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keomoto-deactivated20141214

no one coulda reblogged this a month ago when i spent 500

kreativegeenius

momentsbymarcus

trappunzelll

Look at KB coming through

kimreesesdaughter

Every time you see this, reblog it. There is always someone in college that will see this.

king

I’m watching chamber of secrets with my bf and the scene Harry’s scar came on and he just turned to me and touched my forehead and went “forgive me…. but ur pop tart scar…..it’s legendary…” and I’m never going to fucking hear the end of this am I

king

Me: touches it

Him in a British voice: it’s hurting again isn’t it?

c-tea-rex

This is funny and all, but I would very much like to know what happened

king

I put pop tarts in the toaster oven and burnt my first batch got kinda pissed and made another batch and put them on a plate and got a glass of milk and tried going downstairs when I missed the first step out of agitation I fell down the entire flight of stairs spilling milk all over the place all the way down and at some point I broke the plate in half over my face and dropped my tarts went back upstairs made a third batch and only cried once

luckyladylily

after two pop tart disasters they went back for a third. Braver than any US Marine.

floppyschoice

the cha cha slide in full metal armor

floppyschoice

“sliiide to the left”

*indescribably loud screeching of metal against asphalt*

floppyschoice

“one hop this time”

*clonk*

“two hops this time”

*clonk clonk*

floppyschoice

“everybody clap your hands!”

*clankclankclankclankclank*

snakeybones

Ask and ye shall receive ft. my drunk ass Any other requests? Send ‘em my way!

beggars-opera

this is peak fucking comedy

shadow-mystic

@zambie-trashart @hateswifi

sharpie-chen-deactivated2021012

By the way... Technoblade's set-up.

See the laptop, the steering wheel, and the Dora cup?

Dashboard is full of angsty arts and fanfics. I need some distraction. LOL.

Also, is Techno left-handed? Its what his set-up suggests so.

me1och

i don't remember, he might've said something about his leading hand but i don't remember. which part of the setup makes you think he's left-handed?

sharpie-chen-deactivated2021012

Lamp on the right and Dora cup amd laptop on the left. As a right-handed person, I have my lamp ong the left so it wont shadow over when I'm writing: he have his on his right. We also instinctively grab things by our dominant hand and his Dora cup is on the left. For a streamer in a competition talking for hours, it would be a hassle to place your drink on your least dominant side (not to mention awkward).

I might be wrong.

me1och

well im a leftie myself but i can drink with either hand, depends on what i prioritise atm. if i need to use mouse more, i have drink on the left. otherwise i usually hold cups with my right, as drinking doesn't require as much precision as keyboard or food.

right-handed people when there's only one hand available usually type with their lefts (i think. right hand's used to being on the mouse, but this is more of an assumption) as much and even more than we do (cos some lefties get reversed rigs), so it makes sense to put laptop on your typing side and not the mouse one.

so imo it could go either way really

sharpie-chen-deactivated2021012

I just remembered; Phil, Wil, and Tommy grabs their water bottles or coke from their right.

I'm actually not going to be surprised if Techno is cross-dominant or even ambidextrous given how good his coordination is.

incorrect-dungeon-meshi

Tommy: Hey Tubbo, I think Wilbur mixed up our lunch boxes. Look.

Tommy: *shows a paper with “I love you so much <3” written on it.*

Tubbo: Oh, that explains this.

Tubbo: *shows a second paper with “Please be good. For the love of God, be good” written on it.*

sassycolortheorist101-blog

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(hope this helps some ppl)

quicksandblock

I am so ready for Tommy to give up on the discs. I am so ready to hear the words, “You know what, Dream? I don’t care about the discs. Do what you want.” come out of his mouth. I am so ready for him to realize they aren’t actually that important, or AT THE VERY LEAST for him to give some kind of reason why they’re so important that isn’t just sentimental attachment! Because right now literally the only thing they’ve got going for them that I can figure out is the sunk cost fallacy. We’ve spent so long fighting for them, we can’t stop now. Tommy please either explain what it is about these vinyl freaking records that your character needs so much, or give my poor suspension of disbelief a break and let them go.

nothing-but-brokeness

Im pretty sure it represents his friendship with Tubbo ina weird way and if he gets them back it’ll be like going back to the good old days where it was the two of them.

This is kinda proven with his sacrifice for them during the L’manburg war and Revolution, he gave the discs like him and Tubbo gave themselves for the country.

It’s also been kinda like a rock in their friendship, after everything listening to the discs while watching the sunset, imma guess it would give his character a sense of normalcy.

quicksandblock

I mean they do kind of, and that used to be how I thought of it, but honestly that explanation is wearing really thin. The way Tommy has been playing it, they seem to have a significance in and of themselves, above and beyond their association with Tubbo and the good old days. He’s prioritized them above Tubbo multiple times. Even now that it’s just him and Tubbo versus Dream again, just like it was in the beginning, he’s still obsessively focused on the discs.

They could be a symbol of his will to fight Dream as well, but even that… I just can’t make it make sense. He realized on the day of the festival that the discs were getting between him and Tubbo, and he still wants them back as his top priority. It’s starting to feel more and more like lackluster writing and in order for his character not to turn completely stagnant, I’m going to need him to either give up the discs or tell me something new about them that justifies his fixation.

nothing-but-brokeness

The whole of him being on the server is pretty much the disc arc I guess. It’s something he started so he wants to finish it.

ironyhasit

There are plenty of reasons not to go back to L’Manberg.

The smoke is still so thick you can barely breathe. Weeks later, the fires still haven’t gone out.

There’s barely ground to walk on. One wrong step will send you into an abyss of bedrock and lava.

The monsters who created that wasteland left monsters behind. Or rather, they left a void so dark that monsters made it their home.

But the real reason no one goes back to L’Manberg is that L’Manberg is haunted.

If you find yourself in the ruins of the ruins of that long gone country, listen carefully.

You’ll hear soft steps through the rubble that aren’t yours.

You’ll hear a voice humming a melody you swear you knew once.

If the smoke and ash don’t trick your eyes, you may see a man sitting on top of the debris, aimlessly strumming a guitar.

He’s a gentle ghost.

Until he’s not.

He’s the last keeper of the songs and anguish of his country.

And when that anguish fractures his voice into a wretched wail,

When you hear his grief and rage ricochet down the chasm he thought would be a kingdom,

When you hear the music of his unfinished symphony,

You’ll understand why no one goes back to L’Manberg.

quicksandblock

I am so ready for Tommy to give up on the discs. I am so ready to hear the words, “You know what, Dream? I don’t care about the discs. Do what you want.” come out of his mouth. I am so ready for him to realize they aren’t actually that important, or AT THE VERY LEAST for him to give some kind of reason why they’re so important that isn’t just sentimental attachment! Because right now literally the only thing they’ve got going for them that I can figure out is the sunk cost fallacy. We’ve spent so long fighting for them, we can’t stop now. Tommy please either explain what it is about these vinyl freaking records that your character needs so much, or give my poor suspension of disbelief a break and let them go.

nothing-but-brokeness

Im pretty sure it represents his friendship with Tubbo ina weird way and if he gets them back it’ll be like going back to the good old days where it was the two of them.

This is kinda proven with his sacrifice for them during the L’manburg war and Revolution, he gave the discs like him and Tubbo gave themselves for the country.

It’s also been kinda like a rock in their friendship, after everything listening to the discs while watching the sunset, imma guess it would give his character a sense of normalcy.

ladycatland

Just remembered I didn't have this rant yet.

Tubbo called Tommy selfish before he exiled him and he was right. But. Tommy's selfishness was justified.

People that are only really joining the smp now probably dont quite get why tommys the "main character"

And while i cant speak for his revolutionary days I know that he gave his disks in exchange for independence. On his own. After already losing a life in the duel.

And from what I know both were his idea! Tommy lost two lives and two disks just to get lmanberg STARTED.

Then he was exiled with wilbur and had to live in hiding. Planning on getting back the country he pretty much sacrificed his most treasured possessions for. Seperated from his best friend. Only wilbur by his side.

He got technoblade involved.

He was there to witness wilbur losing it.

And he tried to talk with Wilbur! Noone ever mentions how he tries to battle against the corruption that grows in wilbur by talking to him. Imitating the way wilbur talks as best as he can.

But hes not quite as good at talking as wilbur and maybe wilbur doesnt even really want to listen to him anyways and it just becomes worse.

And theres pretty much noone there to witness it but technoblade until the festival.

And techno supports the whole corruption thing!

Tommy is pretty much completely isolated, fighting on every front. He fights against manberg, he fights against wilbur (his closest ally even at that point), he fights against dream supporting wilbur.

Then the festival happens and technos "betrayal"

And i was at that point a techno apologist. IF YOU FIND MY POSTS FROM THE FESTIVAL TIME I MADE POSTS LIKE THIS DEFENDING TECHNOBLADE HIGH AND LOW HE DID NOTHING WRONG.

But he also still killed tubbo. And noone but tommy seemed angry about that. So tommy got angry on tubbos behalf and the fucking pit happened and yada yada.

They take back lmanberg and FINALLY. All the selflessness, all the sacrifices he made payed off. He gave so much, he was dealt such a ahit card but he persevered and he did it. He couldve taken the easy way and accepted schlatts offer that one time when schlatt said he could join manberg. But nope, they took back lmanberg and everything was right.

And then techno and wilbur happened.

And every single sacrifice he made was for nothing. Less than bothing actually.

But anyways. Tommy just went through a fckin nightmare, canonically has nightmares about his insane brother and is pretty much fucked.

Everyone is busy with rebuilding and all but now. Now he needs to be selfish. Because hes given a lot and has nothing but trauma to show for it, so before he goes back to serving lmanberg he will be selfish and get his disks back to earn back some of his solid footing. Some ground to stand on. He indulges the stupid ideas he has more as a form of selfcare. And thus accidentally sets Georges house on fire. Not a big deal. Except that dream does make a big deal out of it.

And then the whole pre exile fiasco starts

And people often criticise that he didnt just behave for a few days but honestly? Can you blame him??? The kid has been stuck in a ravine for what mustve been months lorewise! He was as well behaved as Tommyinnit could probably be during that time.

But that chapter shouldve been over by now and he probably didnt have any selfcontrol left and hobestly? Same. You can only be on your best behaviour for so long before you explode. And dream made sure he'd explode too! He sent him whispers that were supposed to rile him up and all. His treatment before and during exile were designed by dream to not be fair in a way that was extremely obvious to him and only him.

And once again his selfishness pre exile was selfcare. It was to better his mental health. To ground him. And dream took that form of selfcare and made it punishable to an apaling degree.

No wonder his mental health plummeted so quickly.

Now dont get me wrong. Selfishness is ok UNTIL you hurt other people with it.

But his offense was minor and dream was the whole reason it spiraled in the way it did

By all means tommy shouldnt even have been punished for it!

It probably was the first time someone actually got officially punished for grieving a house and it was an accident!

Im not 100% sure but i think the days after thr 16th his house was griefed prettyuch daily. Drem himself blew up tnt in it not even an hour after techno left lmanberg! In front of everyone! And noone batted an eye!

Tldr: going after the disks was tommys pretty harmless attempt of selfcare after pogtopia and the 16th and dream took that coping mechanism and made it punishable at the highest decree which is just really fucked up.

wasflypaw

Hey now that the Independance book alongside every other history book was blown up I just wanted to post about this very old quote from after the first L'Manberg war

Tommy: Wilbur I'm gonna get rid of the old Independence book

Wilbur: No dont get rid of the independence book, Tommy

Tommy: Yeah but ERET signed it

Wilbur: Yeah but it's still a part of history. You dont tear down history just because you disagree with it

fallingappleshurt

I am very tired have a bad meme again

pipity

Look at his lil dance

joshy-tomato

Manhunt!Dream threatening the hunters in the cave with one heart no food as the same energy than SMP!Dream acting evil and obnoxious while having no house.

i-woke-up-at-4am-for-this

The dsmp members making an angst lore stream then jumping to Mr Beast's 100k challenge and just having fun as friends and act like nothing has happened on the next day then back at it to the angst arc which is the day of the festival where they all have an unstable/intense relationship with each other: