NotwhoIreallyam

I'm Ashley, 27, lgbtq+, I live in Minnesota. Come say hi

[notwhoireallyam]

Why is it so hard to do what you say you are going to do? Go to the renaissance fair? Sure! lol nope! Not even when we have been planning for weeks does he actually do what he says. It’s fine waking up at 11:30am with a 2.5 hour drive to arrive at the fair. lol that’s most of the day wasted already. So nope. No fair again this year. Why do I even bother asking to do things when I know they arnt going to happen. Do I leave or just do things on my own?

Do I bring it up again or do I just let it go because we’ve talked about this shit for years. Because here comes winter and in a small town of 400 there is nothing to do for the next 6 months. So here’s to being trapped with nothing to do.

[notwhoireallyam]

I’m so done being the family bank, done taking care of a family that I’m not part of. Done fixing everything and letting people walk over me and the life I’m trying to build. Done giving out money, I’m just done. Want to move on my own and start over and fresh. Try again

[notwhoireallyam]

Why do I stay here? In this small town, where there is nothing for me. I take care of everybody else but myself. Why can’t someone step up and take care of me? Why must I be the worker and the stay at home mom in one. You want kids and so do I. That’s fine. But we need our own home. That’s been my only deal with having kids. I don’t want roommates or to live with someone else, I want my own house, my own yard. To do whatever I want to it! To raise my kids how I want to. I can’t do that with others in the house. So I’ve decided that kids will be a want.. not a need, I’ll hold off on having a family because you won’t step up to the plate to help financially. If you had it your way we would have already had kids, and be in serious debt. More than we already are… so you can’t get mad at me when you finally bring up having kids cuz you’re hitting 30 this year and you haven’t contributed anything to having kids. So I guess no kids for us anymore. Thanks.

[notwhoireallyam]

Why can’t I move somewhere nice? Where people appreciate me, care about me and my health, care about my personal belongings. Where I’m not forced to do everything minus cook.

I just want to be free to be me

Is that too much to ask?

Apparently so

[notwhoireallyam]

Why didn’t I kill myself all those years ago and save myself all the trouble.

[notwhoireallyam]

I can’t wait to put my disrespectful mother into a nursing home. Fu k you bitch! Hope I get to torture you in hell.

[funnylime]

why my hand shaky

[sundial911]

your skeleton is ready to hatch

[funnylime]

this is so fucking ominous thank you

[notwhoireallyam]

[notwhoireallyam]

It’s been years, but I’ll start coming back on here occasionally, a lot has changed friends. Stay tuned

[notwhoireallyam]

To the only one who made me excited about snow. I hope it snows over the rainbow bridge. I know it was your favorite season. I miss you Hunter.

[whoooonose]

Treat spiders the way you want to be treated

[foryourhealth]

Killed without hesitation

[gildedautumnvelvet]

[1boba]

*watches a studio ghibli film* maybe… life is okay

[blondeaufond]

Visit Original Link

This is the best thing i’ve ever heard, (This had 200,000 notes and then tumblr deleted it.

[shasta-brah]

Holy shit

[04newby]

This is the greatest thing ever. I’m crying

[ginger-snap420-deactivated20140]

ITS BACK YOU GUYS

[righf]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yioQ6jgszKk

Songs Sampled: My Chemical Romance - Welcome to the Black Parade - 0:00 Green Day - Good Riddance - 0:12 Panic! at the Disco - I Write Sins Not Tragedies - 0:24 blink-182 - What’s My Age Again? - 0:34 Jimmy Eat World - The Middle - 0:46 We The Kings - Check Yes Juliet - 0:46 Third Eye Blind - Graduate - 0:56 All Time Low - Weightless - 0:58 All Time Low - Dear Maria Count Me In - 1:07 Switchfoot - Meant to Live - 1:18 Fall Out Boy - Sugar We’re Going Down - 1:07 My Chemical Romance - I’m Not Okay (I Promise) - 1:29 Boys Like Girls - Thunder - 1:40 30 Seconds to Mars - Kings and Queens - 1:50 Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue - 1:59 Relient K - Be My Escape - 2:00 Relient K - Sadie Hawkins Dance - 2:03 Simple Plan - I’d Do Anything - 2:14 Paramore - Misery Business - 2:15 Rise Against - Savior - 2:25 Sum 41 - Fat Lip - 2:33 My Chemical Romance - Teenagers - 2:34 Fountains of Wayne - Stacy’s Mom - 2:43 All American Rejects - Gives You Hell - 2:51  blink-182 - Feeling This - 2:53 Lit - My Own Worst Enemy - 3:08 Sum 41 - In Too Deep - 3:09 The Cab - One of THOSE Nights - 3:37 Relient K - High of 75 - 3:37 blink-182 - I Miss You - 3:37 Paramore - That’s What You Get - 3:48 AFI - Miss Murder - 4:03 Good Charlotte - Dance Floor Anthem - 4:04 Cute Is What We Aim For - Curse of Curves - 4:18 30 Seconds to Mars - Closer to the Edge - 4:30 A Day to Remember - All I Want - 4:45 Mayday Parade - Jamie All Over - 4:57 Fall Out Boy - Thnks Fr Th Mmrs - 4:57 Cartel - Say Anything (Else) - 5:22 Taking Back Sunday - MakeDamnSure - 5:37 Rise Against - Audience of One - 5:47 Fall Out Boy - Sugar We’re Going Down - 5:48 Download: http://www.mediafire.com/listen/usx1p…

[amazingemmaisonfire-deactivated]

HOLY CRAP

[notevenhisfuckingname]

Are you ever like. Are you ever manic and suddenly you want to start the weirdest hobbies

[notevenhisfuckingname]

My brain: goes manic

Me: oh fuck I have to learn how to carve mini wooden figurines right now

[forever90s]

[toastbutteregg]