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vent blog.

[nowiamhisrage]

I'm so tired of being sad all the time.

[nowiamhisrage]

I wish I could just fucking lay down to sleep without my brain reminding me what I have to be sad about

[thebookwormfairy]

[jphcrk-deactivated20251128]

*pretends I’m reblogging this for fun but I’m really reblogging this because I’m super fucking paranoid*

[bunny-bunboi]

*see above*

[dreamingoffreckledmoons-deactiv]

*reblogging cause I’m scared*

[nowiamhisrage]

mmmmmm I want to die.

[nowiamhisrage]

tmi time I drank a mini carton of milk partly because I like milk and partly to see if it would make me poop a lot the answer is a resounding yes. the 'alex is lactose intolerant' theory holds up.

[nowiamhisrage]

there was a communication kerfuffle and tracy almost didn't make it in time to get on the bus //almost.// now we're on our way and life is good FUCK YEAH

[nowiamhisrage]

they told me once I make the deposit I'll have the card in two to three weeks. if I wait till I get paid on the fifteenth I am running the risk of not having the damn thing in time. fnfjdkskdkkfjfkfk when I was finally free of all that stress and now it's back and I'm breaking out again fffffff

[nowiamhisrage]

like I feel like noone quite experiences the result of several converging forces routinely getting together just to fuck you like I do. can't I just have nice things instead of having my savings sucked away by unexpected expenses and having the deposit I made for my card not go through and yadda yadda yadda all kinds of shit trying to fuck me

[nowiamhisrage]

things that are stressing me out now: I applied and got approved for a credit card last week and tried to make a deposit. only today did I find out that it didn't go through and now I don't have the money for it anymore. if I don't make the deposit and get the card in time for rtx I may not have enough money to pay for gas and the hotel room. I'm kind of upset.

[nowiamhisrage]

hey uhhhh tell me I'm a handsome boy with a sexy body

[nowiamhisrage]

"I'm getting a car wash before we go is that okay" clearly you didn't care if that was okay since you didn't give me an actual choice like. am I being a douche. these are time sensitive plans

[nowiamhisrage]

I wish that just one goddamn time my feelings and wants and needs would be taken into consideration maybe I want to be able to go out for longer than an hour. maybe I want to be able to go right when I'm off work. maybe I want to have a fucking choice in the matter

[nowiamhisrage]

I've been surrounded by death since february lmao

[theweirdwideweb]

[constructiveanarchy]

WORKING CLASS SOLIDARITY

[nowiamhisrage]

my fitness goals: gain some upper body strength, get back the endurance I've lost since I've started wearing a binder every day my weight loss goals: nonexistent

[nowiamhisrage]

may or may not have just walked into a chapel at a hospital, seen how dark and creepy it was in there, and yelled "HAIL SATAN"

[nowiamhisrage]

screams internally and also externally at my mom continuing to call me she