for a pessimist, i'm pretty optimistic* @nothingevolveswithoutchaos - Tumblr Blog

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me, thinking about how deeply flawed the modern world is: this shit is bananas *deep sigh* b - a - n - a - n - a - s :(

Ice on the windshield one morning, sunburn on your shoulders the next

#weather #crazy #climate change #photography

Not a question, but a statement: “BUTTS”

Britney, is this a CrossRoads?

Currently laying in bed, lil Rob is just snoozing away and I’m thinking about my life and the universe with the AC on in May just trying to avoid that sinking feeling of dread about our changing climate. But also trying to avoid that feeling of complacency. I feel I’m at a point where my life needs to change, but I can’t pick a direction. I’m not happy going to work each day, and though I’m being given more opportunities that could move forward my career, I’m not sure it’s something I want to do. Actually, I know it’s not something I want to do. I keep getting more and more project management sort of tasks, when I really - if I stay in this field - want to do research. I’m also not a fan of the environment around my workplace: everyone is just a cog in a machine waiting for retirement. But I want to DO something - make what little (positive) impact I can on the world. I’ve been exploring potential new positions - like my dream job as working as an exhibit developer and design - and even potentially getting a PhD, as well as just moving across the country and starting over in whatever job I can find.

I’m back on the old tumblr game because I just need somewhere to dump my thoughts now and again

hey tumblr, I’m back with a brand new bag of toys. (I’ve touched done everything but....)