E ~ chapter 1/8 ~ 2025 season; casual sex but they both fall; drunk fun; so much smut; angst and pining ♡
Oscar’s well aware that he’s got that tight clench in his chest again. That selfish, greedy clench that he knows is a bad, bad idea. A way to get his feelings hurt all over because Lando’s going to leave him like he always does, and Oscar will have to act normal in the next interview as if he didn’t just see Lando like this, as if Lando hasn’t fucked him up irreparably for anyone else. And God knows what the future holds for Oscar, but nothing’s ever going to compare to Lando. Nothing. No one will ever come close. He knows this with absolute certainty.
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