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i just realized the nature of my love for wincest.

something in me resonates with that shared trauma, the ultimate bond, incest as a twisted, ugly way to survive the impossible. the heart yearns for an unbreakable connection that is so monstrous and forbidden that no other life drama can ever ruin something so fucked up.

that being said, something in me also craves for those imaginary winchesters in my head to find a way to overcome it, to heal, to stop.

If it makes any sense, it feels like in my own personal thoughts, wincest exists as a terrible weapon that was used against the darkest shit but must one day be surrendered.

#supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #samdean #wincest

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"winter kiss" by bubug (Magdalena Korzeniewska)

pt. I & pt. II on insta (@bubug_)

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Cosmos blanket

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cersei lannister & sansa stark

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tried to make this one look a little less stylized compared to my other art

based on a joe bowler painting

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my white feather hawk tail deer hunters..

nyxexcessrambles

I wanna talk about enmeshed family dynamics but specifically in regard to when people add a sister OC to the Winchester household because you think they're bad now!!!

Imagine what would happen in that midwestern household with a little sister, moving Sam to the middle child, which actually makes sense for his whole black sheep rebellious different than the rest of the family thing....

But the way John Winchester would respond to a daughter! YO

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I think her name should be Addison, Addie for short. She's warm and considerate and observant and loyal and proud, quietly stubborn and curious with something to prove. She's got this genuine softness that's core to who she is, but she consistently hides it or covers it up because to her it confirms her family's narrative that she's to be protected that she's soft and small. She can be emotionally possessive and passive aggressive and manipulative. Every Winchester has a different relationship to what a normal life means. so like John, it's the reward after the mission is complete because the demon's death ends the crusade and allows a return to normalcy. and for Sam it is individuation and freedom and safety. and for Dean it's unthinkable truly outside of the scope of what he can picture for himself.

So I think for Addison it would be kind of reunion like normal to her means no monsters, no pain, no trauma and gore. But still the family enmeshed as they've always been like. Maybe now they get a nice house and John runs a garage again and lives within 20 minutes and Sam goes to school somewhere nearby and even Dean finds something fulfilling and they all come home to the same house and there's joking and joy and understanding and love.

Problem is that's wholly not normal. naturally, I think she'd fall into the place in family systems that young women often fall into when they are in a family full of men, which is mediator. Dean has the caretaker role locked up but Addie would be the go between. She smooths over arguments and lets the others see each other's point of view and gives them whatever they need in the moment. specifically between Sam and Dean and I say that because I think her relation to John would be a little different.

Anything she's gotten from John she's gotten because of the manipulation she had to develop, the learning how to say things just the right way. The learning how to get away with stuff by saying one thing doing another because she is his baby girl and he is not seeing her as anything else unless absolutely forced to. That's why her voice jumping in between John and Sam having an argument wouldn't hold the same. Dean has to step in.

and yes, it's sexism duh. it's the Midwest in 2005, but it's not just sexism.

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Castiel’s “happy place” is a hypothetical future where he retires from heaven and hell’s bullshit and becomes Sam and Dean’s day time tv addicted trophy husband with a mediocre DIY instagram.