"𝓿𝓸𝓵𝓪 𝓬𝓸𝓵𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓽𝓪"

⋆˚꩜｡❀•"to you, I'm obscene, but to myself, I simply am" ❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

[notcolometa]

⋆˚꩜｡❀•🌹🦷❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

𝓗𝓲 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝔀𝓮𝓵𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝔂 𝓰𝓲𝓻𝓵𝓫𝓵𝓸𝓰

-"but the innocence... Because it adheres to me with an important part of my temper, dismantles me and makes me fall in love"-

-Mercè Rodoreda

~•𝑨𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒈:

There's not really much to say here, as you might have seen, I post about things that make me happy, whereas it is a picture of myself, the book that I'm reading or my favourite songs and singers. Therefore you will find some variety in my posts.

Here's a brief summary of my main based-interests posts:

🩵.Classic Catalan and Spanish literature and authors, specifically those from the 20th century.

🌑.Moodboards and collages inspired in various aesthetics

🔮.Some weekly - monthly photo blogs about my life, outfits, trips, etc.

🖤. Thoughts and complaints about everything

🪻.The seventh art (cinema) and my current favourite TV series, including reviews and moodboards

~•𝑨𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒆:

I would love to be seen as mysterious and esoteric but I know damn well I can't stfu.

I'm a chemistry student, but I also love, love, love philosophy and Im very passionate about art and creation in general.

My hobbies include: Writing and reading (Mercè Rodoreda and Federico García Lorca 🔛🔝)

I also really enjoy watching movies and TV shows, my current favourites being: Eyes Wide Shut, Frankenstein (2025), Valerie and her week of wonders, yada yada

I enjoy lots of things like sunsets, music (Ethel Cain, Lana Del Rey,The Doors...) nature, especially the beach, and vintage stuff.

On the other hand, I hate fascist pigs, people who don't respect each other's languages, homophobes and racists, the patriarchy, the oligarchy, Elon Musk and Mark Zuckerberg, and maths.

The end.

[notcolometa]

Just failed my physics exam. I literally sacrificed so much for this piece of ass of an exam. I hate my major bruv

[notcolometa]

I have always hated Christmas. But when I was a kid, I used to love it. I guess that magic faded away when I grew up and realised that Christmas magic was only the unpaid labour of my mother. I grew up to see how my whole family fought over menances, how that spirit of "closeness", of "being together", sounded more like a threat than a warming though.

I got used to spend my Christmas alone, watching from afar how everyone went on to celebrate it with "their people". Watching how, even if childhood sounded very far away, the magic was still kept. And it was still kept because people were still making gifts for their loved ones, visiting them or spending time making corny Christmas activities: Gingerbread houses or chocolate cookies, it doesn't matter anyhow...

But then, there was me: All alone in the freezing cold of a season who never cared to show any mercy. I started to think this would never change, and slowly, it kind of became a reality.

But this time, it was different, because for the first time in my life, I got the amazing chance of being with the people that I love the most in the world. I was, finally, able to find my people, to whom I would willingly dedicate every minute of myself if I could. And this "family" I created, has given me so much that the Christmas magic started becoming real again.

And it was all so different...Because I was not five years old anymore, and I was far, far away from home, I was surrounded by people who I just met a few months ago....And still, they found a way to my heart, and made this Christmas feel like Christmas again.

[notcolometa]

"Perverts" by Ethel Cain might actually be her best work. I feel that it is her true sound, not Ethel's but Hayden's, and that is something I was really looking foward to hear. To hear the independence between the persona (Ethel) + her storyline, and the real artist behind (Hayden). I believe that "Perverts" is the album where she uncovers the most, and lets the listener get to know her "real-flesh" essence: Its just raw, deep, obscure...It goes further than any storytelling to focus on Hayden's internal being, and I consider that, to be able to do that, one needs real talent.

[notcolometa]

Music is probably my biggest turn on I fear. Nothing beats a melodic OGsm.

[notcolometa]

I'm so behind general chemistry I classes lol

[notcolometa]

I don't play with sun setting at 5 pm

[notcolometa]

Going back and forth between having a massive hatred for winter and adoring it during sunny mornings and slow afternoons

[notcolometa]

Your favourite girlblogger's girlblogger just won a prize lol 😳😳

[notcolometa]

How I look plotting Elon Musk's mUrd3r:

[notcolometa]

🪷🎀🪽

[finita--la--commedia]

Maya Plisetskaya (1925-2015) The dying swan, 1959 Music by Camille Saint-Saëns. Choreography by Mikhail Fokine, 1907.

[notcolometa]

Y'all don't fw Lorca's "sonnets of dark love" like I do

[notcolometa]

Hot girl rotting in bed, hot girl reading poems, hot girl literary analysis, hot girl nerd. 🤓📚🍎

[notcolometa]

"I belong to quick, futile, moments of intense feelings. Yes, I belong to moments. Not to people" -Virginia Woolf

[notcolometa]

Came to realise that actually, everything is on my head and all those insecurities or fears are actually bullshit. Babes, take better care of yourself, and don't set such unreslistic goals or expectations. We're actually amazing and cool and very interesting humans and we NEED to take that 10 hour long nap or make that appointment with the massagist. Life is actually very fun when you're not constantly feeling ashamed of yourself.

[notcolometa]

Does anyone else get that feeling of numbness when finishing an intense period of stress and anxiety? I'm so tired to think but at the same time, I regret not having achieved everything I wanted, not being enough, even for myself. Maybe my standards are too high and my expectations are way too unreal, or maybe I'm just not as good as I used to be. Not bad enough to be called a disappointment, but not good enough to be noticed.