Stay Golden Kiddies

My name is Grace, I'm gender fluid, pansexual and I'm 24. Sometimes I go by Stiles. This is a place where I put my thoughts and likes.

[notforthefaeofheart]

Fewling#waywardaf today. Happy Two year Anniversary guys!!

[notforthefaeofheart]

So I'm currently sitting in my local library, trying to find a good book to read, I have been in a sort of funk and can't seem to actually find anything good to read. Lately it's been nothing but teen fiction and YA books. I'm 24 and reading those kinds of books kind of makes me feel weird. I need a good ADULT book. I can't ever get into them. SO SUE ME. Then again I've been reading graphic novels a lot lately too. That's a thing right?

I feel bad because this place is super quiet and here I am pounding away at the key board. But what else am I supposed to do.

Where I'd really like to be is at SDCC, cosplaying and being in my element. But next weekend, I'm doing a cosplay on a budget Team Rocket cosplay at Wizard World Columbus, where my sister will be selling her art work. I'm also debating a Draco Malfoy one and a Kevin from Night Vale cosplay.

Sometimes cosplaying is a lot to do, and a lot of work, but I love doing it. But I'm broke right now, so I can't really do it at the moment. I hate being broke and not being able to do the things I want to do. Hopefully once I get a work study job, I won't have to worry too much about it.

Anyway, I'm going to go and try to catch a few pokemon on Pokémon go and then go to work.

Ciao! Duckies!

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[notforthefaeofheart]

I jus can't right now. #uncharted4 #naughtydog #thefeelsarereal #noseriously #gamerlife

[notforthefaeofheart]

Good ol' sgetti and meatballs tonight. Yay #Italian food. Complete with vodka sauce. (at Servizzi Lawn & Landscpg Inc.)

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New #lush bath bomb meant to make your water look like a lava lamp. It's a little underwhelming. I feel a bit more 'lava' could be added? But the colours are amazing!

[notforthefaeofheart]

Mood: pissed off and upset

Date: June 26 2016 Yesterday was absolutely fabulous, beyond so! I got to go to my cities Pride and spend time with someone I call a friend. We made up after our fight, I don't know if we're actually ever going to be as close as before. But still....journal, anyone reading this useless thing, we're still friends. Also yesterday my best friend who cosplays came back home. And that made the day even more better. But today, today was beyond suckish. I woke up with my skin on fire, my muscles screaming and my body just feeling like shit. This was definitely a wake up call that I'm not in shape. So I know I need to work out but I didn't need to be reminded by my mom. She's been a pain in the side ever since she lost her job. I couldn't put a finger one what it was she was doing until today. Shes been micromanaging me for a while now. Telling me how to spend my money, what to do with my life and basically when to do it. She's also been telling who and who I can't hang out with. That I need to check in with her and where I can and cannot go. I'm 24 years old. She says she's giving me freedom but it's all an illusion. Because she turns around and does stuff like bitch when I wear a shirt she's never paid attention to. Or dye my hair. She asks where I'm going, then tells me it's because she cares. Honestly I hate feeling so suffocated. I can't move out because I can't afford it and I'm going back to school. Everyone in my family thinks it's stupid I work part time. They're awful to me and they say I'm rude and mean to them. I'm always on the verge of tears because they just don't see how rude they are to me. They're always talking about me behind my back or when they think I can't hear them. I don't talk to them anymore because it's always a struggle. They don't want to talk to me, they never want to listen to what I have to say. I'm always depressed when I'm at home. Yet they complain when I hole away in my room. What am I supposed to do? They're never interested in what I do. And when I decide I want to do something they freak out. I'm just so lost. And now I'm finally getting things done by myself yet my mom says I'm not an adult. I just am so angry and upset and lonely. It's frustrating that she can't see I'm an adult doing adult things. Yet she treats me like I'm five. And she always will.

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OKAY IN LIKE 2011 THERE WAS THIS ARTICLE IN ENTERTAINMENT WEEKLY ABOUT KIDS WHO LIVE IN THIS HOLLYWOOD APARTMENT COMPLEX WHERE EVERYONE IS TRYING TO MAKE AS ACTORS AND THERE WAS THIS GIRL WITH A HYPHENATED LAST NAME AND EVERYONE WANTED HER TO REMOVE THE SECOND LAST NAME BUT SHE WOULD'NT 

 YOU GUYS

 I’M ALMOST COMPLETELY CERTAIN THAT WAS BEX TAYLOR-KLAUS 

 LIKE I COULD BE WRONG BUT I REALLY THINK IM RIGHT

 SHE DID IT GUYS STUBBORN GIRL MADE IT

edit: I WAS RIGHT IM SO PROUD IM CRYING WTF

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I want to be forever known as “Stubborn Girl”

[notforthefaeofheart]

I'm now sunburnt and full of warm feelings. I love everyone. I may not say it but people can be such beautiful creatures. Today opened my eyes to that and I wish everyone could see that. (at Sawyer Point)

[smokeweird]

[cosmos-kitty]

Salty, 2015 Mixed Media on paper

[tombwolf]

Did I do this right

[notforthefaeofheart]

So emotionally drained

I've probably lost my best friend. All because I got sick and missed her bday party. She got mad and iced me out. I'm over the whole thing and now she's calling me selfish and a flake. I can't take it anymore. I've been there for her through so much and vice versa. How the hell is she treating me like this. I'm just so done.

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He just made himself ever so comfortable

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I'm really excited

Later today, actually late this evening, I'm going to go see the premier of a YouTube movie I'm in. I'm not the star or anything but I'm in it and I cannot wait to see how horrible I am in it. Filming it was a blast and the people in it are amazing. I love the director too. NaturalD20 are really awesome and super talented. I never thought I'd actually get to live out on of my dreams and be in any kind of movie.

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When there’s a bad post on your dash but you don’t wanna get involved with it

[notforthefaeofheart]

May not be #tbt but here's to those moments with friends who never stop being friends. Who change your life for good. Who make you smile when they show up on your feed. To those friends who know how to geek out with you the most. I'm going to miss you all this year.