Suck at living

Some monster is in me and is wrecking me on the inside

[psycho-wonderland]

Wtf

Hi, I’m here bc I wont admit to myself that I’m getting pretty fucking bad again - I thought I’d been through the worst but now it’s pretty clear that the worst feeling in the fucking world is getting bad again after a long time of good. 

[thepersonalquotes]

[onlytwitterpics]

[youngchronicpain]

quick question: how the fuck do I get through the rest of my life like this

[emanuelee]

I’m very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very tired.

[bw]

“I get so jealous because I know how easily replaceable I am.”

— I’m nothing special (via atrxc)

[wowthesaddestpersonalive]

How to tell it’s getting bad again

Physical pains (sore jaw, old injuries acting up)

tired tired tired tired

Can’t think/can’t stop thinking

Sleeping too much/not enough

Early waking

Can’t make eye contact

Picking or scratching at skin, nails, hair, etc

Forgetful

Sex repulsed or sex obsessed

Lonely in crowds

Unjustified assumptions (my friends all hate me)

Too much/too little food

Everything tastes bland?

Headcolds/the flu out of nowhere

Distancing yourself

Spending too much time in bed

Not showering/brushing teeth/brushing hair/taking care of your body

Not able to do laundry

Not turning in assignments

Forgetting about assignments

Zoning out

Defensive

Overly emotional/painfully numb

[the-saddest-comedy]

Sigh.

[clubsprout]

how lucky do two people have to be in order to fall for each other at exactly the right time in exactly the right way

[juspect-deactivated20231206]

so nice when u can be quiet with someone without it being awkward

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Life is about balance. Be kind, but don’t let people abuse you. Trust, but don’t be deceived. Be content, but never stop improving yourself.”

— Nishan Panwar

[acourtofwhitesandracism]

I’m sorry but homophobia and racism aren’t opinions

[decision]

[thepersonalquotes]

https://www.instagram.com/thepersonalquotes/

[bw]

“I get so jealous because I know how easily replaceable I am.”

— I’m nothing special (via atrxc)

[swav3y]

[sebatisanstan]

[bw]

“After all, those who truly love, never stop loving.”

— Daniel C. L.  (via convertions)