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jetix

2023-11-07

memeuplift

my-dailydreams

random-brushstrokes

Emile Claus - The Apple Orchard (ca. 1910)

idk how she always does it, leaving me the clues before I could've thought to get there every book I've read has connected back to her. I can feel it. the pages I'"'m writing, the story that is spinning. it is all about this deep connection to myself, this deep love I can share with you.

and you. and you.

my friends have saved my life a few times, we'll keep saving each other again and again. idk what I would do without the women in my life

#personal

re-reading my old substacks and reflecting on how far my writing has come, how much more it has to go! how much more I have to READ and LIVE and create and create and create

I finally told myself, found it, then told Nakia, I want to create a pseudo memoir-poetry-collage. incorporate all my favorite art forms and memories into a book.

#personal

sometimes I have to be a bit unhinged as self preservation.

I couldn’t stop checking his insta so I dm’d him so he’d block me and it worked

I feel peaceful in my pettiness

I hope someday he cares about how he hurt me, he isn’t capable of it

#personal

on a morning walk w Mouse

an old woman told me I should give her a proper name, like Gucci

stopped me in my tracks bc HUH

#personal