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24, AuADHD

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Bucket list #1 Eat creme brulee

Do you ever wanted to try something for a really long time, and when you finally did it, it was even better that you thought it will be?

So amazing, I'll definitely be ordering it again anytime I'll be in that restaurant, and also that was such a cool morning, I went there for breakfast with my boyfriend it was like a perfect summer day with great food and a great vibe.

Also my bf was making a painting of me there and apparently I looked very excited when they brought me my food lol.

[cabbagemonke]

i am inspired by @nostalgic-orange-juice posts, so now i too am making a bucket list :3 thank you dear orange juice 🍊 (i apologize for tagging you, feel free to let me know if you'd like me to remove the tag!)

things i want to do/accomplish some time soon! (more to be added) last updated: 20052026

psychiatric meds dosage reduction

psychiatric meds termination

try caviar

submit all my assignments and be free from obligations. also eat marinated salmon to celebrate.

get my graduation gown (?) fitted

upload my first youtube video

go home!

finally distant myself from a specific friend group

a good friend's birthday surprise

get verified on vgen :3

try some fancy/unusual tinned fish/sea food

try military surplus mre, any country

make my own japanese curry

finally send a good friend abroad their package

[nostalgic-orange-juice]

This absolutely made my evening! And trying caviar and fancy tinned fish sound so so fun (and the other ones!), I only even had a really cheap caviar and would bet that trying the good one would be such a fun experience AND I keep seeing on Pinterest and sometimes in bigger shops these pretty funky tins with some fishes in the prettiest tins and I just want to take them home and put on a shelf as a decoration bc damn they look incredible sometimes! Wonder if that taste good too... Anyway GOOD LUCK and japanese curry is amazing ~ 🧡

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Bucket list #62 - Vitamin gummies

Vitamin gummies yayy! Is that silly? Yes. Do I care? Not really.

But on another note, I'm really having a great time writing lately. It's a little bit like reading a really fun fanfiction except the author is indecisive, takes forever to write and I have to tear every sentence from them by force. But it's fun!

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I need everyone to know that I'm bleaching my hair right now

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Bucket list #55 - Have a Kånken backpack

I feel like I'm living my high school dream! The backpack is AMAZING, the summer is almost here and I changed the location of place I work at and now I'm just few steps away from library and can just visit after or before my shift!

I'm also trying to go back to things I enjoyed before I got consumed by uni and I'm honestly surprised by just how much joy they can still bring me. Looks like the summer will be time for painting, poetry and classical music. And long walks since the parks at this city are so pretty!

P.S I'm gonna post more often, I miss writing here everyday 🍀

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People you'd like to know better tag game!

Thank you so for the tag @zukotheartist ❤️

Last song listened to: For Cryin' Out Loud - Finneas

Favorite color: I don't really have a fav one but I love yellow, soft pink and green

Currently watching: Brooklyn nine nine (very chill&nice to watch after work) The Young Pope (WILD series it's impossible to predict what will happen next) + rewatching moon knight

Currently reading: Blue period (5) by Tsubasa Yamahuchi, The Life of the Bee by Maurice Maeterlinck, Virion (Legion) by Andrzej Ziemiański

Currently obsessed with: The knight of seven kingdoms (watched whole season in one day it was so so good) new season of TFT (game teamfight tactics)

Currently working on: I'm writing a story about a death ripper and I'm slightly behind my made-up schedule because I keep on changing the main plot points but I really enjoy it! I'm also trying to make some kind of a plan to improve my mental health but I'm really not sure in what direction I want to go (therapy? meds and more meditation?).

Last google search: gray fjallraven kanken backpack - pondering if I should get one, maybe used one, because they are priceyyy

Tagging 💙:

@autisticandferal @bujobijoux @colddustybooksandhotcoffee @bakedfruitkablog @onnaka78 @cabbagemonke @penandpaper-love

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Bucket list #58 - Eat frozen yogurt

Oh my god, it was so perfect, the best yogurt I ever ate. No idea it would be so light and creamy and fresh. And if not for this challenge, I don't think I would ever eat it, because I don't even like yoghurt. How on earth was it so tasty? A mystery.

But I also realized that there is another reason I'm glad that I have this challenge - because I feel like I'm more aware of achieving the things I want, and I can appreciate it more.

Because a couple of days ago I was scrolling through one of my boards on Pinterest, and I was confused because there were pictures of similar haircuts to the one I have right now and some photos of apartments that looked suspiciously like the one I'm living in right now. And it took me a while to remember that I made that board a long time ago with things that I wanted or planned. And somehow I didn't even realize, while signing the lease for an apartment or while cutting my hair, that I'm pushing my life in the direction I want it to go.

But now I know that this frozen yoghurt is indeed special, and I should treat it like it (and seriously it was so tasty, I'm obsessed).

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Bucket list #82 - Make hwachae

Decided to make hwachae on New Year’s Eve - the room was such a mess that I chose to just add a photo from before, lol. The hwachae was technically good but... The texture of carbonated milk (sprite + strawberry milk + fruits) was just not something that I could enjoy. Too weird, and it makes you wonder if it's even something your stomach would accept lmao.

NaNoWriMo was on hold for a moment (I got to around 40k, but then I was laid off from my job and had to find a new one, so I was a little busy). But I should have a bit more time now, so I’ll try to finish it in January. Not exactly what I wanted but compromises are sometimes unavoidable.

And Happy New Year, everyone!

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Bucket list #18 - NaNoWrimo: Week Two

Watching movies? Reading books? YouTube? I don't know them because whenever I'm not at work, I'm writing. I'm switching between my laptop at home, and notion app on phone when I'm on the bus (I'm wondering about the obsidian app too).

I'm not sure how many words I've written so far, but with spending so much time on typing, I'm in desperate need of some new playlists - please recommend ANYTHING.

[winryrockbellwannabe]

thank you sm for the tag @stargazerbibi💗(realest craving ever LMAO)

favourite colour: usually it's purple, but since my purple jeans betrayed me and shrank in the wash, im going to say yellow lol

last song: Actor, by Conan Gray

currently reading: Anne of GreenGables, by Lucy Maud Montgomery

currently watching: ... nothing😭 im in decision paralysis hell

currently craving: coffee, pancakes, sushi and actual motivation to do my work ✨

tagging: @autisticandferal @nyxscave @erbiumspectrum @getbreaded @iwillsurvivecollege @scotisfr-productivityblr @a-fox-studies @jakeedu @studaxy

[autisticandferal]

thanks for the tag @winryrockbellwannabe this might be the first tag game I've actually participated in

favorite color: pink!

last song: soft universe - aurora

currently reading: A Witch's Guide to Magical Innkeeping by Sangu Mandanna

currently watching: Hermitcraft season 11!

currently craving: dinner in general

tagging: @keys-home @o2studies @nostalgic-orange-juice @goose-the-corvid

[nostalgic-orange-juice]

Thanks @autisticandferal this is so FUN 💚

favorite color: green but I really love yellow too.

last song: End of the world - Miley Cyrus

currently reading: finishing "The tender narrator' by Olga Tokarczuk and I'm planning to go to the library, maybe tomorrow and get something from Agatha Christie

currently watching: Twin peaks (Cooper is amazinggg), Community (almost finished) and Luna Nera (not the best, but I wanted something in Italian)

currently craving: Lindt chocolates ✨ but I have a rule of only eating sweets on weekends and during periods

tagging: @zukotheartist , @onnaka78 , @rien6769 , @colddustybooksandhotcoffee

[nostalgic-orange-juice]

Bucket list #18 - NaNoWrimo: Week One

It's November and November means Nanowrimo - I am trying my best to write as much as I can. I did move to a new apartment some days ago, and now I don't have to spend 2 hours on a train to work! AND I am waking at 5 AM every day to steal some more time for writing. Right now I'm somewhere around 10k words, so a little bit behind from where I should be - but honestly, I am having so much fun. It's definitely a challenge though.

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Bucket list #75 - Eat Ramen

I LOVED IT. To give you some context - the day was so cold and windy that I felt like I was in the middle of winter, not autumn. My throat hurt, and I had a tiny cold, and I waited in line for the restaurant for like 20 minutes, but that just made it so much better.

I mean, cold weather and then warm soup? It's one of the best feelings in the world. It's exactly what I'm going to order next time I’m sick. (And after, I went to a pretty café with some books in, I think, Russian? I'm not sure...) But it was a great day - I really needed it.

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You know what idea I loved when I was 13? Bucket lists full of things to do. I started making one back then - and obviously abandon it soon, but some time ago I dug it out and finished it. There are some silly things there (I have no idea why 13-year-old me thought that carving in cheese was an important life experience), but I thought about it and asked myself why not try them now? I think it would do me good to do more things that I'd enjoy or be proud of so... It looks like the new challenge begins - and it's a pretty big one!

(photos from the summer as a break because I miss how my fav park looked back then)

And now the list!

1. Eat creme brulee

2. Make a reservation in a nice restaurant

3. Publish a book

4. Learn and dance a classic dance

5. Visit Japan

6. Write (and finish) a fanfiction

7. Have a wedding

8. Have a Nordic evening

9. Eat at Michelin star restaurant

10. Attend a book fair as an author

11. Get professionally done nails

12. Write in a coffee shop for extended time

13. Make a butterbeer or find one that tastes good

14. Carve something out of cheese

15. Be at a restaurant and feel like you belong

16. Buy a book at a cute bookshop (already done that)

17. Have blonde hair

18. Finish NaNoWrimo

19. Have a red lipstick

20. Create a board game

21. Pet a raccoon

22. Go to a psychiatrist

23. Find a good orange jam and eat it it with toast

24. Have a tie from Vivienne Westwood

25. Go to the aquarium

26. Have a two-day adventure

27. Host a three-course meal

28. Make macarons

29. Build a snowman

30. Have a spoiled pet

31. Make my own fruit tea blend

32. Make a pecan pie or pumpkin pie or apple cheddar pie

33. Have a pretty smile

34. Have a garden

35. Ride in a van

36. Meet an author I like

37. Talk with someone in Japanese

38. Have a pretty birthday cake

39. Have Ophrys apifera or other plant I want

40. Learn to play the violin or another musical instrument

41. Learn a martial art/learn self-defense

42. Finish 100 days of productivity

43. Attend a classic play in person

44. Learn how to sing (just decently)

45. Get a driver's license

46. Donate blood (be able to)

47. Do 10 push-ups

48. Create a small online community

49. Climb a mountain/go on a hike

50. Go to a concert with my bf

51. Feel proud of something I made

52. Have a small business

53. Eat at Paul Bocuse or cook a recipe from them

54. Try a nicotine patch

55. Have a Kånken backpack

56. Go to therapy

57. Spend one day in every aesthetic from my list

58. Eat frozen yogurt

59. Buy road-trip snacks at gas station

60. Write while having some wine

61. Learn the names of the stars (not all of them, just the ones I can see)

62. Eat vitamins gummies

63. Train at the gym

64. Play a game of volleyball

65. Have short hair

66. Paint with oil paints

67. Have socks from a cool place

68. Read a Brandon Sanderson book

69. Get flowers

70. Have an advent calendar

71. Eat chocolate-covered strawberries

72. Make a recipe book

73. Have a cool hat

74. Buy a candle or soap from Bath&Body works

75. Eat ramen

76. Have breakfast in bed

77. Create a cloud (or buy one)

78. Have a studio

79. Have a freezer full of ice cream

80. Decorate a wall with art

81. Write with tea and rum while it's snowing outside

82. Make hwachae

83. Have a writer friend

84. Speak in four languages

85. Find a really nice rock

86. Grow carrots

87. Create a cosplay outfit

88. Paint a wall while wearing a paper hat and blue jeans

89. Eat ochazuke

90. Have a signature perfume

91. Have a piece of jewelry you love

92. Learn name of all human bones in Latin

93. Get drunk at a bar

94. Make donut-shaped tower of armchairs

95. Take a bite straight out of a whole cake

96. Have a pretty desk setup

97. Do a collaboration project with someone

98. Complete a fitness challenge

99. Finish an online course or workshop

100. Have a dream job

[cabanek]

10/1000 We’ve hit 1% of the challenge! 🎉 This one’s another drawing made as a request for a D&D campaign. It actually came together pretty quickly — I spent no more than about 3.5 hours on the whole thing.

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Look at what my boyfriend made!!!

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100/100 days of productivity

Honestly I'm a bit sad that it comes to an end. It was so fun to do this, but now I achieved most of what I wanted and got a little bit more time consuming job so it's a good time for it to end.

I'm not sure yet what I'll be doing here now, maybe it will be more about writing or maybe just random ramblings (or my japanese learning progress) but I'm definitely not leaving Tumblr - too many too amazing people here!

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99/100 days of productivity

So many busy days - and on top of that I got sick. Not the easiest combo. I'm pretty tired these days, but I always try to do my Japanese and Anki cards on the morning train, and then on the train back home I usually read a book. Which really isn't such a bad idea considering that I spend 2 hours every day on them...

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98/100 days of productivity

Not gonna lie, the last couple of days have been hard. I've got a new job, and the hours of transport are a little problematic - and so is trying to be productive while being on a train at 6 AM. The Anki cards and evenings with tea and candles are what's saving me.