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{{ new SPOOPY icon for the month OF Halloween !!! it ain’t halloween season it’s just straight up halloween now for the whole month. }}
I’m cold-blooded, I’m cold-blooded Ice in my veins never gonna run Venom on my fangs, fire on my tongue I’m cold-blooded, it’s all or nothing If I go down gonna burn with the sun Won’t quit now till I’m sitting on the throne I’m cold-blooded
© Cold-blooded - ZAYDE WOLF
"Do not pity yourself. If you pity yourself, your life will be an endless nightmare. "
— Osamu Dazai
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{{ i ain’t fully gone like i was before. i moved out of the house and have no internet so i’ve been absent ‘cause i’ve been SUPER - DUPER busy !!! hopin’ i might come back in the next month or 2. internet be pricey my dudes. }}
Kunikida: Don't you miss the vivid happiness of childhood?
Dazai: I wouldn't know, never had one.
Kunikida: Happiness or a childhood?
Dazai: Yes.
chuuya ft. his hot pink motorcycle ⤿ requested by @soukokusghost
Juni'chiro 😳 (with more piercings because why not)
For every 💭 I receive, I will write one thought my Muse has had about yours.
taylor swift * folklore starters
THE 1
i’m doing good, i’m on some new shit
and if you wanted me, you really should’ve showed
but we were something, don’t you think so?
and if my wishes came true, it would’ve been you
in my defence, i have none
but it would’ve been fun if you would’ve been the one
if one thing had been different, would everything be different today
CARDIGAN
when you are young they assume you know nothing
i knew you
baby kiss it better
you put me on and said i was your favourite
a friend to all is a friend to none
chase two girls, lose the one
you drew stars around my scars
but now i’m bleeding
tried to change the ending
i knew you’d haunt all of my what-ifs
cause i knew everything when i was young
and i knew you’d come back to me
THE LAST GREAT AMERICAN DYNASTY
how did a middle class divorcée do it?
there’s only so far new money goes
their parties were tasteful, if a little loud
there goes the last great american dynasty
who knows, if she never showed up what could’ve been
she had a marvellous time ruining everything
there goes the most shameless woman this town has ever seen
she stole his dog and dyed it key lime green
i had a marvellous time ruining everything
EXILE
i can see you standin’ honey
and it took you five whole minutes to pack us up and leave me with it
i think i’ve seen this film before
you’re not my homeland anymore
now i’m in exile seein’ you out
i can see you starin’ honey
like you’d get your knuckles bloody for me
those eyes add insult to injury
i’m not your problem anymore
so who am i offending now?
we always walked a very thin line
you didn’t even hear me out
i never learned to read your mind
MY TEARS RICOCHET
even on my worst day, did i deserve babe, all the hell you gave me?
i swear i loved you
i didn’t have it in myself to go with grace
and if i’m dead to you, why are you at the wake?
you know i didn’t want to have to haunt you
cause when i’d fight, you used to tell me i was brave
and i can go anywhere i want, just not home
you had to kill me, but it killed you just the same
you turned into your worst fears
MIRRORBALL
and when i break, it’s in a million pieces
hush
you’ll find me on my tallest tiptoes spinning in my highest heels
i know they said the end is near
i can change everything about me to fit in
i’m still trying everything to get you laughing at me
i’m still a believer but i don’t know why
SEVEN
please picture me in the trees
i was too scared to jump in
are there still beautiful things?
cross your heart, won’t tell no other
and thought i can’t recall your face, i still got love for you
love you to the moon and to saturn
and i’ve been meaning to tell you
i think your house is haunted
i used to scream ferociously
AUGUST
i never needed anything more
are you sure?
never have i ever before
cause it was never mine
and i can see us twisted in bedsheets
cause you were never mine
i remember thinking i had you
wanting was enough
for me, it was enough
so much for summer love, and saying “us”
cause you weren’t mine to lose
THIS IS ME TRYING
i’ve been having a hard time adjusting
i didn’t know if you’d care if i came back
i have a lot of regrets about that
and maybe i don’t quite know what to say
i just wanted you to know that this is me trying
they told me all of my cages were mental
so i got wasted like all my potential
i was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere
but i didn’t pour the whiskey
at least i’m trying
it’s hard to be anywhere these days
ILLICIT AFFAIRS
make sure nobody sees you leave
tell your friends you’re out for a run
take the road less travelled by
and that’s the thing about illicit affairs
like you don’t even exist
but they lie, and they lie, and they lie, a million little times
don’t call me kid
don’t call me baby
look at this godforsaken mess that you made me
for you, i would ruin myself
INVISIBLE STRING
i used to think i would meet somebody there
were there clues i didn’t see?
all along, there was some invisible string tying you to me
you ate at my favourite spot for dinner
something wrapped all of my past mistakes in barbed wire
one single thread of gold tied me to you
hell was the journey but it brought me heaven
MAD WOMAN
what did you think i’d say to that?
what do you sing on your drive home?
every time you call me crazy, i get more crazy
and when you say i seem angry, i get more angry
what a shame, she went mad
no one likes a mad woman
you made her like that
it’s obvious that wanting me dead has really brought you two together
cause you took everything from me
the master of spin has a couple side flings
good wives always know
EPIPHANY
just a flesh wound
___, i think he’s bleedin’ out
something med school did not cover
doc, i think she’s crashin’ out
and some things you just can’t speak about
to make some sense of what you’ve seen
BETTY
but i think it’s cause of me
it’s like i couldn’t breathe
you can’t believe a word she says
the worst thing that i ever did was what i did to you
would you have me?
would you want me?
would you tell me to go straight to hell?
i’m only seventeen, i don’t know anything
but i know i miss you
just thinking of you
i dreamt of you all summer long
the only thing i wanna do is make it up to you
PEACE
i never had the courage of my convictions
as long as danger is near
but i would die for you in secret
the devil’s in the details
but you got a friend in me
your integrity makes me seem small
and you know that i’d swing with you for the fences
and you know that i’d sit with you in the trenches
and you know that i’d give you my wild
and you know that i’d give you my child
is it enough?
all these people think love’s for show
would it be enough if i could never give you peace?
HOAX
this has broken me down
stood on the cliffside screaming “give me a reason”
your faithless love’s the only hoax i believe in
don’t want no other shade of blue but you
i am ash from your fire
you know i left a part of me back in new york
you knew the hero died, so what’s the movie for
you knew it still hurts underneath my scares
you knew you won, so what’s the point of keeping score?
darling, this was just as hard
you have beaten my heart
no other sadness in the world would do
[ who ?! ]
“A … furry?”
The word is completely foreign to him, but he can’t help but feel there’s a negative connotation to it. It’s because of the way Dazai Osamu asks him. The confusion is rampant all over his delicate features. He’s left at a loss, lips slightly parted with no words descending from them. This only lasts for briefly, as he regains his momentum.
“I’m sorry, I don’t understand what that word means. I don’t believe I am one? Although what I actually am may be difficult for a human like yourself to digest. Perhaps ‘monster’ would be the most eloquent definition.”
Now that was a word the tiger god was intimately familiar with. It’s what he had been called over the centuries, time and time again. Not that he can ever blame humans for finding him monstrous. He is not wholly like them — he has claws and too sharp teeth. He glows in the moonlight. People can’t relate to what they do not comprehend. He knows this very, very well. Surely this human would be no different. He expects that Dazai Osamu come to his senses after a few minutes and run off screaming, never to return. A small part of him is dismayed by this particular reality because he can’t help but internally admit that this young man is truly one of the most beautiful humans he’s seen in over 100 years. How he’d love to sit and ( stare, stare, stare ) talk with him for hours.
Ah well.
Ethereal fingers boldly skim over the surface where they make out scraped skin. Once upon a time, the god’s touch would have healed the injury in an instant. Now it seems he can’t find the magic in him to aid in the healing, no matter how much he digs inside himself to scoop up those flecks of fire — the dregs of a once insurmountable flame. Can he even still continue to call himself a god, when he is surely doomed to fade out of existence? Belief is the core strength of any divine being and without that belief, without followers, prayers and sacrifice … he is as good as extinct.
“ … You’re hurt. I — I can fix you. But there’s something you would have to do for me first. I need your belief in me. As a god.”
a question not quite understood yet taken in - stride so elegantly. perhaps unfortunately for Dazai, nearly EVERY micro expression is done elegantly. DARE he say that it’s not fair??? rust - colored eyes had never wandered to another man before, more often than not casting his gaze upon pretty and delicate features or perhaps some skirts that ride up a little higher than is regulation in schools. his attention is TRAPPED in the delicate white eyelashes that flutter over BRILLIANT hues of a sunset.
curiosity stalks into Dazai’s gaze without his knowledge like a thief in the night looking for something precious, and that PRECIOUS thing is this very curiosity. just when he thought he’d seen everything in this life to the point his mind would never be made up, his eyes are able to take in the sight of elongated and SHARP claws that connect with pale hands and sharp teeth that peek out at him like a child playing hide - and - seek as he speaks purposeful words. he has a gentle glow about him, and Dazai is SURE it isn’t a trick of the eye. DANGEROUS claws skitter over the deep scrapes on his skin that tore even his uniform as he mentions healing???
❝ believe in you as a GOD??? but there’s NOTHING after this pathetic excuse of a life, ❞ Dazai says with a quirked eyebrow as his body continues to THROB from the fall from more than a story.
he says this and yet... his body SCREAMS to take the words back ╼╼ that he’s WRONG.
My Muse got stung by the Love Bug, put a name in my Inbox and they’ll automatically have a crush on them!
dazai osamu | bungou stray dogs ch. 85
q :
「 ★ 」 ⋮ A N A T H E M A. ⋮ ━━ An invitation they do not expect; a gesture they never guessed would be displayed. The child did not THINK that the man would have even offered to take them to the toy store and yet there it was, Dazai - san personally leading them to the toys. Why ? Who knows ? Even with the close bond the two of them ONCE shared, the child sometimes had difficulty reading the enigma that was the man’s mind. Perhaps Dazai - san thought the DISDAIN was so strong that the child would refuse ?
But even though the child wasn’t COUNTING on the man to actually buy them anything, they still speak.
‘ Well then MAYBE I will ! ‘
The tone those words came out was cheeky and playful, just as it ALWAYS was. Still they pause for a mere moment.
‘ What’s a Barbie ? ‘
Just how out of touch was the child ? Well, Dazai - san was to blame for that.
unlike past acquaintances , Q really has no reason to hold back on the GRUDGE against Dazai . in the past , he would have found this child ANNOYING for holding one in the first place . yet now , when he’d gone OUT of his way to pull a young girl clad in a traditional kimono OUT of the so - called superbly - worn darkness , he’d hesitate as much as he IGNORES the implications of a question like that .
❝ it’s a doll not quite unlike your ugly one , just MUCH cuter ~ ❞
he grabs a sucker before beginning the expedition to the nearest convenience store to find something PLASTIC and CHEAP . he’d extended the invitation , now he should roll in it when it’s been accepted .
❝ and here is where you THANK me for being so kind !!! ❞
kunikida - kun:
kunikida drags him like he weighs nothing at all. normally, he might get caught up in dazai trying to distract him with useless knowledge that he’d fall for, but today the agency’s reputation was on the line. he wouldn’t let dazai’s idiocy dishonor fukuzawa.
he lifts dazai by the collar and slams him to his feet in front of the shop, shoving the gift in his hands.
❛ get in there and apologize, and apologize sincerely, or you’ll be sorry. ❜
unfortunately for Kunikida , he’s barking up the WRONG tree . there has been MAYBE a handful of moments in which Dazai has been known to apologize and ONE of those spots has been used up for Atsushi . with time , he’ll realize the mistake he makes as Dazai is forced to take the gift with a DRAMATICALLY exasperated sigh .
❝ there’s little that’s scary about a teacher but alright . ❞
finally , he takes the present and goes into the building . unfortunately ... five minutes later he’s being THROWN out the door , landing on his back and staring at the sky .