She/her. 33. You can call me Lily. :) Writer, overthinker and yapper | Requests: closed (temporarily). Asks are welcome. :) Multifandom but mostly HSR and Genshin at the moment. | Not caught up with HSR at the moment: No spoilers please!! | #mirrorwritings
REQUESTS: temporarily CLOSED while I catch up on existing ones. Iāll update the status here when they reopen. š
Asks, thoughts, brainrot and yapping are always welcome. I write on a whim whenever inspiration hits, and I love to yap in general, so feel free to hop into my inbox. :)
Navigation: This masterlist is structured by character and then by work type (drabbles/shortfics, oneshots, headcanons). I included separate character masterlists for the characters I write a lot for and will expand those over time.
What He Sees In You (Phainon. Anaxa. Mydei. Dan Heng. Boothill. Separate) (Reader feels insecure about their looks because of past bullying. Comfort. Protection) (Wc: 1721, about 340 per guy)
When You Go E6S5 For Him (And He Realizes It) (Self Aware Characters, F2P Reader, extreme dedication) (Wc: 1084, about 270 per guy)
Bookmark Behavior Under Novel Conditions (Family Fluff. Dad Ratio. Rainy Day Vibes. Established Relationship. Soft Dr Ratio. Dr Ratio Being Dr Ratio. Children. Slice of Life. Bedtime Stories) (Wc: 842)
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Headcanons:
Which Body Features He Notices When He Stops Pretending Not To (Headcanons + Snippet) (Slightly suggestive. SFW) (Wc: 647)
When You Pat Him On the Head and Tell Him Youāre Proud of Him (Anaxa. Dan Heng. Aventurine. Blade. Dr. Ratio. Separate) (Wc: 1089 in total)
For Once, Nowhere To Run (Female Reader. Soft Intimacy. Established Relationship. Tenderness, Vulnerability. MDNI. Smut (Slow and Sweet Lovemaking). NSFW. Emotional Connection. (Wc: 1450)
The Right Kind of Warmth (Fluff. Hurt/Comfort. Established Relationship. Exhaustion. Soft Jiaoqiu. Gentle Care. Cooking As Love Language. Touch As Comfort. Massage) (Wc: 791)
I'M SO GLAD HE'S BACK BUT IDK WHAT TO THINK OF THAT DESIGN š§
Why
How
is this an entire character design & not just a skin???
š Anon
Hi again Cherry! :) Iāll also get back to your other ask, but I thought itād be faster to reply to this one in between. :)
So yes, Iāve seen the drip marketing for Aventurine. And I really like it. I mean, Iāve been saying for ages that I wanted skins (and beach outfits :D) for the male characters in HSR, so I guess I kind of have that now. Iām definitely not complaining since I love Aventurine so much.
That being said, right now Iām a bit underwhelmed by the fact that this is a new character rather than just a skin. I mean, considering theyāre in Astropolis it makes sense. From what Iāve read, itās supposed to be some kind of vacation resort? Iām very curious about the story there (especially with Robin involved).
The caption actually made me even more curious because while the design itself looks like a fun vacation outfit, the text paints a very different picture. Between the promotion, the sponsored photoshoot, the secret orders, and the mention of the storm, it already feels very Aventurine somehow. So I have the feeling thereās much more going on beneath the surface, and Iām really looking forward to seeing how all of this fits into the Trailblaze Mission. :)
Iām also still not sold on Elation as a Path (and I still havenāt decided whether Iāll pull any of the units). And I was kind of hoping for a different design. But for now Iāll justā¦ wait and see how I like his kit. Iāll pull for him anyway because, well, itās Aventurine. :D
So for now Iāll wait for more information and continue staring at him becauseā¦ why not? :D And Iāve been missing him so much, so regardless of my thoughts on the SP version itself, Iām just really happy we get to see him again. OMG.
I don't know if you know anything about that little circus show that got popular but my friend is obsessed with it and sent me a fan song this morning.
I looked at the thing and was like "why is Joshua Waters singing here?" I didnt know he even watched itnš
But now I'm curious what you think Phainon's reaction to the show would be if somebody showed it to him
Hi anon! :) Sorry for the late reply. I wanted to wait until I was a bit further into the show before answering. Iāve only watched seven episodes while writing this, so I still have episodes 8 and 9 left. Iām aware that a lot happens in those episodes (I accidentally came across a few spoilers without any context), but Iād like to form my own opinion about the events and characters first.
So Iād actually never heard of The Amazing Digital Circus before it started trending on Tumblr. But Iām veery invested in it now. :D I definitely need to rewatch the episodes soon because thereās just so much to analyze. But back to your ask! I have way too many thoughts in general, so Iāll try to stick to some of the basics. :D
Itās super interesting to think about Phainon in relation to this show, and I understand why it made you think of him. Thereās the whole circus (or rather simulation-adjacent) setting, the fact that the characters are constantly trapped in a situation they have very little control over, and of course the adventures theyāre repeatedly thrown into. And then thereās Caine as the AI overseeing everything.
I think this depends a little on which version of Phainon weāre talking about. If this were some kind of modern AU where he has no memories of Amphoreus or everything that happened there, introducing the show to him would probably be fairly straightforward. I think heād immediately find the themes fascinating, and the character dynamics would give him a lot to think about. He generally strikes me as someone who would become very interested in understanding who the characters are beneath the surface and where they came from.
But Phainon with all the knowledge of the cycles would react much more strongly to it. Especially the themes surrounding existence, identity, trauma, and existential dread. I think he would relate to certain aspects of the show very deeply. The whole idea of abstraction would also give him a lot to think about.
I also think he would keep asking himself what allows the characters to remain themselves despite everything happening to them (or whether they actually are still the same people after all this time). What keeps someone themselves after enough time has passed? When does survival become mere existence? Can hope still exist if the situation itself doesnāt change? Those are exactly the kinds of questions I can imagine him pondering while watching.
And I actually think heād have quite an emotional reaction when Ragatha says:
But after a while you start to realize that you really canāt leave, and constantly chasing an unattainable goal will start driving you a bit crazy. And eventually, you get to asking what the point of anything is, and you completely lose sight of who you are and why youāre even alive. And when you reach your breaking point, something really terrible can happen.
The parallels are very striking there.
But I donāt want to make this sound too heavy. :D I actually think that whoever is showing him the series (or maybe even before starting it) would probably want to reassure him a little, without spoiling anything, so that he wouldnāt come away thinking the show is only about despair, even though some of its themes are undeniably very heavy.
In general, I think heād find the whole series (and the cartoon style) quite bizarre at first. He would probably spend the first episode wondering what exactly is going on, and I imagine some of the humor would take him a while to understand. I also think heād initially struggle with how hopeless everything appears to be.
On the other hand, I think heād become attached to the characters. I imagine heād realize even during the first episode that thereās much more to them than what we initially see. He would become very curious about their backgrounds, how they ended up there, and how theyāre coping with everything. I also think heād have very strong opinions about all of them. :D
What would probably make him smile the most are the moments where the characters support each other and try to understand one another.
I think the whole concept of the adventures would make him somewhat anxious, but once he realized that they always return, heād also start wondering what that constant cycle is doing to them psychologically over time. I think heād quickly realize that there are many more layers to the series than you would expect from the pilot alone.
And I also think heād probably prefer watching it slowly rather than binging it because he tends to process things very thoroughly, especially when they resonate with him personally. I actually think he could appreciate the dark humor, but Iām not entirely sure how easily heād engage with it while viewing everything through the lens of his own experiences.
And now: I actually havenāt listened to that fan song yet. :D Iām trying not to look up anything fan-related until Iāve finished the series, but I think itās really cool that it exists. :)
Okay haiii Lily !! Im back with something Iād finally like to call:
āØthe hour of yearningāØ
Where I mainly just yap about some ideas I have about certain amphoreus men (phainon and mydei specifically) because I cant sleep without thinking about them and talking about it to those thatāll listen
Anyway back to the thoughts in question:
Iāll be somewhat blunt here: I just crave Mydeiās hands so badly. Like specifically where he doesnāt have his gloves on because you KNOW that despite his hands being through the utter wringer that theyāre still incredibly soft to touch and caress (I wanna say itād likely be the case given his immortality but also just cause he takes care of his skin properly), and I can just perfectly visualize him using those soft hands to cradle your face while kissing you all over, whispering sweet praises in your ear with his eyes still focused on you OUGH.
Also could you imagine how nice massages are with him??? I dunno about you but my lower back and legs (not to mention my neck) suffer so much from soreness and built up tension (#averageartistsproblems + having a large chest lol), so imagine having allat and then him gently massaging your back and neck while leaning over and murmuring just āitās alright, you got thisā or āitās okay, Iām right hereā LIKE AJSKDJAKAHS
Im so normal about Mydei Im so normal.
okay thatās it for tonight imma go sleep and hopefully dream of him, baiii
-šŖ»
Hi again šŖ» anon! :) Sorry for the wait. I love that you called this ask the hour of yearning. I found it very fitting. :D And I really like that you have this certain time of day (or rather, night) where you get into that stateā¦ and that you decided to share it with me. Nighttime always puts me in a creative and/or reflective mood too, so I totally get it. :)
Oh, the hand thingā¦ I could picture this so vividly. And I actually agree with you. I think his immortality definitely comes into play here.
But Iām also thinking: heās someone who pays a lot of attention to his body, who considers nutritious food important and therefore takes good care of his health in general. We also know that he bathes every day (twice, even. :D), so thatās another thing to consider. I imagine he also values proper sleep and routines like that. So yes, I headcanon that he has really nice skin in general. And while fighting would probably give him callouses from time to time, I imagine they would heal quickly. Either way, I think he would make sure to take good care of his hands. I honestly canāt picture it any other way.
And nowā¦ Iām all for tender gestures in general, but Iām just WEAK for face cradling. Itās one of my favorite things because it feels so incredibly intimate. And yes, I can absolutely see him doing that, especially during quiet moments, followed by those gentle kisses. And I also think the eye contact is important here. I can imagine other situations where he gets so lost in the closeness and the intimacy that he simply closes his eyes.
But in general, Mydei is used to paying close attention to everything. Itās simply how heās lived his entire life, especially because he had to fight so much and learn how to survive. Since heās such an observant person, I think that would naturally carry over into intimate moments too. He would want to know how youāre reacting. Mostly because he wants you to feel good and wants to take care of you, but I also think it would make him quietly happy to know that heās the one making you feel that way.
And THE MASSAGES. Ahh. Personally, I love massages when theyāre done well. Not just as something practical, but especially as an act of care. And yes, I know exactly what you mean about the tension. For me it could definitely be worse, but I often get it in my neck and certain parts of my back too, especially when I donāt get enough sleep or when Iām stressed.
And Mydei would be so good at massages. Heās incredibly strong, so heād naturally know how to apply just the right amount of pressure. But itās also his personality that makes me think this fits him so well. He can be very blunt with his words, yes, but I also see him as someone who expresses a lot of his care and affection through actions. So this feels like one of those things he would naturally do.
And I think he could keep going for hours if you needed him to. Thereās something so comforting about that combination of his physical strength, simply feeling his presence beside you (or behind you, depending on where heās sitting), and the quiet intimacy of the moment. I think it would be incredibly relaxing. Apparently I have way too many thoughts about this. :D
I hope you did, in fact, dream about him. :) And thank you again for sharing your thoughts with me. I really enjoyed reading them. Please feel free to share more of your thoughts anytime. :)
Unfortunately, Iām a bit swamped with real life at the moment and my health hasnāt been the best lately.
Iām also still in a bit of a weird headspace and tend to overthink more than usual. And I think the recent Love and Deepspace discourse didnāt really help with that either. Usually I donāt spend much time lurking on social media, but this one was kind of unavoidable.
Because of that I also havenāt really been in the mood to play anything lately, even though I really want to get back to HSR and Genshin soon. (And after watching the Snezhnaya trailer Iām especially excited for whatās to come. :D)
Instead, Iāve been using what little energy I had left at the end of the day to read more and watch a few shows. And now that the temperatures are finally a bit more agreeable again, Iām also trying to spend more time outside.
So if Iām still a little slower with asks at the moment, thatās why. But Iām still here. :)
Thank you all so much for your patience and your kindness.
hello hello! it's š anon't... this time with hsrsona designs she promised like 6 billion years ago at this point... FINALLY š
this will be a semi-long post? also since i still treat this sona as a part of hsrverse... lore yap aka some pieces of my actual life š + concepts of a plan for combat related things. it ended up being a very fun introspection excercise!
well... what even is a "strell" anyway?
so actually, "strell" is a nickname i came up with for myself based on my middle name "estrella", which means star in spanish! this is becauseee...
> my first name is much too short to justify the use of a nickname, and i've always thought that the concept of nicknames are so cute. like an extra show of familiarity?
> nobody ever uses my middle name irl, because nobody knows how to pronounce it... i live in a country where no one speaks spanish and the local accent pronounces (and emphasises) the l's in "estrella" rather than pronouncing it as a "y" the way it's intended. actually a kid in kindergarten once pronounced it as "australia" which i still think is so funny
> i'm not even hispanic!! i've always thought it was weird my parents gave me that as a middle name, it felt out of place. so once upon a time, i asked them about it. they said "it sounded cool"
tldr: parents gave me the middle name that sounds cool only for me to never hear said cool pronunciation like ever. what an enigma!
i've chosen to identify by this mispronunciation because it being "unexpected" is so freeing, but more on that later!
as far as appearances go, i'd say i've drawn myself pretty true to form! i love my hair lots, it's somewhere in between curly and wavy. another uncommon thing where i live! and i like doing it in that hairstyle because it's so cute! gives my hair more volume too :p
what on earth am i wearing?
well! my outfit is inspired by best attempt at mixing the cultural wear of both my ethnicities! i'm indonesian-indian :) the top is inspired by the indonesian kebaya, and the bangles and the scarf around the neck is inspired by the indian dupatta! one might say the mix is quite imbalanced and leans more heavily to the indonesian inspirations, and one would be right!
i'm closer to the indonesian side of the family, and i've unfortunately cut contact from the indian side from a young age. i've had to figure out my relationship with that side of me on my own, which is a tough journey to say the least. as an aside, it's such a weird thing having to learn about my culture on my own with no familial ties to guide me through things that would normally be learnt through lived experience...
**additional clarification, the top is supposed to be lace like the one i referenced i'm just really freakin lazy to draw all that okay just close your eyes and imagine. thank you
the boots are just what i wear on a daily basis HAHA! well in this drawing i forgot to draw the stockings but i just think patterned/funky stockings are just so cool in general, i was even thinking that the stars in my stockings should move/be animated? wouldn't that be so cool?
oh, and the flowers are ixoras! the necklace and hair accessories are those too! some ixora fun facts for you!!
> "ixora" is an anglicised version (one could even say mispronunciation-) of "ishwara", which is one of the names of lord shiva in hinduism! the flowers are also used as offerings afaik
> in my country, ixoras are planted everywhere to pretty up pavements and roadsides! the ones i see most often are the pink ones seen in the pic i included, but there's also red, orange, and yellow! maybe these colour variations are why they're also called "jungle flames"?
> because they're roadside flowers, most people don't pay attention to them. the only ones who do are children! children here like to pluck the flowers and suck out the little bits of sweet sap, or connect them into a bracelet! this isn't in any official flower language or anything but to me, i associate ixoras with that kind of childlike wonder that gradually fades away when you get older. it's still with you! but maybe just in your peripheral vision so that the road ahead feels less daunting~
enigmata????
ok ok listen. i started conceptualising all this like way long ago even before planarcadia, so my understanding of the enigmata is based on gallagher and a little bit of evernight. aka, May Not Be the Best Understanding of The Path but bear with me.
playing through planarcadia, i actually began to doubt that i aligned with enigmata at all? because the actual presentation of elation as "the joy of creation" and running on belief/hope aka wishpower... honestly that sounds like the path for me! i love designing and writing oc's (ehhem xiuling) because each of them are like a part of me that i've fleshed out to be their own people, and by giving them arcs and endings i hope that i can also achieve that closure for myself too?
but again, this is how i treat certain parts of myself. how i treat my whole self is quite different? planning ahead in any sense gives me such unease of having to be locked onto a certain path. being expected to do a certain thing or even worse yet, excell at it. eugh, shivers. labelling myself? oughh... even sexuality-wise, it gives me a headache. i've found so much freedom in refusing to give into that pressure of having to label myself as anything. if i'm not any one thing, i can be anything! thus we've circled back to the concept of Oblivion which evernight seems to love to talk about.
combat...
i say "combat" but i really mean "animations and design" rather than meta stuff like kit functionality ok?!?!
so here's the concept... wayang kulit!
wayang kulit is the art form of shadow puppetry, which can be found across the malay archipelago! the specific version i'm referencing is the javanese (indonesian) version.
forgive the history lesson, but i find wayang to be such an interesting reflection of my personal cultural entwinements! for starters, back in ye olde days indonesia (then majapahit and many other kingdoms) were primarily hindu, so the arts and culture of this time was largely influenced by it. most of the time, wayang tells the story of the ramayana, a hindu epic. even though present-day indonesia has aligned itself with islam, these aspects of the history and culture still remain but are only regarded as far-off myth.
so another interesting thing, despite the show entirely being told through the shadows cast through the puppets, the puppets themselves are intricately coloured! the only person who can see these colours is the puppet-master (dalang) of course, and i haven't been able to find anywhere that says why... so let's pretend to be history fictionologists for a moment and make up a reason! i think it's so cool that there's still only some aspects/beauty that only the puppet master is privy to, like it's their superpower or something! which then makes it their responsibility to interpret the beauty of those colours and convey them through the movements of the puppets, each character having their unique gestures and 'body language'. beauty is in the eye of the beholder, or something like that!
of course, there are no shadows without a light source. literally, this would typically be an oil lamp or just a literal bulb or something. but figuratively, wouldn't the puppet master also be a sort of "light source"? light as in hope, storyteller as in bringer of hope~
oh and wayang performances are always accompanied by a gamelan orchestra, so TLDR: combat animations to do with wayang and maybe the sound effects can be of the orchestra?
i think?? that's all i have to yap about???? i think ??? well if there's anymore i'll follow up when i remember š
thank you as always for taking so much care in reading and responding to these asks. not just mine, but for all the other anons as well. i hope you have a great day lily!! <3
i leave you with this song, which i was listening to on loop as i was writing this for a solid hour and a half! i think the lyrics encapsulate the feelings i have when coming up with/exploring this sona :>
when all of you burns like a star, it's after you burn out that you are reborn again, mm reborn again
and maybe if you called out for help, then i could help you outrun yourself, come run again, come run again~
Hi again š anon, hi Strell! :) Ah omg, Iām so sorry for the late reply. Iāve been meaning to reply much earlier, but my health hasnāt been good lately and real life has kept me busy. Anyway, thank you so much for this ask. It was so interesting to read and I learned many new things. I also really appreciate the things you shared about yourself. :)
So first I wanted to mention how lovely your HSRsona looks. I particularly love how you drew the hair and eyes (and since you mentioned that itās very similar to your real-life hair, I just wanted to say that Iāve always wanted to have curly/wavy hair. :D). And I obviously only know you through your writing and through the things youāve shared, but I can still feel your energy in the art (in her, I guess), so I think that makes perfect sense. :)
I really loved reading what you wrote about your nickname. Estrella is such a beautiful name, and the nickname just fits. (Side note: I love how your parents decided on the name. Sometimes a cool sound is everything thatās needed. Plus, the meaning āstarā is actually very beautiful. :)) I have a similar view on nicknames, and I think they can be a lovely way to show familiarity or that someone holds a special place in your life (for example when only certain people use a particular nickname).
Oh, and I really loved your explanation of the outfit. First of all, I just think it looks very pretty. And even without the cultural context you gave me, it already felt like a very fitting choice. But I especially like how much thought you put into it and that you settled on a blend of both cultures. I also really appreciated what you shared about identity and your own journey, and I hope youāll get the chance to learn more about Indian culture too and feel more connected to that part of yourself. :)
And omg, I love what you mentioned about the stars on your stockings because I immediately had a mental image of them moving. It would be so cool!!
And the flower detail!! Iāve mentioned it before, but I think weāre very similar when it comes to details and symbolism, so I really enjoy the amount of thought you put into those things. Itās similar to what I do too, and I just think this is such a āyouā thing. :) I also love your interpretation of the ixora. I wasnāt familiar with the flower before, but thanks to your description I have such a vivid image of it now. :) I especially loved what you wrote about childlike wonder. Itās something Iāve associated with you for quite a while now.
And itās also something that I want to preserve in myself. I think the older I got, the more adult responsibilities sometimes made me feel soā¦ stuck. But then there are phases where I notice little things again and get reminded of small joys, similar to the ixoras (and thatās exactly why your description resonated with me so much). Itās just nice to be reminded of things like that. And while Iāve considered myself mature and responsible for a long time (side note: even when I was technically still a teenager, I was often more mature than my peers, partly because I had to grow up early), I also think everyone should have things that allow them to stay a little childish, even silly. But Iām rambling. :D
What you described about the Paths of Enigmata and Elation in relation to yourself was so interesting. I actually think both can be true. What youāve learned about Elation through Planarcadia, but also the ideas you had beforehand with the whole creation aspect. So I think you made a very important differentiation: we can look at parts of ourselves, but also at ourselves as a whole (or perhaps the version of ourselves we usually present to the world).
Thatās what I sometimes mean when I talk about characters and how they speak to different parts of myself. For example, Iāve always felt proud of my analytical side and the more intellectual parts of myself, so to speak. But that also made me stand out when I was younger, especially because I tended to overthink everything (and because my thoughts were perhaps a little harder for others to grasp). At the same time, Iām also very empathetic and tend to feel things deeply and notice beauty in so many places. So I know how to shoulder responsibilities, but there are also parts of me that seek wonder and adventure and whimsy. I think it always depends on the context and also on our current headspace. But enough about that tangent. :D
So yes, you can be anything, and I think you should feel proud of that. :)
Thank you so much for telling me more about wayang kulit. Iād heard of shadow puppetry before, but never with that cultural background. And please donāt apologize for the history lesson. It was fascinating. Besides, Iāve always loved history, so youāre talking to exactly the right person. :D
I also love your own thoughts about why the puppets are colored. Personally, I really like this interpretation because it fits my own perspective so well. I think everyone perceives beauty differently. That has always been true. Thereās outer beauty, of course, but also the beauty we find in people, ideas, places, conversationsā¦ in the world itself. Thatās why Iāve never liked people telling others what should or shouldnāt be considered beautiful (or meaningful). And I think thatās also why Iām affected by the kind of toxicity that sometimes comes from very rigid perspectives, suggesting there is only one correct way to see things.
And I completely agree with your idea of the puppet master also being a light source. And if I take that thought a little further, I think it also applies to everyday life. We can be our own source of light, but itās also important to remember that we can bring light into other peopleās lives. Of course, that looks different for everyone. We wonāt affect every single person we meet, but there will always be someone who smiles because of something we said or did, someone we genuinely comfort, or someone whose perspective we broaden. I just think thatās a comforting thought (and itās also a reminder to myself).
Thank you so much for sharing all of this with me. :) I hope I didnāt forget anything. Reading about your sona helped me understand you better, and learning more about you helped me understand your sona better too. So I think what you wrote on the art (āI am her. She is me.ā) fits so well here.
And thank you for sharing the song with me as well. I loved it!! :) I actually listened to it while reading your ask for the first time, and then again while I was working on this reply, so I completely understand why you had it on loop while writing. :)
One more thing that made me smile while reading your ask (and this isnāt the first time): itās so lovely how much you love creating. That passion shines through in the way you write (and analyze things), in your drawings, and in the way you connect ideas and build associations between them. I also really love that creating helps you learn more about yourself. Thatās something I relate to a lot too, so I think weāre quite similar in that regard. :)
Looking forward to hearing from you as always! :) (Side note: Itās always a pleasure to read and reply to your asks!)
Hi Lily! Noticed you've been gone for a bit and just wanted to say that I hope you're doing well and resting and staying hydrated (not sure where you live, but a lot of places are having heatwaves)
Hi anon! :) Oh, thank you so much for your kind message. Thatās so sweet. And youāre right that Iāve been a bit quiet lately. Real life has been pretty demanding, and my health hasnāt been the best. On top of that, Iāve also been a bit stuck in my own headā¦ And yes, weāre having a heat wave here too.
So your reminder was very welcome! :) Please stay hydrated too.
Again, thank you so much for thinking of me. This really made me smile. āŗļø
Hi again Lily! El here after a month of silence with no updates about the Phainon slideshow yet, but still Phainon related serotonin to share!
This week there was an update to the Hoyo merch store so I went to check it out because I saw the Phainon nendoroid I've been wanting... and because it happened to coincide with my birthday, I indulged myself and bought it! he arrived at almost the same time as the banners switched to him & Cyrene but I was stuck at work till the end of the day š
Once I got home i immediately opened the package and got cute aggression - just look at him!
Once I started assembling him it got worse, he got MORE adorable somehow??? Despite having what I affectionately call the "angy" face
He's so cute I want to squish his little face š„¹
I hope you enjoy this attempt at serotonin sharing - I'm 90% sure it will work because it's PHAINON of course. I'm happy to share more as I play around with posing him and swapping out the faces. Again, the cute aggression is STRONG here š
- El š
Hi again El! :) First of all: a belated happy birthday!! :) I hope you had a lovely day with your newly obtained Phainon, and just in general. :)
And now: thank you so much for this serotonin boost, because it really was one. It made me so happy that you shared this with me (and that you thought of me in the first place). I havenāt been doing so well lately and have really been getting lost in my own thoughts, so this made me smile.
And he looks so adorable! Omg. I totally understand your reaction. I really want to get the Nendoroid too, but maybe another time.
And the angry face! I mean, I find Phainon pretty intimidating when heās angry in the storyā¦ but something about the Nendoroid just makes me go, āAwww.ā :D Now Iām imagining him getting flustered because of that and, depending on the situation, becoming even more agitated. :D
And Iād be very happy to see more Phainon shenanigans (and read about them)! :D
screaming as i try and hold back from spending my tickets on pretty phainon lightcone.... screaming as i try and convince myself to keep my tickets for future new units i dont have.... ;; kaslana.... kaslana baby boy....
Hi again! :) This made me laugh out loud. :D I mean, I can certainly try to motivate you to stay strong. But then againā¦ Iām not exactly strong when it comes to Phainon either. :D
But what made me laugh the most was āKhaslana baby.ā Iām just imagining someone calling him that, especially in the later cycles. I donāt knowā¦ imagining his reactions is absolutely hilarious to me. :D
