Living alone, sitting alone on a bench, eating my meals alone. I never had a problem with that.
But you came into my life and i never wanted to let you go. You werent here with me, but i never felt alone again. I had someone to talk to, to think about. I had someone in my life, that made me feel special, you made me feel special and protected.
But since youre gone, since our chat has gone silent, everything is a mess.
I cant eat without starring into the blank nothing of my wall. I cant sit outside, watching the sunset, without thinking of you and how much you would like that. I cant look at the nightsky anymore without feeling a connection, without hoping that you look up at it in the exact same moment. I cant listen to my music without it remembering me of you and all the time we had. It may not be a lifetime, only a year, but i swear, I knew you before.
I cant wear makeup without ruining it, because everything became too much and my thoughts started to spin. I cant do anything without thinking of you, without missing you, without crying for you.
I feel lonely since our chat is silent.
And noone else of my friends can make that feeling go away.
I dont wanna feel this anymore. I want to feel our connection again.
Please come back to me…
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