian pile one, you have exceeded how much you can hold inside without crumbling down. The past two years have been stressing and very difficult, your family has been watching your every move ever since and you feel like you can't differentiate where the person you show to your parents starts and the real you ends. You are overwhelmed, overworked and exhausted, there isn't enough privacy in your house and it's has been getting difficult to keep the faƧade you've created with your parents. Everytime the conversation of studies or work comes you get extremely nervous and uncomfortable, it's not like you're failing, but this has been taking up so much energy from you for so long, and you feel like they wouldn't understand, like they would minimize your pain. The worst part of this is that you don't really hate your family, but it's difficult to love them. You feel honoured by what they teached you and the way you were raised, but this doesn't mean you have to do what they want, your parents are clearly projecting their desires on you, and you are doing as they say because it's easier. You aren't older than 25, probably, but you can't base your life on what is it that they want or don't want from you. Have they ever cared for what you wanted? Yes, they are your parents and have raised you and gave you a roof, food and education. Those are basic things they have to do for you, in return you devoted your entire existence to make them proud, was it worth it? Is it worth it? My advice for you is moving out. I know, not everybody has that kind of privilege, and you most certainly don't, but you are in a toxic household, and I feel you do not realize of this, or you think everybody's families are like this. But you shouldn't feel anxious or nervous or judged around your family and no one should. Your big plans of how you want your life to go are being held off by your family's inability to let go of you, this is probably a codependent relationship, they made you believe you owe them something, in exchange, you believe you owe everybody something, so you do the most. I am sorry to be the one to say this, since i believe most people who chose this pile do love their family very much and exists for them, but your problem as of right now, of why your work life isn't improving or you don't feel adequate it has nothing to do with you, but the situation you are in.
placements you can have: Capricorn Sun/Moon, Saturn dominant, Cardinal rising, Leo or Scorpio stellium or in big three, Aquarius Sun/Moon/ASC, Sagittarius Sun, 10H stellium, Saturn/Chiron in 10H, Scorpio rising/Mars
Hello guys! For your pile I am definitely getting the vibes of someone very sensitive and very emotional, who is very expressive, specially their face so they might be interested in acting/theater. You are very in tune with the most intense parts of yourself and your long term goal is being able to live off of the art you make, like drawing or, again, acting. I see your hands always covered in tint and painting, you create characters in your head that are just as expressive as you are, draw people with big eyes and bushy eyebrows to show emotions through their facial expressions, big anime or manga or just cartoons lover, there is something about drawn emotions that has always fascinated you and it's something you would like to make a career of, the euphoric feelings you get from this particular craft is like no other. You have many friends and none at all, you have dyed hair or tattoos, piercings on your nose or lips or ears, you are rather young so I bet this is something you can't do yet, but already have your own ideas to do so. You probably knew what you wanted to do from a very young age, you were those theater kids at school and you loved doing it.
Now, let's get into your job; Since I'm guessing you are a lot older now, you are planning and paving the way for those dreams to come true, you are or have been thinking of mastering in acting or taking drawing or graphic design courses, you are completely focused on your art being shown for everybody to enjoy, just like you enjoy others art. I feel like you have friends in your same field or with common interests, and you are very supportive of their own art and always try to get other people to see what your friends are making. You love your friends more than anything in this world and there's a few you'd like to get big with, and be famous together. Your job will not be something stable and you will be having more than one job at some point in your life because the career of art of any kind doesn't pay entertainers well, and you have a way of living your life where you don't want to have to cut off something because you just don't have enough money. You can be childish with money and responsibilities in general, like, when it comes to your job it's easy to give it your all and all of your time, but anything else it's scattered, money can be a constant struggle since you have certain commodities that you want to sustain. Going back to your work, you are completely devoted to it, it feels like your calling and it might be an on and off relationship, since you feel like this thing you want to do can be very emotionally draining or there are better, more talented people and you are shooting at a lost cause.
Let's get into you; Unlike pile one, your family is super supportive and, although sometimes they might not understand what is it that you work in, they are proud of you and your ability to be so vulnerable in public. However, you might have a complicated relationship with friendships and people in general, they could've taken advantage of you, used you and discard you. I feel, and I'm so sorry for this, that as you were growing up, you experienced a lot of bullying from people around your age, that now had caused you big trust issues, or attachment issues, making it difficult for you to trust someone or, on the contrary,Ā you over share details of your life in hopes of making friends, keep toxic relationships in your life out of fear of abandonment, it's a tricky thing, obviously you want to have people to count in and friends, but the past has made it so complicated for you to make and maintain those relationships, and it isn't your fault. From a very young age your feelings have been weaponized againstĀ you every time you tried to open up, and it causes you to shut off completely in social situations, or give too much too soon. Turning to art as a coping mechanism has been something frequent in your life, although you are a very friendly and lovely person, without any intent of malice, you are alone a lot, and maybe you're comfortable with that or maybe you are constantly searching your family in friends.
My precious pile two, you have been wronged by a lot of people from a very young age, and you feel less and less like part of society. You feel like you sharing your feelings will only allow people to manipulate or mock you and it's something you just can't take. You are not, by any means, a cold-hearted or mean person, or selfish, have you been acting as oppose to your personality so people won't take advantage of that? This is a super complicated subject, you feel accompanied by your own art, the drawings and the characters and everything you create is simply a way of feeling less alone, you took imaginary friends and made them into a reality, somehow. You are stressed a lot and judge yourself based on what you don't have, feeling like it isn't normal to have such a small group of friends are barely any, but people that haven't been on your shoes don't understand. I just want to tell you it's okay! Having two friends or just one friend doesn't make you a bad person or a weirdo, you beat yourself up a lot when it comes to this subject, āWhy can't I be like everybody else and have more friends?ā I know i kind of went off topic, but this constant need you have to fit in it's not gonna make you any favors, at the end of the day, trying to change your personality for other people will leave you feeling even worse. If you want to be successful or get more recognition with the art you are making it's important that you stop trying to appease to everybody, it will reflect onto your work and you will end up unsatisfied with everything you create, because it isn't you, I see you've been made fun of or judged because you were always alone growing up, most of it by choice, so now you feel the need to prove people the opposite. Make amends with the part of you that's a loner, that has no problem with being alone and not talking to people a whole day, we work at different times and one thing that is comfortable for a person isn't comfortable for another, being alone doesn't have to be a bad thing, it doesn't make you a bad person or a strange person. You feel like everybody's eyes are put in you, judging you for everything you do, but this is hardly truth. For a person that's so comfortable being alone, you are a magnet of people, they feel attracted and pulled to your energy, people adore you! Don't think they don't!
placements you can have: Pisces Sun/Mercury/Venus, Mutable dominant, Mars in 11H/12H, Gemini Moon/10H, Air rising, Taurus Venus, Cancer Sun/Mercury, 12H stellium
Hi hi pile number three, how are you? I see that somebody's work or job has to do with commerce, you are working in a cafe or a bar, a place where you have to be of service for a lot of people, at a restaurant? But you are planning on making it your own independent business with a friend, a childhood friend? Whatever is this that you are planning towards, could be having your own coffee shop or spa day business, something related to the hands, in a busy part of the city. You probably work since a very young age interacting with people and have grown used to big groups of people and chaotic peak hour, you worked or currently work in the street, selling products or giving out free samples, maybe you work at a supermarket with your friends or have been thinking of starting something with a friend whilst still working at a supermarket, I feel like your job has to do with everyday necessities like foods or cleaning supplies or kitchen articles. You don't really have a goal or a dream job, you just want to do whatever is that you're good at, like talking to people and getting them to buy products, and you want to have fun doing it, but most importantly you want a source of income.
Now, let's get into your job; As I said before, you don't really have a set goal for what you want your job to be, you never really had a specific thing you wanted to do and really went with the flow, if a job wasn't of your liking is probable that you searched for another one, since you are a very capable person and it's easy for you to multitask, finding a job is not something you should be worried about. But maybe you have been working in the same place or field since you were a teenager, with the same people, and you have been learning about the field you are in to start your own business. Your plan on long term is just connecting with people and have something successful, being in charge rather than being the one people boss around, you want to be able to enjoy your money while on vacation, without having to worry. But also, you need the work to be entertaining and keep interesting or you will get bored too soon, that's where your friends come in, in all honesty you know you could do it all okay on your own, but having a friend or several is a plus for you, I see you are not a codependent or clingy person, at all, but you don't like being alone for too long and having your friends at work betters your mood, which is exactly what you need to function everyday. Out of you two, you are probably the wisest when it comes to marketing and commercial business, and you will be teaching your friend all that's needed to enter this world. They could be younger than you by a month or two, could even be someone from your family but not a sibling, maybe a cousin. This pile is probably for people who are either teenagers or people older than 22, you are old but people always confuse you as someone younger for your juvenile energy, or the opposite, you are young and people think you are older.
Let's get into you; Okay, you are a super independent person, if all you've read before isn't proof enough, you are super independent, it's true, you started working from a very young age and went from there, money is important for you, but not because you buy a lot of things, if anything, it's something you barely do, all the money goes for savings. I feel like you come from a family that has never had that much money, it's not like you were poor but you were always tight on money and this has caused you to be terrified of using the money you got? There's this lingering sensation that there could be a big emergency and you will need the money, but won't have any, so you end up not using any of it except for very specific things like transportation and food, which, trust me, I completely understand, but at the same time, most of your days are spent working, you earned that money so why not use it for yourself? Buying yourself something nice or skincare products, clothes or a book, a game? Fixing your phone? Your computer? These aren't lavish things by any means, maybe you were always so tight on money because your family, specially a parent, used all the money for useless things and then there was no water or electricity because you couldn't pay. These things stick with you, and you don't have a bad relationship with your family per say, it's decent, you share things with them but not enough things for them to know what you are on about. Getting back to independence, you probably were self-raised, or your older siblings raised you, and you grew up seeing the irresponsibility of your parents in everyday situation. You have extreme independence, a trauma response for growing up with incompetent adults who expected you to take care of them. You usually detach from people and never give up too much information about yourself or your whereabouts not to seem mysterious, but because you don't want to have to owe an explanation to anyone, and also you aren't used to being take care of.
My air dominant pile three, you are a whole treat and you remind me a lot of my favorite character from the book I am reading right now. Your family has failed you and I understand more than anyone what is like to have parents who cannot be trusted because they lack maturity, who expect you to take care of them most of the time and almost never act like the adult in the household, I feel like you have a very special bond with your siblings, and this might not resonate with all of you, but for those who do, you and your siblings are very close and at some point, maybe since the pandemic started, you've only gotten closer to each other, this sibling probably is not living with you and you are still at your parents house, another reason that you are so detached and spacy in general is to make it easier to ignore your family lol, and you get lost inside your head so much at this point people think you are ignoring them, and who knows? Maybe you are. About this, you are not a person that has many romantic relationships, or they don't last very long, and you tend to wonder if it has anything to do with you... Yes, the thing is that you want to be able to do anything you want all the time you forget to talk or tell your partner where you are going or what you are doing and they feel like they are bothering you when they ask about your whereabouts, besides for how difficult it is for you to open up and tell them when something bothers you, your past relationships could've all ended for the same reason; they think you don't care. And sometime you do, but you don't know how to show it, if this continues, I'd advise you to write down what you are feeling in the moment, because you have a really hard time letting your emotions out and it can be overwhelming to keep all in, by writing it down it's going to make it easier as the days go by to express your feelings, you probably like to overanalyze your emotions. Stop that! I went off topic lol, but overall is important that you try to reconnect with people if you are planning on working in a field that requires you to be around and talk to people. I have a question for you, at the beginning of the reading, when I asked you how are you, you did answer in your head or out loud, right? Yeah, that's what I thought.
placements you can have: Libra Sun/Mercury, Air dominant, Aquarius or 11H stellium, Gemini in big three/Jupiter or Saturn, Aries or 1H Mars, Venus or Jupiter in 1H, Gemini in 9H, Saturn Rx
Hii pile four! For the last pile I am getting someone who genuinely has no clue what to do, not only career wise but in every aspect of your life. It's something that has been going for a long time, and you can't quite find your calling per say, it's okay! Not everybody knows what they want to do at a young age, and something tells me you are just entering your 20s, but you feel an overwhelming pressure to already have your life figured out. The truth is, that you are in an autopilot mode, you are lethargic, still in place. Nothing that you've tried for the past couple of tears has moved you or motivated you, and your life as a whole feels very dull at the moment. If there was something you felt passionate about it's not all lost, you move slower than most people and that's not something bad, it's normal to want to think these things through, and people might get exasperated by your indecisiveness, but you know yourself and time is your best friend when it comes to this, rushing it was what got you where you are now.
Now, let's get into your job; As I said, you don't really have a set goal at the moment, or is something you have slowly been giving up on, as of lately your life has been pretty monotonous and you haven't done anything to change things up. You're probably from a small town where not much things happen and it can be a peaceful place but also boring, sometimes you feel this sudden inexplicable urge to move and leave everything behind, but this sudden urge is pulled back by your fear of the unknown, you are used to the easy life you have, and you don't like new things because it's an environment you can't control and aren't comfortable in. Maybe you never really worked but have considered certain options, or the jobs you had never last for too long, the people at work made it difficult for you to feel comfortable or disrespected you daily, took advantage of your submissive nature and blamed you for not knowing things nobody taught you how to do, you have bad/traumatic experiences when it comes to job and when it comes to your superiors, they drain you completely, it feels like they go specifically after you because you are not a confrontational person. Nowadays people around you call you lazy because you might not really be working right now, you are doing this to preserve yourself from going through more bad times, and it frustrates you a lot, you don't understand why this happens to you but when you share it with your family or closest friends they can't relate to anything you are saying.
Let's get into you; This whole energy feels like the person is in a trance, dissociating from everyday life and expecting something to change without giving the first steps, expecting to someday wake up and magically know what they want and how to get it. But life doesn't work like this, and I'm going to be completely honest with you, i feel like your mental health is declining, or has been in a really bad state for a very long time. Your home life isn't necessarily bad per say, but there's somebody in your family that physically or emotionally depends on you and they require you to be paying attention to them a lot, a person with a disability maybe. This could also be the other way around and you are the one who's being taken care of, but the house you live in feels very distanced or guarded from other people, even your neighbors wonder sometimes if anybody in your household ever gets out because they rarely even see you guys. It's a confined place, it's where you feel the most comfortable, obviously, it's your home and it's your favorite place, but it can feel suffocating a lot of times. I think that you have been alone, only counting or talking to your family members for so long that you don't really realize this, the sudden urge to want to leave out of nowhere? With no explanation? You feel so bad when you have those rush of emotions and like an ungrateful child, because your life isn't bad, right? Much like pile one, (maybe you should read that one too) you feel like you owe your family a lot and like you can't have something of your own, outside the little world you and your family created. You are a very empathic and understanding person that doesn't judge others, and believe there's a reason why people do some things, if somebody is sad around you, you will feel sad as well, and if they are happy, you will be happy, it's easy for you to be influenced by other people's emotions, you are the one that cries because someone else is crying, that's you. But, despite all of this, you spend a lot of time alone, a lot of time, and in those moments you are alone you feel down, you feel numb or you feel tired. I guess it could've been a really stressful environment to be in a job where nobody treated you well, while also being an emotional sponge that absorbed everybody's feelings. I picture you in the couch of your living room reading books or watching films, you love reading and you love watching movies, you love analyzing people's emotions and actions and why they do what they do.
Pile four, you have been the last one but not the least important, you have something beautiful inside you I so wished you could see the way I see it, there's something, you are a very unique and special person and you see yourself as a boring one, i don't know why, maybe someone made you believe you aren't interesting to talk to or be around of, and your energy is a lot calmer than the rest of the piles, but it stands out the most. Maybe you won't believe what I'm about to say but when people see you they notice, they notice you all the time, it's actually hard to ignore you, but they might not approach you since you seem so lost on your own thoughts and distanced from people, they don't feel comfortable approaching you as they feel like they will be bothering you, crazy, right? You attract people like a lightbulb attract flies, and sometimes it's good interactions even if they are short, but other times the interactions can be bad and turn sideways really quickly. Yes, people feel entitled to your energy and like you owe them something, it's very strange how they can be upset by your mere existence, but don't get sad! You have a super approachable energy and it can be bad sometimes, you have a really unique and beautiful smile that wins others immediately. In terms of work, you might feel let down by everything that you've went through but can't help but feel like all of that is your fault, it has unmotivated you to look for jobs or even interact with people outside your family, and it makes sense, believe me. My advice to you is to not accommodate yourself to fit other people's perception of you they might have, you think that by just staying in the middle will avoid fights, but that only invites people to take advantage of you. If you are not comfortable on a work environment, search what is best for you, if there isn't anything that you feel comfortable with, then make it. Create a safe space for you, you can be a person prone to fatigue or migraines or who gets easily overwhelmed, if the place you work in is making it difficult for you to deal with what you already have going on, then it is not the place for you. I see you, and I'm sorry if I get this incorrectly, as a person with depression, autism or adhd or social anxiety, or some mental disorder that needs special care or specific cares, and you are not a chore because of this, you have been accommodating yourself to a world different to yours since you had memory and this only made your health worsen. There isn't really a specific goal here that you are planning to take in life, but I do see you being a very visual person or you have chromesthesia/synesthesia and you watch films exclusively for the visuals, listen to music imagining a color range. You might be a calm person with a soft or low voice but your mind works at an incredible fast rhythm it can be overwhelming. Overall, maybe you don't have a calling right now, but make sure that when you do find what is it that you want to do, make it a comfortable environment for you and you only, i think you deserve to have a safe space for yourself where your soul can breath.
placements you can have: Taurus Sun/Mercury/Venus, Mercury Rx, Cancer or Pisces stellium, 4H stellium or in Taurus/Libra, Moon in 12H, Venusian rising, 6H in Chiron/Mars
Pile 2 omgggg once again youāre coming through with a bangerrrr skdkdkd truly felt like I was being read like a book lmaooo but it was so comforting at the same timešš„ŗ once again so amazinggg!
and i literally just fund out anyways i love her so much and this is me trying to get your attention lol.
So i pulled a tarot card for myself (which i rarely do, it's difficult for me to read to myself :/) for each month of 2022 to see how it'll go, and here it is!!!
so what I am getting ? is that January is a time of introspection and looking inwards more than anything, time to think instead of doing lol, don't jump to things either
victory!! getting out of a lump or starting planning something, moving slowly but surely into something new that'll give me some sort of emotional or financial fulfilment, it can also be getting the recognition i deserve š
so for the month of march (my birthday month, horrible) i will be chosing to leave something behind after a long time, big moving on energy and i think it emphasized Aries energy of new things and new energies, entering a new stage of my life without old baggage
for April something is going to be revealed, i know it is mostly letting go of a victim mentality, but i feel like something is coming out to the light in April that will be eye-opening and it will change a lot of my perspective, helping with the moving on part, maybe a deceitful person showing themselves? there's going to be much tea on April let me tell you
okaayyy, so for the month of May I'll be moving away from a toxic person or a manipulative person, i feel like this is connected all the way back to march and maybe i will be moving out? Or i will be block/ignore a person that has been very manipulative, either way this feels like moving from toxic environments to me
so the month of June will be one of introspection again, I'll be asking myself what is it that i want in life and what kind of job do i want, I'll probably get a lot of the things i always wanted (yay) but will still feel unsatisfied on the inside (aw man) so in the month i will be thinking about my options and what do i want and how do I want to make money, more than anything
this card can be directly linked to the card I got from June, in the month of July i will making amends with someone and learning to forgive, leave the past behind, could be a person but i feel this is with myself more than anything, learning to forgive myself for my mistakes? uff
yaaassss, what i get from this is that the month of August will be really good for me to improve my intuition and i will fully get into spirituality and learning new forms of divination? Probably buying more cards that i feel more comfortable with and doing my readings better, if that's the case, i will be spending money on things like cards and candles and crystals and such!!!
aaah, for the month of September i will be more social or more out there, i will go out more or spend less time alone as i am used to being alone all the time lol, i will be hanging out in groups or working in group so i will be around people a lot, mmmm i don't know how to feel i already have covid i don't want to have it a second time and people :// anywaysss
for the month of October there's an emphasis on LEAVING jsskjs, like if this was somebody else's reading I'd say they will be moving out of their home by October, however is me and i don't have that kind of money, so i believe it's more of detaching from the expectations family puts and becoming more of my own person outside them, it's something a lot more personal than moving our but oh god i wish I would just leave lol
OKAY? planning, making decisions and leaving home š¹ for the beautiful extraordinary month of November i will be making plans to move out or travel somewhere possibly out of the country, mm i know where this is going, I could be traveling a lot this November so.... Maybe I'll meet a special someone šš (she knows who she is)
the last month of 2022 and it's all about not wasting time on ideas and plans that will go nowhere, in December i will have to put my mind and focus into one singular thing for it to succeed, how dare you ask someone with adhd something like that? Anywho, if i try to make too many things all at once i will get none done so i beg the me of December 2022 to focus on just ONE THING
i wasn't even going to make it a tag game but i will now, PLS REBLOG THIS WITH YOUR YEARLY TAROT SPREAD ššš
I'm tagging everyone i know until somebody feels bad for me and does this too; @ukiyowi @ukiyowi-main @universalcrush just to be sure, @cancerfairy @acaplion @the-falling-star @astrofangs @royaleofury @marklovin @luminarin @sunkissedchld @sxorpiomooon @tulipsrosemaryandthyme @nooramoontarot @guxciestone @intuitive-bbloom @pbmoure @notanastrologer @sunball
Just to be clear you can STILL do this if I haven't tagged you because i always want to do tag games but I'm never tagged jskjs JUST DO IT. I WANNA SEE WHAT YOU GOT š
hi my lovessss, I'm back with a new PAC! As we move into a new year I thought we can tap into what we should leave behind this year ready for a fresh new start. Please remember that these are just SUGGESTIONS. You are NOT obliged to do any of what I say, it's just there to offer any guidance needed. remember you have free will and an choose what you want to do for yourselves. also please excuse any spelling or grammar mistakes I just SUCK at it lmaoooš
how to pick a pile:
so it's 1-3 from left to right, take a deep breath and choose the pile that you are most drawn to. you are more than welcome to pick multiple piles and if a pile didn't resonate, feel free to choose another one!
DISCLAIMER
my readings are for entertainment purposes only. Therefore, they DO NOT replace any professional legal/financial advise and medical advice/diagnosis. Therefore, you are responsible for any decision as a result. Also use your discernment and judgment when receiving the reading and use that to take what resonates. Remember, you have free will and can change and chose what happens therefore nothing is set in stone in these readings if you don't want it to. I will do my very best to give an honest reading therefore, I do please ask you to keep an open mind when receiving the reading. Thank you
pile 1 āļø
- pile 1, with your energy here I feel as though you are a person who has their guard up, especially when it comes to love. I see here that maybe you tend to mistrust people and their intentions with you. I feel as though you are the type to nit pick someones actions and behaviour so you can catch out anything suspicious so you can cut them off and protect yourself. before it's too late I just heard. I feel as though being hurt by people you love and trust is something that you're really afraid of. I'm not judging you here pile 1 because this a high key a self drag lmao. you might have been wrong in the past and you have been hurt/dissapointed by people that you have trusted. you may have this idea of I just depend on me because other people are too unreliable to depend on and can switch at any moment. I feel as though you carry a lot by yourself pile 1 :(((( I feel as though you are the only person that you trust. you may blame yourself when people hurt you like saying, you're the one who let them in so it's your fault that they hurt you. But that's not the case my lovely, you can't hold yourself accountable for other people's actions. what's been suggested here is to release these toxic thought patterns and behaviours regarding trust. ofc you should be discerning, but there needs to be a balance. It is a lot easier said than done so take it step by step. When you catch yourself in those negative thought patterns, stop for a minute and try to look at things a bit more objectively. try and find a productive way to communicate your feelings and communicate any issues where miscommunications can occur. I'm seeing here that in the upcoming year, you will be creating more friendships (possibly a relationship) with people who you can trust. They will understand why you're so hyper-independent and will help take a bit of the burdens you hold off of you. Also I'm getting that you should trust yourself more than you do rn. I'm getting that maybe you fear that you're going to be blindsided by someone doing you wrong, and that it's going to happen because you didn't pay enough attention to the signs. but you should trust your intuition more, pile 1. I'm getting here that you are HIGHLYYYY intuitive and through your strong intuition you have the ability to judge a character so believe in that.
I hope you have a wonderful 2022 pile 1š¤š¤š¤
- I'm getting a lot of fast pace energy, so you may have a lot of fire in your chart. Air too, especially Gemini. But what I'm getting here is that you may fall into the pattern of having many projects/passions that fall through because maybe you lose interest in them, or confidence in it. I'm getting that perfectionist energy of " if I'm not able to make it perfect straightway, then what's the point in doing it". I'm getting a lot of creative energy from this pile. you may find the most motivation for a project in the very beginning stage of something when that first spark occurs. But once that fades away, so does your motivation and you may get bored easily from it. you may also expect to see immediate results and if it's not successful straight away, you may get frustrated, and you give up and move on to the next. and it turns into this cycle of new ideas fizzling out as quickly as they came in. what I'm getting here is to release that kind of cycle and move towards having more stability in your projects. Sometimes things just take time to develop and you just have to be patient but ik it's a lot easier said than done. When you hit a roadblock in a project, instead of ditching it try to thing of how you can overcome it? What's not working? Why isn't it working? I'm getting that asking for help or researching can help a lot in getting past these roadblocks. Sometimes looking at something with fresh eyes can help improve it e.g. asking someone else for their opinion n the project or having a break for a little bit and coming back. Planning is also a strong thing that's showing up. breaking stuff into a plan can help map out goals and help to know where to direct your energy to. I really feel as though you have a lot of potential to create something stable you just have to tap into it.
wishing you all the best of luck for 2022 pile 2, I hope it treats you well my loveliesss š¤š¤
additional messages: carnelian, planning, journalling, painting?, arts and crafts, small business, candle, fire
pile 3 šµ
so my lovely pile 3, I'm getting here that you may be holding on to either a specific person, environment or pattern of behaviour, I'm not really sure which one so take what resonates. But I'm getting here that you're really being stuck in your ways. you may be in a cycle that's not serving you however, it feel stable to you. and you don't want to lose that kind of stability. For example, ( this is just an example, it may resonate with a few of you, but it's just there to further explain what I'm feeling) you could be stuck in a friendship where it's draining you emotionally and mentally, but you stick with it because you've been friends with this person for so long, there could be so much chaos and that's the only thing that remaining of a time where things are stable. But maybe you're outgrowing these things and you're moving onto a new timeline, that's why things may be a bit chaotic for you. you may fear change and the unknown that's why you're clinging to any bit of stability left. it's really when everything that you know is crumbling away and things are chaotic and moving into unclear waters. but what I'm getting here is that things are falling away for better things to come in. you are going through a transformation of some kind. but what's holding you back is you holding on to whatever is from your past. to help ease you through these unknown times is doing things that you make you feel grounded e.g. reading a book, meditation, cleaning, cooking, etc. replace what you're holding on from your past with ways where you can find stability within yourself. I'm getting a really positive feeling about the new journey that you're going to embark on. I can see you looking back at this time going I'm glad I persevered. I really feel like so much better is waiting for you pile 3. take some time out for you aswell pile 3, I feel like this time has been a lot for you, and you need some time for yourself to recharge you deserve it
I'm exciting for all the blessings waiting for you pile 3 š¤š¤š¤
additional messages: "in my element", see you again- Tyler the creator, Kali Uchis, book buying ban?, earth signs especially Taurus, stubborn, butterfly, cacoon, metamorphosis, transformation
that's it for this PAC, I really hope that it was usefullll. I would love any feedback you have it'll really help me improve on future PACs. Also if you have any suggestions for future PACs, please let me knowww! I hope 2022 treats you well and that you have a wonderful rest of your dayyyy
hi my lovessss, I'm back with a new PAC! As we move into a new year I thought we can tap into what we should leave behind this year ready for a fresh new start. Please remember that these are just SUGGESTIONS. You are NOT obliged to do any of what I say, it's just there to offer any guidance needed. remember you have free will and an choose what you want to do for yourselves. also please excuse any spelling or grammar mistakes I just SUCK at it lmaoooš
how to pick a pile:
so it's 1-3 from left to right, take a deep breath and choose the pile that you are most drawn to. you are more than welcome to pick multiple piles and if a pile didn't resonate, feel free to choose another one!
DISCLAIMER
my readings are for entertainment purposes only. Therefore, they DO NOT replace any professional legal/financial advise and medical advice/diagnosis. Therefore, you are responsible for any decision as a result. Also use your discernment and judgment when receiving the reading and use that to take what resonates. Remember, you have free will and can change and chose what happens therefore nothing is set in stone in these readings if you don't want it to. I will do my very best to give an honest reading therefore, I do please ask you to keep an open mind when receiving the reading. Thank you
pile 1 āļø
- pile 1, with your energy here I feel as though you are a person who has their guard up, especially when it comes to love. I see here that maybe you tend to mistrust people and their intentions with you. I feel as though you are the type to nit pick someones actions and behaviour so you can catch out anything suspicious so you can cut them off and protect yourself. before it's too late I just heard. I feel as though being hurt by people you love and trust is something that you're really afraid of. I'm not judging you here pile 1 because this a high key a self drag lmao. you might have been wronged in the past and you have been hurt/dissapointed by people that you have trusted. you may have this idea of I just depend on me because other people are too unreliable to depend on and can switch at any moment. I feel as though you carry a lot by yourself pile 1 :(((( I feel as though you are the only person that you trust. you may blame yourself when people hurt you like saying, you're the one who let them in so it's your fault that they hurt you. But that's not the case my lovely, you can't hold yourself accountable for other people's actions. what's been suggested here is to release these toxic thought patterns and behaviours regarding trust. ofc you should be discerning, but there needs to be a balance. It is a lot easier said than done so take it step by step. When you catch yourself in those negative thought patterns, stop for a minute and try to look at things a bit more objectively. try and find a productive way to communicate your feelings and communicate any issues where miscommunications can occur. I'm seeing here that in the upcoming year, you will be creating more friendships (possibly a relationship) with people who you can trust. They will understand why you're so hyper-independent and will help take a bit of the burdens you hold off of you. Also I'm getting that you should trust yourself more than you do rn. I'm getting that maybe you fear that you're going to be blindsided by someone doing you wrong, and that it's going to happen because you didn't pay enough attention to the signs. but you should trust your intuition more, pile 1. I'm getting here that you are HIGHLYYYY intuitive and through your strong intuition you have the ability to judge a character so believe in that.
I hope you have a wonderful 2022 pile 1š¤š¤š¤
- I'm getting a lot of fast pace energy, so you may have a lot of fire in your chart. Air too, especially Gemini. But what I'm getting here is that you may fall into the pattern of having many projects/passions that fall through because maybe you lose interest in them, or confidence in it. I'm getting that perfectionist energy of " if I'm not able to make it perfect straightway, then what's the point in doing it". I'm getting a lot of creative energy from this pile. you may find the most motivation for a project in the very beginning stage of something when that first spark occurs. But once that fades away, so does your motivation and you may get bored easily from it. you may also expect to see immediate results and if it's not successful straight away, you may get frustrated, and you give up and move on to the next. and it turns into this cycle of new ideas fizzling out as quickly as they came in. what I'm getting here is to release that kind of cycle and move towards having more stability in your projects. Sometimes things just take time to develop and you just have to be patient but ik it's a lot easier said than done. When you hit a roadblock in a project, instead of ditching it try to thing of how you can overcome it? What's not working? Why isn't it working? I'm getting that asking for help or researching can help a lot in getting past these roadblocks. Sometimes looking at something with fresh eyes can help improve it e.g. asking someone else for their opinion n the project or having a break for a little bit and coming back. Planning is also a strong thing that's showing up. breaking stuff into a plan can help map out goals and help to know where to direct your energy to. I really feel as though you have a lot of potential to create something stable you just have to tap into it.
wishing you all the best of luck for 2022 pile 2, I hope it treats you well my loveliesss š¤š¤
additional messages: carnelian, planning, journalling, painting?, arts and crafts, small business, candle, fire
pile 3 šµ
so my lovely pile 3, I'm getting here that you may be holding on to either a specific person, environment or pattern of behaviour, I'm not really sure which one so take what resonates. But I'm getting here that you're really being stuck in your ways. you may be in a cycle that's not serving you however, it feel stable to you. and you don't want to lose that kind of stability. For example, ( this is just an example, it may resonate with a few of you, but it's just there to further explain what I'm feeling) you could be stuck in a friendship where it's draining you emotionally and mentally, but you stick with it because you've been friends with this person for so long, there could be so much chaos and that's the only thing that remaining of a time where things are stable. But maybe you're outgrowing these things and you're moving onto a new timeline, that's why things may be a bit chaotic for you. you may fear change and the unknown that's why you're clinging to any bit of stability left. it's really when everything that you know is crumbling away and things are chaotic and moving into unclear waters. but what I'm getting here is that things are falling away for better things to come in. you are going through a transformation of some kind. but what's holding you back is you holding on to whatever is from your past. to help ease you through these unknown times is doing things that you make you feel grounded e.g. reading a book, meditation, cleaning, cooking, etc. replace what you're holding on from your past with ways where you can find stability within yourself. I'm getting a really positive feeling about the new journey that you're going to embark on. I can see you looking back at this time going I'm glad I persevered. I really feel like so much better is waiting for you pile 3. take some time out for you aswell pile 3, I feel like this time has been a lot for you, and you need some time for yourself to recharge you deserve it
I'm excited for all the blessings waiting for you pile 3 š¤š¤š¤
additional messages: "in my element", see you again- Tyler the creator, Kali Uchis, book buying ban?, earth signs especially Taurus, stubborn, butterfly, cacoon, metamorphosis, transformation
that's it for this PAC, I really hope that it was usefullll. I would love any feedback you have it'll really help me improve on future PACs. Also if you have any suggestions for future PACs, please let me knowww! I hope 2022 treats you well and that you have a wonderful rest of your dayyyy
Guess whoās back from the dead š¤Ŗ ik ik ik I promised Iād be more active then I dipped for a couple of monthsššš Iām so so sorry life is just always beating my ass and I slight have imposter syndrome of āif itās not perfect, Iām not going to post itā :((((( BUTTTT my promise for 2022 is to be more active on here because I miss making PACS and interacting with you guys :ā((((((
So staring tomorrow Iāll be posting a mini PAC tomorrow and more will come because I have lots of new ideasssss
But let me know, what you have guys been up to? I hope you guys are doing welllš„ŗš¤
if saying fixed affirmations is not for you, try visualising. if visualising is not for you, try commanding your subconscious. if that is not for you, try listening to subliminals. if subliminals are not for you, try scripting etc etc..
there are so many ways to manifest so just stick to what is best for you. for example, iām a really visual person! i learn best visually too and visualising helps me feel it real compared to other methods.
either way, itās gonna manifest anyway so who cares what method you use? as long as it makes you feel good! stop giving away your power to different methods, you are the operant power.
Having to tell people directly what you need and want from them is actually an unavoidable part of healthy adult communication, not a sign that your friends or partner donāt genuinely care about you. So stop waiting for people to read your mind and learn to speak up.
And itās okay if itās hard. Itās okay if you struggle with it. Itās not an easy skill to learn over night, especially if being direct has led to negative reactions in the past.
But you need to learn.
Your loved ones arenāt mind readers. If you donāt talk to them, they wonāt know that somethingās wrong, or that your needs arenāt being met.
And resenting someone, or assuming someone doesnāt care, because they have no idea thereās a problem in the first place, that isnāt fair to them. You arenāt the only person that it hurts- your friends care about you, and what impacts you also impacts them.
Reward yourself with snacks or a fun activity after a difficult conversation. Pace yourself, take breaks when you need. Write down what you want to say if speaking it out loud is too much too soon.
But you need to communicate.
Itās a skill you need to learn.
Resigning yourself to silent misery doesnāt help anyone.
hi iām new to tarot and Tumblr, i was hoping to find a community on here. but i also beed help with understanding the cards messages because iāve got sone really confusing cards.
Hiiiii omggg Iām so excited for you to go on your journeyyy!!!
Unfortunately, Iām not too helpful when it comes to helping others interpret the cards messages as I feel like your intuitions helps you out the most if that makes sense. But what I do when I get confusing cards is I take a picture of it and keep it because maybe the answer is supposed to reveal itself to you at another time.
Also putting my cards in order as if I just bought the deck, and placing it under my pillow as I sleep, helps to reset my deck and get me connected to it again.
Iām sorry this isnāt very helpful but I hope it can help out in some way š¤
Just finished responding to all the asks in my inbox thank you guys so much for participatingš„ŗš¤ it was so so much fun and it just reminded me how much I love doing readings like I feel like Iāve got my mojo back :)))) Iāll be definitely more active and I will post a PAC by the end of this weekš¤š¤
Hi! I hope youāre doing well š„° Congrats on 100 followers !!! š„ŗš If its still open, may I join your ask game? It sounds so fun !
One thing Iām looking forward to this week is something weāve (my family and I) been waiting for for a while nowāwhich is another step forward to quite literally changing my family and Iās lives š
Thank you so much whether you get to do mine or not ! Have a nice rest of your week š āR
Tysm! And omgggg how excitinggg! I wish all the best for you and your familyyyš¤š¤
šthis person has a such a youthful energy. They may be a very playful and optimistic person. They are also very charitable. I feel like they think and care a lot for others so they give as much as they can. Strong empath vibes. They may actively volunteer in shelters or contribute a lot to charity in their spare time. A very refreshing energy. They can really lift peopleās spirits up like that have that vibe to them. Theyāre not afraid to stand up for the underdog. Such beautiful energyyy
I hope youāve enjoyed thissss and thank you for participating! š¤
One thing I like about myself is that I donāt lie, ever, I get such harsh feelings from even the thought of lying that I just canāt, and Iām proud of myself for it, and one thing I am looking forward to is finally getting out of lockdown since July, and seeing my friends again (I am fully vaccinated and will continue to social distance and wear face masks as to not endanger anyone around me)
Thatās such a good trait to have and omggg I hope you have fun!!š¤
šI feel like this person is a very creative person. They maybe very into the arts. I feel like theyāre really good at balancing work and play. They know when to put energy back into themselves doing the things they love. They may enjoy theatre, museums, plants, cooking anything creative. They really feel like someone who has their shit together. Theyāre very in touch with themselves and with their needs. A little extra thing thatās not really a personality trait but they may be athletic or have an athletic build. They may like to work out
I hope youāve enjoyed this and thank you for participating!š¤
one of the things I like about myself have to be how I can brainstorm many ideas in a short time, haha
Omggg that seems like such a useful skill!š¤
šI feel like this person is very mysterious lol. Theyāre very hard to read but they have a sort of magnetic energy thatāll make you try to figure them out. Lol I just got referenced the shrek āogres have layers like onionsā analogyš I feel like people want to peel apart the layers of this person to figure them out. They seem like they have a lot of depth to them. I also get that deep down theyāre a very romantic person. They may also like aesthetically pleasing things such as sights,sounds, smells, tastes, etc. They like their senses to be stimulated. Itās a very very interesting energy
I hope youāve enjoyed thisss and thank you for participating!š¤
Hello, I would like to participate in the game if it's still open. One thing that I like about myself is my hair. It has very pretty color. Thanks for the game and congratulations for your 100 followers <3
Tyyy my lovely and Iām sure itās absolutely gorgeousssš¤
šthis person is a true romantic. I feel like theyāre flirty and very sensual but theyāre still very respectful. Theyāll give a lot of compliments to you and just make you feel loved. You might blush a lot around this person. Theyāre very smooth like that. I feel like theyāre a very devoted romantic partner. They love all things love. I feel like theyāre not afraid to express their emotions. I also feel like they will absolutely ADORE youuu like itās such beautiful and intense energy. Theyāre a very balanced person aswell and will make the effort to be as harmonious as possible
I hope youāve enjoyed this and thank you for participating!š¤
Heyyyy!! How are you? I am here for the game :) Something which i like about myself is my hair and my exams are ending this week so i am really looking forward to it.
I hope you have good day/nightš Thank youāØ
Hi my lovelyyy Iām well tyy! And omggg well done for doing your exams!!! I hope you rest well afterwards you deserve itttš¤
šIām seeing here that this person is a very self-liberated person. They may have been is a constrictive environment where they may have not been able to express themselves fully. But I feel like theyāve pushed past these constraints and self express themselves fully. I feel like theyāre very unapologetically themselves and speak their mind. They have a very fresh and refreshing energy like theyāre a breath of fresh air. They may very into the arts such as painting,drawing, etc. Or they may be very into fashion or cooking. Anything creative. They may also like nature and plants.
I hope youāve enjoyed this and thank you for participating!š¤š¤
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