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*sigh* why am i better than everyone?
( •• stranger •• )
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his daily excursions had run overtime, leaving him way too far away from home at a time of night he was supposed to be getting his kid from the neighbor. but, there he was, standing on the SIDE of the ROAD trying to catch a ride at least a little closer to his shitty apartment building.
the later it got, the more desperate he felt. once, a car pulled over, and jonas’d gotten his HOPES up, but they splashed something out the window at him, and laughed while speeding off. he’d shouted an angry ‘FUCKER’ at them, just right before crouching down on the side of the road with his head in his hands.
hearing feet crunch in the grass behind him, he glanced over his shoulder (a fight rising in his spirit) — but it was just a girl. he hid the trembling of his own fingers by clasping them TOGETHER in his lap.
“ ——- hi. ”
she sat on the porch steps , a cigarette tucked between her lips as she enjoyed the CHILLED winds that passed as night CREPT closer . fiona was l o s t in her thoughts before eyes w a n d e r e d to a man who was unfortunately met with a drink to his face and of course she couldn't hold back the AMUSED expression her face revealed from the south side trash action . only a moment later , she dug the cigarette butt into the step and took p i t y on the stranger as she made her way towards him .
❝ hi you do know that it's kinda your fault for expectin’ someone to do somethin’ GENEROUS around here ? you goin’ to be alright ? ❞
( •• ian •• )
‘ if we’re being honest i can’t believe he hadn’t started earlier. ‘
he leans over and takes the cigarette from her, giving her a warm, sympathetic smile.
‘ you know you can’t do everything yourself, right? ‘
a scoff escaped lips , attempting not to beat herself up too much in the p r e s e n c e of ian but it was quickly proven to be a FAILURE .
❝ i can try i could’ve tried . i mean , if i paid more fuckin’ attention to things goin’ on here instead of gus i could’ve realized carl was up to somethin’ . ❞
thin fingers rubbed her eyes , almost BEGGING that once she opened them that she would be staring at her ceiling and waking from a TERRIBLE N I G H T M A R E . if only it were true .
( •• debbie •• )
❝ She’s plenty crazy herself, trust me. She’s got this —… CREEPY obsession with Frank. And she’s started locking the doors at ten, so we have to be home by then Can you believe her? TEN!❞
❝ with frank’s genetics and which ever poor woman he knocked up , of course she’s going to end up a NUT JOB but i’m not gonna argue with the curfew . that might actually keep you guys outta trouble . just give it some time , she’ll be runnin' in NO TIME . ❞
( •• ian •• )
❛ I can tell you for certain that I’m not possibly knocking up girls, like Lip might be. ‘kay, I’ll try and tell you were I’ll be. I was just out with Mandy, lost track of time, got home late. Wasn’t commitin’ any crimes, wasn’t gettin’ anyone knocked up, wasn’t dealin’ any drugs. ❜
❝ guess that makes me a little RELIEVED . your big bro is off the hook for now . ❞
lips curled into a playful smile as she softly spoke to the youngest gallagher . even if he wasn't 'off the hook' it wasn't like fiona gave herself the power to PUNISH him she was only his sister after all .
although she took ian's word for it , knowing that he was spending his time with one of the milkovich’s left an UNSETTLING feeling in her stomach .
❝ just make sure it stays that way , yeah ? don’t think i can stay S A N E if ya’ end up in prison or somethin' ‘cause mandy r u b b e d off on ya’ in a bad way . ❞
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HOW DID THIS HAPPEN. Just. HOW. When I first made Clarke, I really wasn’t expecting too much because there’s just a lot of fab Clarkes out there and a lot of fabness in the 100 fandom in general, so I was super worried I wouldn’t do Clarke any justice or like. WHATEVER. Just a loud, happy thank you to the 300+ of you who have stuck around for my trash and all my weirdness. You guys are just amazing. Honestly, I’m just completely shocked I hit this milestone so suddenly. And I never know what to say in these things besides I LOVE YOU ALL and that I wish I was good enough at Photoshop to offer a giveaway of some sorts, but instead I’ll just give you all hugs instead.
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If you hurt my brother there is a 100% chance I will come to your house and kill you.
( •• ian •• )
❛ c’mon, give the bottle t’me. you don’t need any more. ❜
he does however, sit down, reaching over for the bottle, waiting expectantly.
❝ oh no, no , no I NEED MORE . think there’s another six pack in the fridge that i’mma get my hands on on when i’m finished with this one . ❞
she leaned in the opposite direction of ian’s hand , taking multiple s w i g s of the BITTER alcohol before he could confiscate it from her .
( •• ian •• )
❛ sounds like they’re turnin’ into real teenagers. with a solid chance at sticking through to graduating with no worrying about frank and monica to keep ‘em outta school. Debs, she got a boyfriend? or is that a touchy subject with her?
Liam? How’s the youngest Gallagher doin’? ❜
❝ yeah i’m tryin’ to have some kinda F A I T H that carl will make it to then . debbie i dunno . she doesn’t really talk to me like she use to and when she does she’s like any other teenager yellin’ at their parents for PRYIN' into their private life . ❞
fiona paused for a moment reliving THE HELL that she put liam through before shaking the unfortunate memory away .
❝ liam’s good . he’s not havin’ much NIGHTMARES like he use to or at least they’re gettin’ b e t t e r . ❞
( •• ian •• )
They’d all tried, everyone he knew. Desperately tried to get him out of bed. By now he knew they all expected the NO or GET OUT or LEAVE ME ALONE to come from him, shouted or barely spoken.
LIKE MONICA But no one ever said that. Didn’t mean no one thought it. But he’s not crazy. Not crazy.
❛ Liam’ll have fun. ❜
Stringing words together is an effort he can barely manage. Three words is almost like he’s giving a speech in front of thousands. If he can barely handle speaking THREE WORDS, how can he go to the park, and the diner, and wherever else Fiona wants to take him?
❝ not as much fun as he'd have with you . ❞
her voice was a steady , low w h i s p e r CONSUMED by the rare silence of the house . the sound of gallagher shenanigans were normally heard downstairs , but the kids were doing their own things and the house was uncomfortably DESERTED .
after a long moment of SILENCE , a sigh escaped her lips as she adjusted herself on the bed .
❝ then we could just hang out in bed all day . nap , hang out , talk or not . ❞
( •• ian •• )
It’s true, whatever Lip & Mandy have going on together is undoubtedly odd, not for the reasons Fiona thinks. Instead because the ginger can tell that his brothers not serious about it, when Mandy obviously is. It’s destined for disaster. What breaks his heart though, is that she will be the one brokenhearted about it. He follows behind his older sister with furrowed eyebrows, shovel firm in hand.
❜ Mandy’s a GOOD person Fi— You can’t blame her for how she acts. It’s not her fault she was raised in a SHITTY house with SHITTY parents. She didn’t have you around to help either. ❛
❝ i don’t think ya’ need me around to know when it’s APPROPRIATE to put on fuckin’ pants . i just don’t want lip gettin’ into any serious TROUBLE and that’s all the milkovich’s know how to do . ❞
fiona knew that her words may have been hypocritical being that the gallagher’s constantly got into their fair share of TROUBLE , but the milkovich’s seemed to live by A CODE in which they had to go the extra mile of turning trouble into a D I S A S T E R .
s e a r c h i n g for an untouched patch of grass she PIERCED the ground with her shovel , once again beginning the endless search for her aunt’s remains .
( •• ian •• )
❜ Suit yourself Fi. It’s a better hobby than taking my combat knife and chasing after stray animals he finds outside ———— ❛
It was easy for him to tell that she’d been lost in thought. Ian did not want to be responsible for more drama in his older sisters life, he loved her— Probably more than she even understood, hell even more than he himself understood. He just wanted what was best for her, she deserved that and so much more. Fiona was the glue of the family. Without her all of them would be god knows where.
❜ Not sure—— Couldn’t tell ya I’m not really in your position. I just think that you shouldn’t forget the shit he’s pulled in the past. You know? Put your foot down! You’re Fiona Gallagher! & nobody fucks with the Gallaghers, RIGHT? ❛
chapped lips REVEALED a toothy grin with chuckles e s c a p i n g from between her teeth as ian’s voice carried through the kitchen because of his enthusiastic little PEP TALK . if there was one thing that her little brother seemed to EXCEL at , it was always lifting her mood even if she was attempting to DISGUISE her n e g a t i v i t y for anything but . he always managed to look right through her .
❝ don’t worry , if i find out he’s got another life he’s HIDIN' from me i’ll kick ‘em to the curb with all his teeth M I S S I N’ . he won’t be pullin’ that shit again - hopefully . ❞
( •• mickey •• )
” AY! don’ act like you’re takin’ this ANY BETTER than i am. i’m fuckin’ TRYIN’, and i know you fuckin’ gallagher’s look down on us but, GUESS WHAT? i ain’t never dealt with this before. so fuck you if you think this PEP TALK is anythin’ more than air.”
❝ you’re dealin' with it now an' there’s no fuckin’ CRASH COURSE for this . you wanna k n o w how to deal with this ? keep your shit together like t h e r e s t of us ‘cause you’re not HELPIN' HIM if you think that d r o w n i n' your fuckin' SORROWS in beer is gonna do anythin’ except make shit worse for him and yourself . ❞
; for the mun
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Name: kayla . Birthday: august 8 . Sexual Orientation: bisexual . Dad’s Name: keith . School Status: no . YES/NO Drink?: drinking rn lol . Smoke?: yes . Eat cake?: FOOD . Believe in True Love?: no . Afraid of the dark?: nah . Cat person: i hate animals . Virgin?: nah . FAVORITES Shampoo: head && shoulders ‘cause of that dandruff control . Disney song: i don’t think i have one . Actress: karen gillan is everything to me . Car: forest green two-door jeep wrangler bby . Person: i hate people . Type of Weather: warm enough to wear shorts but not to the point where i’m sweating . Color: black . 90s Show: I DON’T HAVE TIME TO LIST THAT SHIT . QUESTIONS What is your special talent/skill as a roleplayer? i don’t have one lol . What is your favorite type of roleplay genre, and why? angst . Why did you pick your muse? fuck . bc she isn’t this perf hero . she makes hella mistakes . she does what she has to do to keep her family going . to keep herself going . && i love that . If you could write any other muse - but know you don’t have the muse for him/her - who would it be? i have no fucking idea . i’ve always wanted to make some kind of big marvel character like charles xavier but i wouldn’t be able o lol . What is one thing you think you need to work on as a partner? prob my punctuation . writing isn’t my best but i just love rping . What would be your warning label to other roleplayers? me as the mun ?? prob that i’m hella forgetful . so my b . What is your favorite episode/scene of your muse? when she tells monica how good of a job she did raising up her siblings && that they did it all on their own ‘cause she wasn’t there . such a good scene . What crack!ships do you have for your muse? i don’t have one lol . i haven’t thought about shipping with fiona . What is your senpai blog for someone who plays the same muse as you? i don’t follow ppl who play the same character as me . shrugs . but whoever wants to do this go for it .
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