As a preface, I would like to say that I have a bad habit of lurking in fandoms before I post anything/write. ESPECIALLY TRUE WITH SMALL FANDOMS! I will hover, linger, follow and mass like people's art because I have no self-control and stalk tags. I can do this for weeks -- MONTHS even. You will never know I've been there until I start daily posting about something. I imagine this is actually rather normal activity, but I don't know if it's just a me thing to wait forever before finally making a post or fic myself. I know not of Tumblr etiquette.
BASIC(???) THINGS:
Call me whatever you want: notso/visi/gi/griffin. You can call me dude or just that guy. I'm cool with you just assigning something to call me by if it's reasonable.
I don't mind many pronouns except fem ones. I'm trans masc.
I feel like it's a given to not talk to me (DNI) if you're a bigot. If my very existence as a trans Hispanic dude bothers you, we're not getting along. If you also can't handle mature political discussion and the very notion of disagreement bothers you, I also think you won't like me.
The pro/anti/dark thing complicates me, so my general rule of thumb is you can talk to me only if you can handle triggering subjects with tact (especially rape, incest. it's personal but tbh i don't owe you a reason).
INTERESTS:
As I said before, I love to linger. If you clicked on me because I've been accidentally liking every post you've ever made on a certain tag, it may have been one of these:
Squid Game
American Psycho
Spiral: From the Book of Saw (unfortunately I am not knowledgeable on the rest of saw but it will change)
IHNMAIMS
Adam Ant 💕
Madoka Magica
Death Note
Dog Man
Batman
Mortal Kombat (specifically pre MK1...sorries)
Ace Attorney
Some random classic lit novel
I have bad habit of liking things and then suddenly following you and reblogging your posts. I like to reblog to share but also prove I am real(/j).
MORE THINGS:
I have ADHD and I'm diagnosed
I will randomly disappear to focus on studying
I'm fully grown but won't disclose my age as of now (if you're a minor I don't mind you interacting with me or being my pal, we just need to be respectful of each other and acknowledge the fact I'm older :D)
My ao3 is awellrespectedman
Despite having had tumblr for a while and writing for a while, I've only now started publishing the fics I write
I used to write so much poetry it was ridiculous
I'm not actually a serious person -- I just sometimes type like I've got a stick up my ass.
william and his thousands of pet names he keeps on hand for zeke (babe, sun/sole/sunshine, love, partner, amuri) vs zeke strictly saying “william” and MAYBE “will” if he’s in a really good mood
having a fanfic idea where the jigsaw killer and spiral killer aren’t a thing but william is still psychotic and pulling all these strings to be zeke’s boyfriend 15 years after the whole incident while zeke just thinks fate is finally on his side for once and he happened to meet the perfect guy after his divorce.
cold zeke x warm william. you’d think it’d be the other way around but actually despite all zeke’s passion he’s still ultimately alone, while william’s passion runs so deep it’s almost unbearable and it seeps out to the nearest body. william warms zeke up. zeke cools william down. william’s addicted to how zeke sedates him while zeke is startled but comforted by how william inspires a burning in him. do we get it.
i know william emmerson, who feels most comfortable throwing on whatever and wearing whatever as long as it is inconspicuous and comfortable, was DYING wearing a detective get up during a HEATWAVE. i know he was killing himself asking if it was all really worth it as he adjusts his tie for like the millionth time each morning.
thinking of the worst that could happen from william’s controlling and manipulative tendencies and going “oh no!” before compiling it into my list of fic ideas.
this fic is awfully experimental i will admit that. i think i dabbled too hard in stream of consciousness bullcrap. it’s also lwk sad. just depressing now that i think about it. anyway it is based on mil horas by los abuelos de la nada and i think its a great song so go listen to it. the actual fic is here if you’re curious
one of my favorite headcanons is the idea william is a sort of nomad who can’t stay around for long because of his work—he’s constantly disappearing and reappearing in zeke’s life depending on what’s happening, and zeke’s gotten used to his random appearances by now and all the bullshit that comes with. sometimes though, when william is feeling particularly silly, he likes to randomly approach him while zeke’s running errands and say shit like “come around here often?” to startle him.
