her name was costia.

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CHAZ IS MOVING BLOGS !!!

okay so ,   this blog feels way too cluttered and out of control for me and half of my tags don’t work fuck you tumblr , So —– i’ve moved to a new blog by the same url   !   i’ll see you all there  💋 💋 💋

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CHAZ IS MOVING BLOGS !!!

okay so ,   this blog feels way too cluttered and out of control for me and half of my tags don’t work fuck you tumblr , So —– i’ve moved to a new blog by the same url   !   i’ll see you all there  💋 💋 💋

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CHAZ IS MOVING BLOGS !!!

okay so ,   this blog feels way too cluttered and out of control for me and half of my tags don’t work fuck you tumblr , So ----- i’ve moved to a new blog by the same url   !   i’ll see you all there  💋 💋 💋

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returning tomorrow !!

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heads up !!   i’m gonna be extremely low activity while i’m staying with my dad until next friday because his internet is shite and i’m playing da2 / spending time with the fam , also i have no access to any of my icons sooooo yeah !   love you all.

[super8angel]

rage and tenderness existing simultaneously in the same body

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blows smooches @ you all xoxo.

[kingroanarchive]

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promithcas replied to your post

have fun boo!! love you!

if i dont return , im probably in jail for murdering my little brother !! love you too smooches !!!

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heads up !!   i’m gonna be extremely low activity while i’m staying with my dad until next friday because his internet is shite and i’m playing da2 / spending time with the fam , also i have no access to any of my icons sooooo yeah !   love you all.

[ashenagrey]

“Bad guys don’t deserve to be redeemed” is a boring plot mindset and it’s cancelled forever.

Show me bad guys that think it’s too late to turn their life around, and then turn it around. Show me bad guys that think they’ll never be loved because of the things they’ve done and then give them love and support that makes them feel like it’s worth it to change. Show me bad guys who are bitter, hold grudges, lash out at people, and then make them realize that this Isn’t Working and want more out of their life. Show me bad guys that ask the good guys for help!!

The “villain gets what’s coming to him and is never seen or heard from again” trope is old and played. I want to hear from them again. I want them to ask the good guys to drive them to their first therapy appointment. I want them to struggle through apologies, not because they’re too proud to say “I’m sorry” bc tbh that trope can die too, but because they can’t find the words to make things better and it makes it feel pointless to try.

Make it hard! Make it hurt! Make them question who they are and if change is possible and make them find out that they can be more than the destructive thoughts and behavior they’ve adapted! Make them learn that having bad thoughts doesn’t make you a bad person, and you can choose which thoughts and desires you entertain and act upon. Let the choice to ignore bad thoughts and focus on positive ones become easier over time. And let them feel proud of themselves for it!

Real people struggle with these issues every day and right now the social message is that if you fuck up, you’re scum and you deserve to suffer and you’ll never be more than scum. Real people need to know that you can’t undo the damage of things you’ve done, but you can be better in the future. Real people need to know that you’re not pigeonholed into being a Bad Guy for the rest of your life because you’re a Bad Guy right now.

Nobody “deserves” to be redeemed, it isn’t about “deserving” redemption, it’s about working your ass off not to keep hurting people because you can.

[goetheism]

Y-E-S

[yuuriyurio-plisetsky]

THERE YA GO!! 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[vinnygothika]

what a novel fucking concept that seems to escape people

[thelittlescrimshaw]

I dunno man, I read the Silence of the Lambs and then started eating people

[wellsjahasghost]

8/?

[vaultbb-blog]

Could you please reblog this if it is okay to ask you straight up if you want to ship?

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noukru:

                    COSTIA             &           OCTAVIA

lover , we have spilt enough blood , taken too many lives. let me wipe away your war paint and bring you back to the girl of butterflies and hopeful dreams. you can be that girl and be prometheus , one does not have to die for the other to live.      /     lover , you can reclaim yourself now , you are no one but yourself , you belong to no one but yourself. let me bring you back to the girl who was one with the forest. you can be that girl and persephone , light can thrive in the dark.

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———————     being raised up as a healer , costia saw plenty of people suffering from keryonhaken , soul sickness , what’s known to skaikru as ptsd. it exhibits the same symptoms , of paranoia , emotional numbness , nightmares , difficulty sleeping , etc. where her clan’s belief differed from the more clinical diagnosis of ptsd came from the idea that the person’s soul had suffered as their body had , from something   t e r r i b l e.   this experience meant that their soul fled their body so it could survive the experience , but it leaves the person feeling as half a person , exhibiting the very same symptoms as ptsd. her people believe that those who suffer keryonhaken have to go on a journey , both into themselves and to find their souls again —- only when they’re ready will their soul become part of them again. with her clan being more healing orientated within trikru , they believed this was the worst thing a person could suffer , because their beliefs are so entrenched in the healthiness of a soul and being able to join those of your ancestors once you passed. if you suffer from this , you can’t do that and your soul will be left to wander.

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noukru:

                      COSTIA          &          MURPHY

                   you’ll always have me , when the world ends and we go up in flames                      you’ll   still   have   me   then ,   side   by   side ,   hand   in   hand.