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Get kidnapped (me, I'm getting kidnapped)

#it'd be funny if he did though #he doesn't seem like the type the more i think about it with his level of obsession #the au version of course #he's more seiya like to be honest #still not good though

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Can't believe Colon brought back my period, I was joking about watching 2 count them 2 streams of his and that bring it back.

#giggling out of how true this was #thank you colon for bringing back my period for the month of may #don't do it again i was contemplating on ripping out my reproductive system

Considered doing something to try to acknowledge my grieving of my high school friend group, it's gonna be 2 years this year since it happened. I have an idea on what it looks like, idk if it'll be something I do at the end of the day but it's on the pin board for now.

I've mentioned I keep in touch with one person from that group but now it's honestly hard to bring myself to message them with meeting up. I'm the worse when it comes to saying "sorry can't make it" or just, me saying "I'm close by please tell me if you're there" then just. Being ignored, I heart rejection dysphoria I might want to cry my eyes out.

I know how I want this whole idea to start as, setting it in the same year it happened since I relapsed into supporting Colon that year I was taking a break from supporting the group he's a part of.

It's just him asking what happened to them and why haven't Hana been out with them, then a sequence of her crying her eyes out contemplating about taking her life but Seiya is trying to play emotional support not fully getting it but helps her.

#haruto's text postings #haruto's vent #this is from a different post I made kinda within the hourish but I “doxxed” people i was acquittances with #by doxxed i mean government naming those people #they wont know they're too neurotypical for tumblr

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Whatever, Colon but yandere. It was an idea that was floating around in my head, it kinda was egged on during the vtuber debut but it initially was sparked from playing a game. I like the idea of the Sorairo End Roll outfit being used for this idea since it's the contrast of what could happen. Since white means purity and it being stained with blood is a sign it's a facade, or something. Idk, I talked to an oomf of mine and she kinda got this idea rolling a bit more for me.

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He's done too many yandere bits for me to take this as a joke, my yandere Colon oneshots....

#yamdere colom #honestly using this tag because only idk make this specific on purpose typo

Can't believe Colon brought back my period, I was joking about watching 2 count them 2 streams of his and that bring it back.

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I love how golden retriever coded Colon is,,, like, idk if it adds to his charm/charisma. But wow he fits the bill so well; I think I made him more golden retriever like/ or just clingy in my yandere AU but the facade of being very golden retriever like would make so much sense to dig for info about the person he'd be obsessed with. I give myself crumbs about this idea now... 🚬

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I want to rip out my reproductive organs. Stupid period and making my vagina hurt

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I love Colon's singing voice so much, but during karaoke streams there's so much charm to it. It's a bit deeper than a lot of the mixed songs/covers but the contrast is so good, it's something from his early utaite career that never makes it to what we listen to as fans who can't go to live events.

Idk, I'm listen to a vod of the group karaoke stream from January and I remembered some of the songs he sang during that stream that were so good. One of them got clipped but the other didn't and I'm mourning it since it fit that song so much but nooo, no ikebo Colon for us (me, it's me I'm mainly talking about).

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YOU CAN HEAR IT IN HEKIREKI AND HE SOUNDS SO OUGHHHHH COLON.....

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I love Colon's singing voice so much, but during karaoke streams there's so much charm to it. It's a bit deeper than a lot of the mixed songs/covers but the contrast is so good, it's something from his early utaite career that never makes it to what we listen to as fans who can't go to live events.

Idk, I'm listen to a vod of the group karaoke stream from January and I remembered some of the songs he sang during that stream that were so good. One of them got clipped but the other didn't and I'm mourning it since it fit that song so much but nooo, no ikebo Colon for us (me, it's me I'm mainly talking about).

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"I like to think it's our love, linking us through all of time and space." ⋆˚࿔ Xianyun (Blush Blush) icons! °❀⋆ Parts credits: 01 02 03 04 05 ⋆˚꩜｡ Requested by: me

#xianyun blush blush #xianyun Gogo

Not me now realizing that Colon has had about the same hairstyle for years, pot calling the kettle black. How my hair is has been the same since I was 12 or something

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They fucking hate Colon, dy in g 😔

Everytime I post a Colon thing in the stpr community, I get shot in the back of the head I swear. Why do people even claim to say "I like Colon" but to turn around to say "but I like rinu more", like those two statements can be true but I'm just fucking tired of it as a person who has Colon as I guess their kamioshi. Colon, if you have no EN fans that means I'm dead

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I need to get back I to playing OLBA again... The last time I played was at the end of last year...

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