Love
The single most sought after thing on our planet is love. Love is the beautiful rainbow after what seems like a torrential downpour of loneliness. I have never felt love, but it is the one thing that I want more than anything, and just like most others, I wonder what it will actually feel like to be in love. Will I feel a fire in the pit of stomach grow and grow, heating me inside out, making me weak in the knees, but so stupid happy I couldn't care less what my body did as long as my true love was near me, holding me, loving me back? Or will I feel an instant euphoria surround my being as I stare into the eyes of my true love? Or will it happen slowly over time, price by piece, brick by brick creating a large wall, keeping all the stolen kisses and bear hugs and silent touches in one place where I can access them over and over, until I realize that they are all I really want to remember? Or will I crash head first into the ground of my unknowing, smashing it so completely I almost don't remember what life is like without this feeling of love? Yes I really wonder what love will feel like, how the touches and kisses and hugs will make my skin react. I read the books and they all tell of a love so completely unbelievable I almost feel it myself. I get so caught up in their love that I almost for a second believe it's mine. But soon the books end and I am left wanting and waiting for my true love to find me, take hold of my hand and guide me into the unknown world of being in love.
