If You Give A Moose A Latte.......

37. Mom. Pastry Chef. Vet Tech. ED Recovery. I'm too tired for this shit

[number1moose]

3rd trimester energy level:

[buttpoems]

[number1moose]

Gaining weight is part of growing a person. But it triggers me really bad. It makes my bones itch, my soul feels too tight, my brain pulses.

I'm making a person with my body but the physical changes are a huge ED mind cluster F.

[dankmemeuniversity]

[thememedaddy]

[goth-queen]

[number1moose]

Pregnancy nausea making me wanna curl in a ball and cry.

Also me with my rice cakes:

[cpahlow]

[k-wame]

[number1moose]

People are now talking about "Food Noise", when will we discuss body noise?

"I'm sorry, I can't concentrate today my 'apron belly' is screaming too loud"

"I can't enjoy this book if my thighs are going to yodel so much"

Maybe it's just an ED thing 🤷‍♀️ idk

[number1moose]

I didn't know it would be a trigger

Here I am. Freaking out. I've worked past so many trigger foods.

But I'm pacing and I'm nervous

I'm ok. I'm ok. I'm not ok

ED -"You should throw it up. You'll undue what you've done. You'll feel so much better."

Me-"No thats stupid, I'm not going to purge. I haven't purged in years. I'd just feel worse."

ED-"Feel that urp in your throat. It's right there. Just lean over the toilet"

Me-*vomits up only decaf coffee*

ED-"FUCK!"

Me-"FUCK!"

ED-"You didn't do it right"

Me-"That was idiotic. Why do I ever listen to you."

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

[number1moose]

Woman: "I worked out regularly, ate in moderation, and I lost 30lbs!"

Woman with PCOS: "I worked out regularly, ate in moderation and lost no weight. But now I can dead lift a car 🤷‍♀️"

[everythingfox]

Smooth brain

[germz4u]

Me

[number1moose]

Me - "I'm a strong intuitive eater. I am confident I can trust my body."

Also Me when I eat a bunch of cookies:

[number1moose]

Looking for suggestions on the best way to eat a cupcake with PCOS and insulin resistance -

.... Thanks internet, real helpful 🙄