Not Even Loss

You are made of the sea and the stars, and one day, you are going to find yourself again.

[emotionalwords]

[boyist]

[tullipsink]

“And my god, I hope you wake up one morning to someone who loves you like you’re a sunflower and they’re desperate to keep you alive. I hope you dance with them in the small space of your kitchen floor, messy hair and tired eyes because you both been up all night watching movies again. I hope you laugh with them in a way you never did with anyone else, head tilted back and lips apart as you let out every sound your laugh can possibly make and I hope to god you don’t try to cover your mouth. And if you do, because that’s okay, I know I sometimes do, I hope they stop you. I hope they grab your hand before it ever comes in contact with your lips and I hope they hold it to their chest as they watch you with kind loving eyes. Because fuck, everyone knows you deserve it. And I hope you find someone who’ll accept you. I hope they accept your messy hair in the early morning of the day and I hope they accept the way you sometimes talk too much and can’t seem to stop when you’re nervous or how you still cry yourself to sleep on some nights. I hope they hold you and kiss you on the places where you’re most insecure at and I hope to god you let them. I hope you find someone who makes you happy, even when you feel like sometimes, life is too hard for you. And I hope that when you both come across a tough situation and it comes down to a choice where you are one of them, I hope they choose you. Every goddamn time, I hope they choose you.”

— A.M.// for you (via tullipsink)

[nothing1sinfinite]

I wanted so badly for this to be us 💔

I hope you find your happiness like this someday.

[eliminated]

[nothing1sinfinite]

Why do I keep having dreams that destroy me 😪 if I can’t have you in reality it’s just cruel that I can while I’m asleep, to just have that taken away again when I wake up 😪

[thoughtkick]

“When you’re depressed, you grasp on to anything that can get you through the day. That’s what depression is, not sadness or tears. It’s the overwhelming sense of numbness and the desire for anything that can help you make it from one day to the next.”

— Unknown

[imaginemirage]

"I. When I was trying to quit smoking and we drank white wine from Mason jars, you called my freckles cocoa powder and I called your green eyes celery. II. I am learning how to be a grown-up who pays bills, cooks her own meals, and doesn't cry at words like I think I just want to be friends. III. The truth is this: Love is an organic thing. It rots and softens."

Clementine von Radics

[hexanolillata]

“And if there’s something that I’ve learned this year, it’s this: When you truly love something, you choose it over anything else. No matter what the world will say to make you look the other way you choose it and you choose it ferociously. And then you see where life will take you from there.”

— Juansen Dizon, The Year of Love (via perfectquote)

[8-bitfiction]

[nothing1sinfinite]

It’s so hard because any time we’re together I can’t help but feel like it’s so easy for us to be together, we just gravitate and want to be near each other. It’s so comfortable, so easy. I feel like we’d be happy together. And that’s what hurts the most, what makes this so hard. Those feelings are only mine 😔

But above all I just want you to be happy. And it’s going to kill me when it’s with someone else. But you deserve happiness. And I’ll do my best to help you find that. You deserve everything

[rains-of-words]

“In a sense, I’m the one who ruined me: I did it myself.”

— Haruki Murakami, 1Q84 (via theliteraryjournals)

[consecuences]

[feelingsoftheday]

Even without me, I know you'll be happy.

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

The gaps between the sunlight haunts me with your absence .

[thepersonalwords]

“You can close your eyes to the things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to the things you don’t want to feel.”

— Johnny Depp

[missinyouiskillingme]

I mean.. I hope you’re happy and all your dreams came true. I really hope that. But I wonder what life would be like if you were still here.

I still miss you, you know? - r.r.

[thehopefulquotes]

“Everyone else isn’t you. It turns out that’s a huge problem for me.”

— Clementine von Radics, Things I Do When I Cannot Hold You

[nothing1sinfinite]

I have no desire for the thought of anyone else 😔