just an npc in the world

Hi, my name is Megan, I created this tumblr to help my anxiety.  I may not post a lot but thanks for visiting anyway!

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Posted my V on reddit and someone in the comments said she looked too nice to be a V...and unfortunately I cannot argue with that lol

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/62710531/chapters/215052671

New chapter up after months and months lol

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I finally played phantom liberty and ill be honest....I didnt really like it. That is until I did Reed's endings. That's when it really clicked and it hit me, I actually connected to the characters and felt truly involved as who My V is. The save the president, the spy stuff, not her. The human connection, what's right and wrong, the loss of identity, thats what I liked. In the end I chose to let So Mi die and I dont regret it one bit, it was truly the only option for her to be free at that point and it really parallels V's ending, there's no true escape but death unfortunately. Just gotta make the most of the time you have.

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i NEED people to get writing grace ashcroft x ashley graham fanfic right NEOW i beg

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I wont lie, Im kinda surprised that Grace was shipped with Bela Dimitrescu and the Opera zombie (Selena) before like Sherry or Ashley heck even Ada to get her away from a blond woman lol. Like my first thought wouldnt be to ship her with the dead ones lol (not that im against it but still I find it funny)

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Sometimes I legit feel like the only person in the tomb raider fandom that genuinely likes the og series and the survivor era games. Like im super excited to see them united, what I most want is for the endurance crew (or at least just Jonah, Sam, and Abby) to integrate with the old gang (Amaya, Zip, Alistair, maybe Amanda). Im hyped for the new comic, new games, and kinda the show but they have a bad wrap of being ehhh...mid (yes im looking at the animated show, I liked it but it was a bit rushed imo)

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I won't lie, I saw so many people talking about Tyler being redeemed and I just...didn't see it. Like he didn't give any looks id say as remorseful, he killed his mom for trying to take his powers (granted he didn't want to kill her), hes really only shown to want power and control. Don't get me wrong I liked him this season (shocking since I didn't like him in s1 though still was kinda bored with the family drama) but I dont see the redemption angle. I feel like hes gonna get to Capri's hyde camp and get a bunch of them to revolt and become evil that or he will get another new master thats probably a female Hyde. Anyway im excited for s3 (cuz im one of the few who genuinely liked s2 it seems lol)

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Is it just me or is AO3 really slow loading? Like it takes me up to a minute just to go to the next chapter, God forgit I try and do a filtered search

Edit: its also doing an ssl error?

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God I just want to post my unfinished fanfic cuz I have no clue how to end it. Lol its just gonna go on and on. I've been writing it for months now (as in procrastinating and not writing lol)

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Actually, if you think about it, you’re kind of a genius. Lune spent her life devoted to doing her parents work, pushing the boundaries of the Expeditions-to-come, even when on the expedition her drive was to complete her parents’ work. Clea, too, now has to continue her parents work out in the real world. She has to take on things she could have possibly avoided for several good years because they are lost in the Canvas! At the very least, Lune and Clea have something very big in common- and it could be a turning point for Clea to experience small breaks here and there. Lune could teach Clea how to be a little selfish once in a while, that it’s okay to not be okay, that you can be unhappy about picking up the pieces of your parents even if you still want/have to do it! Especially since Lune’s ‘must do anything for the mission’ to ‘maybe I don’t have to ONLY be a successor to my parents maybe I get to be me’ arc is one we get to see in ‘real’ time over the game!

I'm so glad other people see the vision! You've put it great how they work well together! They really do have that perfectionist, parent pleaser mentality lol

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I kinda want to write a Clea x Lune fic set in the Life to Love ending but I don't want to incorrectly write their voices. The struggle

(I also need to finish my cyberpunk fic oops)

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God i love this game lol. Maelle the crit queen

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For some reason my dumb brain decided that Lune and Sciel wasn't good enough and now ships Lune and Clea, 2 characters that never interact (as far as I know) and have nothing in common.

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Made the team I'd have if pokemon were real. Love to see everyone else's!! (started with baby versions for fun :) ) (I stuck to only one starter and no legendaries/mythicals)

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I find my 2 favorite Buffy (the character) ships very funny cuz they are so opposite

Like we have Spike, vampire bad boy with a heart of gold (you can pry that headcanon from my cold dead hands), and Tara, one of Buffy's closest friends and arguably the nicest character on the show. Yet I love them both because in canon they love her (platonically in canon for tara) as Buffy, not as The Slayer. I always thought they were some of the only characters to truly see her, to see under the slayer mask and I love it

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Hot take: Buffy should have ended with season 5. And I will die on that hill. It was such a good stopping place for the series and ended so well.

Not to mention all the horrible things the writers did to the characters in season 6, ie. Xander leaving Anya at the alter, buffy being tortured for the whole season, willow and spike committing sexual assault, Giles leaving for England, Anya's whole character regression. Not great imo, granted there were some good episodes

Edit: I feel as though I should clarify, I DONT like that Buffy died at the end of season 5 BUT, I prefer the bittersweet ending compared to s6 and 7 (I didn't even watch 7 because I disliked 6 so much)

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Years later I'm still on my headcanon that Tara is significantly stronger than she's shown in the show (I say on par or stronger than Willow) and is just way insecure or scared of her powers

Like come on, in canon she has stated that she's been training with her mother (a practiced witch) since childhood (although there is a slight plot hole with her dad hating magic but whatever). She knows so much about magic and it's consequences, not as much as Giles but still alot. also the lie that she's a demon had to come from somewhere in her dad's mind (my thought is that she was extremely talented and he hated it.)

My girl deserves more love and I will forever hate Joss Whedon for killing her in the stupidest way possible ☺️