waltzing with Matthew Fairchild

Anushka|| Any pronoun|| Bookworm|| Oscar Wilde 🥰|| Shadowhunter Freak || Harry Styles LOML|| Poetry lover|| header by our vv awesome @matthias-is-alive

[willothewhisper]

hii y'all. imma take a lil break from Tumblr, all of my socials actually, for a week or so. if you see me rb some shit and not responding to your asks or messages, it's not cause I'm ignoring you or anything. I'm just taking some time out for myself.

lately it has been a tsunami of work and bullshit and I barely get any free time in a day, call it selfish if you may lmao, but I really wanna reserve those limited amount of time to myself.

and if I don't do that, if I just keep jeopardizing my required solitude, I might fucking loose my sanity. so if I'm not reverting back to you (I'll try to for sure), it's cause im just not in the correct mindset, or I don't have the energy to make myself available, and y'all are too precious to deserve divided, or forced attention. with that being said, ilyy all. take care.

know me post

[slutformishalare-deactivated202]

I think I’m going to cry I don’t want the inheritance games to end like there’s a second book too and a third one coming this year around august I think but I’m just so attached

AW BABY 😭😭

omg atleast there's a third one coming out soon tho!! and it never ends babe, just keep rereading it and rereading it.. that way it's never truly over (at least that's what i tell myself to get through the pain) 😩😩 i'm actually so so happy that you're enjoying it <33

[willothewhisper]

oh yeah that way it's never over and also you never get to read another NEW BOOK

which brings me back to my age old question:- did ya read chain of gold?? 😭😭

[slutformishalare-deactivated202]

LMAOOO AAGSHSJKJSIL

um... next question 😭

no omg because istfg it was like august?? that i was telling you i was going to read it because i remember it being in summer and here we are basically in february AND I STILL HAVEN'T READ IT I'M SORRY LMAO SVHSHSUSS THIS IS TOO FUCKING FUNNY

[willothewhisper]

xbbshsb WTFFF for a fleeting second I really thought MAYBE THIS IS THE TIME WHEN YOU'D FINALLY SAY- OH YEAH I READ IT, IT WAS GREAT😭😭😭 but who tf was I kidding

the third book will come out around autumn this year ig please read it before that LMFAOOOOO😭😭😩😩😩

[slutformishalare-deactivated202]

I think I’m going to cry I don’t want the inheritance games to end like there’s a second book too and a third one coming this year around august I think but I’m just so attached

AW BABY 😭😭

omg atleast there's a third one coming out soon tho!! and it never ends babe, just keep rereading it and rereading it.. that way it's never truly over (at least that's what i tell myself to get through the pain) 😩😩 i'm actually so so happy that you're enjoying it <33

[willothewhisper]

oh yeah that way it's never over and also you never get to read another NEW BOOK

which brings me back to my age old question:- did ya read chain of gold?? 😭😭

[willothewhisper]

PLEASE IGNORE ALL THE PREVIOUS ASKS I SENT

im so sorry i just missed you a fucking lot and i realize i might have embarrassed myself

OOOH NOW IM DEF GONNA READ EM ALL 👀👀

aww pleasee you are the most funniest and cutest person, nothing you do could ever be embarassing pleasee 😭😭

[slutformishalare-deactivated202]

you guys are my otp

[willothewhisper]

awwww Mars- our biggest supporter

iloveyou babyyy 😭💕💕

[slutformishalare-deactivated202]

hii mara!!

existence update:- alive and breathing

lmaooo so I'm back yayyy and maybe this time ill stay here for a while jsjsjs

anyway I missed you 😩

HEY GORGEOUS GIRL

i missed you so much omg

how've you been?? and i'm glad that you're thinking about staying a while because how am i supposed to go any longer without you?

[willothewhisper]

HELLO MY DARLING *sending hugs*

ughh tell me about it

I've been well, somewhere between great and tired lol, but I'm in a good headspace rn so yay

how about you?? how have you been

well, it's a good thing I'm back right? now you don't have to go a moment longer without me, dearie

[slutformishalare-deactivated202]

omg i'm so glad you're good tho!! and i'm so glad that you're in a good headspace :)

i've been alright! it's been a busy month lmao with a lot going on but i'm okay considering 😌

IT'S SO GOOD THAT YOU'RE BACK AND I'M SO GLAD THAT YOU'RE HERE AND I DON'T HAVE TO LIVE WITHOUT THE GREATEAST PERSON EVER ANYMORE <33

[willothewhisper]

me too bb 🥺

alright is good!! ooh what happened you, okay right?

UGHH SAMEE LUV PLEASE I'M FLATTERED BUT I'M THE ONE WHO'S ON THE NINTH CLOUD RN TO BE BACK HERE AND HAVING TO TALK TO YOU AMZINGGGGG SOUL

[willothewhisper]

ANNIE YOURE BACK???

LOLO HII

yes I'm back aaahh finally, long time huh🤧

[scarlettwhiteflowers-deactivate]

i missed you 🤧

not as if we haven’t been talking on ig lmfao

im glad you’re back <3

[willothewhisper]

i missed you too lo

lmaoo yes ditto that zjsjsjjs

yes me too🥺

[willothewhisper]

PLEASE IGNORE ALL THE PREVIOUS ASKS I SENT

im so sorry i just missed you a fucking lot and i realize i might have embarrassed myself

OOOH NOW IM DEF GONNA READ EM ALL 👀👀

aww pleasee you are the most funniest and cutest person, nothing you do could ever be embarassing pleasee 😭😭

[willothewhisper]

YOU'RE BACK?! i missed u

YESSS MARS

I'm backkk, I missed you too love 😩😩💕

[slutformishalare-deactivated202]

YOU MADE MY DAY BITCHHHH ❤️❤️

[willothewhisper]

awww and coming back to you, made mine💕😩

[slutformishalare-deactivated202]

hii mara!!

existence update:- alive and breathing

lmaooo so I'm back yayyy and maybe this time ill stay here for a while jsjsjs

anyway I missed you 😩

HEY GORGEOUS GIRL

i missed you so much omg

how've you been?? and i'm glad that you're thinking about staying a while because how am i supposed to go any longer without you?

[willothewhisper]

HELLO MY DARLING *sending hugs*

ughh tell me about it

I've been well, somewhere between great and tired lol, but I'm in a good headspace rn so yay

how about you?? how have you been

well, it's a good thing I'm back right? now you don't have to go a moment longer without me, dearie

[willothewhisper]

HEYYYYYY

hiii reyy

omg I feel like an asshole replying to this which you prolly would have sent ages ago, I'm sorry but I'm here now, ILL MAKE IT UP TO YOU BY SPAMMING YOU WITH HOT PEOPLE CLIPS 😭😭

[willothewhisper]

YOU'RE BACK?! i missed u

YESSS MARS

I'm backkk, I missed you too love 😩😩💕

[slutformishalare-deactivated202]

welcome to my blog angels! stay a while? ♡

my name is mara (mar, mars, and mars bar to alot of people so feel free to call me whatever you want to)

i'm british, my pronouns are she/her, i'm an aries, and i am an extremely chaotic and talkative person lmao 😭

my obsessions, favourites & general things. aka get to know me a little too well? (i will add to this as the days go on and i think of and watch new things etc) -

music

tv shows & books

movies

characters i simp over

celebrity crushes

boundaries

all i ask now is that you remain kind, if you want to be tagged as anything specific then lmk, i don't mind talking to people on anon just please don't take advantage of me having my anons on by sending me any kind of hateful shit because i will just post a pissy response or delete it.

and also dni if you're - racist, homophobic, transphobic etc (yknow just don't interact if you're going to be a lowlife piece of shit and yes i am being serious 🙄🙄)

my wifey is - @nenyx

my parabati is - @willothewhisper

my favourite lil bby, my go to person when i need to talk about books, and my biggest supporter (and my valentine i might add.... take that bitches) is - @o-rion-sta-r

other then that, welcome and enjoy your stay :) <3

[willothewhisper]

yess that's my favourite human right there GO FOLLOW HER RFN IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY

[willothewhisper]

ANNIE YOURE BACK???

LOLO HII

yes I'm back aaahh finally, long time huh🤧

[willothewhisper]

ANUSHKA??? the post anushka???? Omg hiii I'm shay idk if u remember me but I deactivated once and came back hi!

hii shayy!! I'm so sorry for responding so late, and I don't really have any genuine reason, I was just lazy and tired out of life to open Tumblr, that's shitty but bear with me lmaooo😭😭

[willothewhisper]

when are you coming back *sniff*

HEYLOOO LOVE IM BACKKKKKK OMG 😭😭

[anotherteenageroninternet]

STEP ASIDE EVERYONE

ITS MY WIFE'S BIRTHDAY

anu. my love. my life

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY

i wont be lying if i said- this year wouldnt have been the same without you

you have no idea how grateful i am that you exist, and i forever bless the day we met on elli's post where i accused you to be an axe murderer, and you replied with-if i was an axe murderer, i would be the best seducing kind. (yes i remember our first interaction) (how true you were, you seduced me into marrying you, and i couldnt be more happier)

words and poems are your thing, i cant write to save a life. though i read, and all your poems make me fall in love with you all over again. never stop writing. please. (not me craving something by you cuz you havent posted anything since october 🥺)

basically i have no talent by which i could give you a gift you deserve. you deserve the world, but in the meantime, i hope my heart would suffice

and this pretty awesome poem by someone you love :

i just, love this one^

really, anu, i suck at this

but i hope you understand that im trying to say that you are one of the only good things that happened to me this year, and i hope i will be saying exact same thing next year as well

hopefully i would have developed some poetic skills till that time

now to conclude cuz im probably boring you by now, as will herondale says- i am catastrophically in love with you

your significant annoyance

me ;)

@willothewhisper <3

[willothewhisper]

omggg wow i-

it's vv rare for me to be dumbstruck and this is one of those rare and precious moments when I've no idea how to tell the person that I'm fundamentally in love with them 😭😭😭😭

this is so beautiful jia, it made my day a thousand thousand times better... im so glad that ik youu, I may not stress it enough but I'm really vv thankful

and this poem omg omg ITS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE WILDE'S POEM OF ALL TIME ILL CRY , YOU KNOW MY HEART..YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS😭😭😭

why bother being poetic, WHEN YOU YOURSELF ARE A POEM🥺🥺🥺

you are not. you can never ever bore.....you are the most interesting and Beautiful person ever.. AAAAH I TOO AM DEVISTATINGLY IN LOVE WITH YOU, JIA. 💕💕💕

[slutformishalare-deactivated202]

hii mara

miss me (it's been ages? lmaoo yeah but anyway)

it's holiday and I'm here to wish you A GREAT CHRISTMAS

Happy holidays love

love you Mwahhh💕😩😩

ANU BAAAAAAAABY OMG

i was just talking with jia the other day about how much we missed you 🥺🥺

YOU TOO BABY ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

i love you so so so so much!!!! <3

[willothewhisper]

aww that's so fucking sweet I missed yall too oml ughh😭😭 @anotherteenageroninternet both of ya luvs

more and more🥺🥺💕

so how was your day??

[slutformishalare-deactivated202]

🥺🥺❤️❤️

my day has been good so far!! not as chaotic as i thought it was going to be (thank fuck lmao) so it's been a decent day!! hbu love? <3

[willothewhisper]

lmaooo yuss that's the goal, lil less of chaos especially on festivities 😌 I'm glad it was good..hope you had a lot of fun

uhh mine was nice too, I went with a friend to a nearby cafe/diner and ate sm cake I literally feel like throwing up lmaooo

so I say tis was a fun day, but I've an exam the day after tom and one on 29th so i have gotta study FFS I hate it ughh😭😭😭 but well, atleast new year would be stress free (manifesting)