Figured it Out

the following is intended for entertainment proposes only

[sisco34]

Second choice

You are my first choice but I’m always second. I love you for you but still I come in second. Big as you can get or as thin as you are you are my first choice yet I’m still in second. Wearing your mask with all of it’s shades or showing every blemish I love you for you but I still come in second. Tweaked or fucking twacked I give this or that no matter what position your in my position is second. Maybe someday I’ll love myself enough if just for a second I’ll put myself first instead of being the man who you see as second.

[shardprincess1488]

😘

[aisdead]

[aru]

Tumblr Code.

[geekishchic]

If I ever see any of you in public, the code is “I like your shoelaces”

that way we know we’re from tumblr without revealing anything

I’m just going to say this to strangers until i find a tumblr person

must keep reblogering!! Im going to be so suspicious if any one tells me this now!

Remember the answer is: I stole them from the president.

always reblog tumblr identification

[lacyisalwayslate]

OH MY GODS I FOUND IT IT’S ACTUALLY ON MY DASH HOLY SHIT

[untitled36936]

OH MY GODS HOLY SHIT

[little-low-key]

YEET

[dietkookies]

I BETTER SEE YALL SOMEDAY

[notsowhitenight]

🤣😅

[pics-that-make-you-go-hmm]

[roadtrips101]

[devisions]

This is so deep I’m gonna reevaluate my life

[psycho-wonderland]

kill your curiosity

[s4nctified]

xxxxxxxxxxxx 1. Last kiss

2. Last phone call

3. Last text message

4. Last song you listened to

5. Last time you cried

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice

7. Been cheated on

8. Self harmed

9. Lost someone special

10. Been depressed

11. Been drunk and threw up

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

12. had sex

13. How many people have you had sex with this year?

15. Made a new friend

17. Laughed until you cried

18. Met someone who changed you

19. Found out who your true friends were

20. Found out someone was talking about you

26. What did you do for your last Birthday

27. What time did you wake up today

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for

30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life

32. What are you listening to right now

33. When is the last time you had sex?

34. Who's getting on your nerves right now

35. Most visited webpage

36. Favorite colour

37. Nicknames

38. Relationship Status

39. Zodiac sign

40. Male or female

41. Primary school

42. Secondary School

43. High school/college

44. Eye color

46. Height

47. Do you have a crush on someone

48. What do you like about yourself

49. Piercings

50. Tattoos

51. Righty or lefty

FIRSTS:

53. First piercing

54. First best friend

55. First hookup

56. First Bestfriend

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating

60. Drinking

61. I'm about to

62. Listening to

63. Waiting for

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids?

65. Get married?

66. Career

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes

68. Hugs or kisses

69. Shorter or taller

70. Older or Younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous

72. Nice stomach or nice arms

73. Sensitive or loud

74. Hook-up or relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger

77. Drank hard liquor

78. Lost glasses/contacts

79. Had sex

80. Broken someone's heart

82. Been arrested

83. Turned someone down

84. Cried when someone died

85. Fallen for a friend

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself

87. Miracles

88. Love at first sight

89. Heaven

90. Santa Clause

91. Kiss on the first date

92. Angels

93. How would you label yourself?

94. Someone You Pray Everyday For

95. Did you sing today

96. Who From All Your Ex's have You Cared The Most About

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?

98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?

100. Do you like the way you look?

Actually ask me something. Anon or not. Ask away!

[back-to-the-void]

The happiness is close

- Dylan Klebold

[nicolethedopefiendqueen]

She wasn’t a bad girl, more of a sad girl who got mixed up in bad things

Excerpt from my journal 8-24-18

[notsowhitenight]

Always my kryptonite

[danthedopefiend-deactivated2023]

“During the end of a coke or meth binge, users experience extreme dysphoria* and anxiety as well as a sense of emptiness. The acute withdrawal phase tends to improve over the next days - especially with sleep and food - and things often return to the status quo. In contrast to most other drugs […] 𝗰𝗼𝗸𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗵 𝗰𝗿𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗲𝗲𝗺𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝘂𝗶𝗹𝗱 𝘂𝗽 𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲, and most users relapse within a few weeks.”

—

Judith Grisel - “Never Enough: The Neuroscience and Experience of Addiction”

* dysphoria - a profound state of unease or dissatisfaction

(via lsd-something-something)

[notsowhitenight]

The morebyou know

[slowbriety]

[sheisdeceased]

real spill.

[notsowhitenight]

🤣😂

[nicolethedopefiendqueen]

I’m addicted to the drugs and the lifestyle that they bring. The copping, the mixing, the using, the rushes, dangers, and destructions.

Excerpt from my journal

[notsowhitenight]

Adventure

[lolathreeonetwo]

What better way to prepare yourself for a few fun filled days with the people you love hanging around the most..your nonjudgmental fully functional HAPPY family. 😂🙄😞👎

Sending all my fellow twackstars and everyone in the tweaker nation the strength and patience to deal with even their most annoying relative, and also a very Merry Xmas too. 🎄 💋💨💨💨

PS Fuck this cheap ass torch I’m using.

[notsowhitenight]

Positive vibes and well wishes not because its a stressful holiday but because its a stressful life

[moistkritical1187]

I think my biggest kink is men who didn't realize they have a Daddy Kink until you accidentally call them "Daddy" and their eyes black out with lust, and their hand is on your throat, and they're growling in your ear to "say it again"

[notsowhitenight]

Remember it like it was yesterday lmao

I still think of her, from time to time

[uwiguwi]

if you’re reading this

a lump sum of money is on the way to you

[uwiguwi]

it happened today, damn that was like 3 days maybe?

It Works the money is on its way!

[goodluckrob-deactivated20221110]

Need this.

[mindyourbusinessitsfree]

Of course

[sauvamente]

It worked tho

[ourblackisgold-deactivated20191]

I just won $500 off a scratch Ticket lottery.

[sauvamente]

ENERGY

[deux-pour-chagrin-blog]

OKAY LEGIT I REBLOGGED THIS YESTERDAY. ME AND MY PARTNER ARE IN SUCH A TIGHT SPOT FOR MONEY ATM AS WE ARE SAVING FOR A DEPOSIT ON A HOUSE. I GOT PAID DOUBLE WHAT I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO GET AND SO DID HE AND HONESTLY I CRIED SO MUCH TODAY IM SO HAPPY AND RELIEVED

[lilybeth666-blog]

Positive vibes!!!!!

[pinkwick]

Shit, this would be nice

[fatcloudzspunducky-deactivated2]

Damn right

[notsowhitenight]

I will always reblog this positive energy!

[notsowhitenight]

I have held all of these job titles. Guess which one im best at?

[notsowhitenight]

Do you crave something?

Can you name it?

To put a finger on the one thing you want

To be able to chose, from an infinite selection of things, concepts, real and imagined

To name one thing

And say, "That is would make me happy"

This is a gift too precious for pretty words.

"Happiness is a concept!" One might say,

"And certainly not imagined!"

Right you are

Pure happiness would be a worthy Aspiration

To the Dull and Bland

But...

Who Dreams of conflict?

What masochist would wish for a life of hardship?

Especially when they are all to freely given.

Perhaps...

My Answer lies in Adventure.

The Thrill of the Unknown.

Pride in Surmounting Obstacles.

Joy of new Friendships.

And the Power of your own Choice.

Or maybe im just high

[vodkakilledtheteen]

I’m tired of always risking drowning 12 feet deep for people who would just stare at me getting swallowed by a riptide. I’m always someone’s savior and I’m always growing sunflowers inside someone’s bones when they look blue. No one ever risks anything for me. I’m not begging anyone to go swim the seven seas for me, but at least acknowledge that I care and I’m always there.

— Alexa Evangelista, the book I’ll never finish writing