𝐀𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐒𝐓

Can I take the blame for everything you hate? original est 2015

[nprescott]

You leave me sleeping in the dark ; so you can hide away your blade then lock the door and

𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏 𝐌𝐄 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐙𝐄

[nprescott]

// I am putting this blog on hiatus for now. I'll slowly pick at replies but idk if I will be replying to them here or on my multi-muse. I could go into the reasons why but they don't matter that much. I was running this blog during the worst time in my life so far and for some reason I cannot separate my feelings from it. They aren't related but grief is stupid and makes no sense. I can't come here and feel entirely comfortable and it isn't exactly due to anything that happened on the blog. It's like... this blog is a reflection of my mindset during the worst months in my entire life so far. I might remake. I might move Nathan back to my multi for now. I just don't know at this point. I'm really sorry to everyone that follows me here.

[nprescott]

// i am not dead just still on hiatus this month ♥

[restcrts]

// I'm going to be hiding in my drafts and stuff today. As most of you know, I lost my mother in early March. She was my rock. My supporter. Being disabled and a highly difficult child, she loved me and supported me and I was very dependent on her through most of my life. My nerves are still so raw and I dreamed about her last night. I loved her so much and it still feels like a bad dream I can't wake up from. My mom's birthday is the 20th, basically a week after mother's day. So this entire next like two weeks is going to be incredibly hard for me. But seeing all the mother's day stuff is really hurting so going out today isn't going to happen either. So it's feeling like a bed rotting day lol.

Anyway, if you have a good relationship with your mom, be kind to her for me. Cherish her. And if you are a mom, I respect you so much. I could never do what you do even if I wanted to. I hope you have a day full of love and peace.

[unfuck-it]

you fucked up

idk what you’re referring to but probably

[sunnwalker]

Meeow!

[blubombs]

// i am p much on semi-hiatus this month everyone. love you. ♥

[nprescott]

// probably gonna be slow for this entire month. mother's day and my mom's birthday are both this month and i am still in a lot of pain. i'm sorry

[beeandme-deactivated20260120]

[aturnoftheearth]

whenever a mutual doesn’t interact with me for a long time i get so scared they don’t wanna play dolls with me anymore

[stlowens]

Anaïs Nin, from Incest: From a Journal of Love

[thaismarendaz]

Doomed by the narrative duo T_T

[thebearmord]

i love u characters who are victims who don't show things in a way that's appealing i love u characters whos trauma leaves them with anger issues, with violence issues, with issues with connection and trust and being truthful i love you characters who don't get "better" in a way that's palatable, who don't find growth and meaning in their trauma

[memexng]

Turn ask replies into threads.

If you like a response I made, you are more than allowed to just take it and make it into a thread. Some of you do this already, but others might need a bit of a verbal confirmation to let them know that they are more than allowed to do so. When I put a lot of effort into something, I really do enjoy when it sparks the need to turn things into threads with people. Whatever random situation I put our muses in normally something that I’ve wanted to write for a while, and I assume that you do too because you sent me the thing in the first place!

Write out a thing and tag me or mention me. I want to see where things go from there. Plus, who knows, if you wanted something with our muses, breaking the ice tends to make it easier to get that thing.

[nprescott]

// i am EXHAUSTED so i am making icons and then i will try to do some stuff

[nprescott]

// I did one (1) reply here and on my multi. See you tomorrow

[rachelambcr-deactivated20250615]

She wished that she could say it was her first set up date but with as much as her father liked to parade her around and show her off that was basically impossible. She’d been sent on more than a handful of dates and as much as she didn’t like to think negatively, she had to wonder if this would be just like the other dates. Neither one of them looked like they wanted to be here so she assumed that was a safe assumption.

“It’s not the first…I guess I could call myself experienced at this whole kind of thing. I take it you are too? Being kids of people of such high standings comes with its downsides for sure.” She replied, the smile on her face remaining gentle. There was no sense in being difficult or giving the guy hell for something that clearly wasn’t his fault.

“To be honest, I’d normally act out on purpose during these dates just to get rid of the terrible guys my dad tried setting me up with before. But from what I can tell, I don’t think I’ll have to do that with you.”

[nprescott]

Her assumption about him also being experienced in parent-set dates would be incorrect. Nathan's parents were pretty hands off aside from when his dad wanted to yell at him or beat the shit out of him. This drastic change into trying to micromanage his like in terms of relationships was probably brought on by something. Maybe they were concerned about the types of girls Nathan found himself interested in. Not that he ever made that clear to them.

"No. This is new for them. Just a new low in their bullshit, I guess." Nathan didn't really do dates either. He usually hung out with people in group settings since nobody really liked him. Or whatever. Not like he cares anyway. He liked being in groups. One on one was more difficult. Because it was harder to try to talk without being off-putting, right? Not like he had much in common with most people in this town.

A small smile graces his features for a moment. Acting out, huh? He knew how that went. "Why not? Trying to see if I'll act out first?" He wouldn't, of course. His dad would kill him if he made him look bad

"Your dad is the DA, right?"

( @rachelambcr )

[nprescott]

// i am EXHAUSTED so i am making icons and then i will try to do some stuff