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Going Dark

In a few hours I’m going to password lock this blog and move over to my new url. I love you all. I’m sorry. I don’t know if I’ll be back

Making the switch

Hey there followers! I’m moving over to my new blog, if we’re mutuals I’ve already followed you <3 Still working out how to link this page to the new blog without defeating the purpose of creating it in the first place. Hopefully I’ll figure something out shortly.

Moving over

Moving on to my new URL, I’ve already gone through and followed my daily max of blogs (Which... why is that even a thing?), since I want to keep all of you if I can. I’ll post the new url once I can figure out a way to do that without making it feel unsafe. As of tomorrow I should be able to follow everyone from here on my new blog I will officially announce the hiatus/lock of this blog once I’ve sorted everything out

#personal

flashoflife

To the one who loves her next, She’s terrified of spiders. So when you’re out late with friends and she texts you freaking out because there’s one on her window, please go kill it. She won’t sleep otherwise. She is a total textbook introvert. She won’t reply for hours and sometimes you won’t see her for a week. You will take this personally. Don’t. She’s simply taking care of herself and she’ll tell you how much she missed you while she was away. She’ll get very jealous. My god, she gets so jealous. Those brown eyes will turn a deep green. She hates that about herself, and she doesn’t mean to do it. Remember, she loves you. Reassure her that you love her too. On that topic, she needs constant reassurance. Tell her you love her and mean it. If you can’t do that, leave. She deserves more than that. There will be nights when she goes out and drinks a little too much. She’ll call you to bring her home. When you do, she’ll try to keep you up all night by tickling you and repeating “I love you and I’m sorry I’m annoying.” She’s not annoying. But make sure she has plenty of water and don’t let her pass out until she drinks it, or she will be miserable in the morning. She is the most independent woman I know. But she’s so insecure, it still breaks my heart. So when she starts an argument with “you don’t love me.” Do not get upset. Remind her you do and the reasons why. She’ll come around. The cat comes first. Always. Don’t ever think otherwise. Make her tea and remember the way she takes her coffee. She will notice. When she’s having an anxiety attack, wrap her up in your arms and rub her back. Tell her she’s safe and remind her that she has medication if she needs it. If you cannot treat her like royalty, let someone else. That girl deserves the world. Losing her is a pain you will never shake. Your world will come crashing down on you and those pieces won’t ever fit the way they used to. Don’t let her go. She will love you with all she’s got. Please give her the same. I am begging you to not hurt her. She is golden. Don’t let that shine die out. Give her your all and she’ll return the favor. You will never have to ask the universe for anything ever again.

Sincerely, a name you’ll hear in passing. (via itcuddles)

themusketeersdaily

The Musketeers: Costumes

Imminent URL change

Due to some personal stuff I’m going to make a new url, I’m probably going to hold on to this one and keep it on the back burner but I am making a new main. I don’t know how public I’ll announce the new url yet, but... yeah. I just need a fresh start

#personal

weloveshortvideos

thebelfry

this encounter seems very intimate and magical, like a moment in a dream

blanket-shine

Omg

littleluxray

This video makes me so happy…

fieryone

@starfissure

podcastlesbian

Hogwarts Houses | Gryffindor

eclect-dissect

Valentino

Pre—Fall 2015

lizalot

Skin tone swatches, for use as a resource.

Spudfuzz on Deviantart made the original resource, which I modified to be a bit more realistic. She gave me permission to post this.

☛These swatches, like all art resources, should be used as a “jumping off point!” All colours are relative, and change with lighting conditions. As they are now, these swatches work best for adoptables, character lineups, and other art where local colour is important. ☚

[DA]

squishysquishin

Signal boost

Hey guys, so this may all sound crazy but hear me out. I moved to Austin, TX a couple of years ago to get out of an abusive home in Houston, and unfortunately due to mental illness, I’m now back in a very similar situation and I feel like I need to leave Texas for my own safety and mental health. I suffer from borderline personality disorder and can’t take medication for my panic attacks. I’m in a household with no support and people that call the police on me for just slamming a door if they think I’m starting to have a panic attack, and it only makes things so much worse. The people I live with always have drugs around and the only other person that’s on the lease here has invited random friends of his to come live with us, that throw things at my door and scream at me for being disrespectful if they just hear me crying. I tried to kill myself by overdose a few days ago just to have to go right back home to that environment. I need a way out, and I can literally go to any city that has a Whole Foods because I can just transfer from my current job at whole foods really easily.

If anybody, doesn’t matter what city and state(that has a whole foods), can help me out or give me a place to stay temporarily until I can get on my feet, I can pay you for the housing and I’m an amazing cook and can even help with cooking a lot if you need me to. I’ll be getting a car within the month and can travel after that.

I just need to get out of here and doing it alone is hard because I live paycheck to paycheck. Thank you guys for reading this, I really need the help.

I’d really love to move by the ocean or mountains, so maybe Cali or Colorado or Wyoming, but I’m not picky honestly, Cali would just be a dream haha.

squishysquishin

Can people reblog this and maybe help me out?

squishysquishin

My current option in Texas is only a salvation army homeless shelter, and they have never been kind to lgbt individuals.

#signal boost

luckylenz

She ascends, Wot a fucking nerd.

#I don't even go here #but I think I should because... damn

xwhiskersonkittens

the-inspired-lesbian

$109. I’m not proud.

borzoibabe

i love just periodically finding this post at different points in my life. i found this on my blog tagged “$28” and another tag saying that at the beginning of the year i was at $7.50. i just added it all up and i am now at $85.50. dreams do come true.

neon-lake

$19 😁

cloverpicking

… $5.50

neon-lake

“Have you ever done something you regret” my life has been filled with bad choices how do you even get $5.50

lunarspine-deactivated20190208

$18. I am as pure as a saint.

collidingkaleidoscope

$17 (?)

in-tj

Uhh… $26.50

intjslab

$32…,, yee

angryscienceshitposters

$12

zodiyactus

$7

astrologyalien

43.5$ was higher then I expected lol I’m a saint??

holocenechild

$56.50 lolol

trapgodsastrology

$58.50

teaastrology

$46.00 I DONT LEAVE THE HOUSE

celestialspaceastro-deactivated

$40

kimhanbinsbandaid

64.50 how the hell did I get that? I barely have any friends????

i-live-a-mystery-deactivated201

12.00

tardisesandtitans

10.50.

starry-alpha-deactivated2016112

$7.50

$4.50 I’m so boring

$50.50

...............$83

But before he packs up his Hamilton dressing room, the production will film two performances with the original cast this month before they start exiting, as well as shooting offstage cameos. (x)

wardenparker

July 9 is the 240th anniversary of the first reading of the Declaration of Independence being read to the Continental Congress. Under George Washington’s orders. Probably a coincidence, but I don’t care.

notearsforshitsmears

@casuallycatastrophic