goodbye sun

woman of transsexual origin. armed and dangerous. cupcake scented and full of love. no sudden movements or loud noises.

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yuki aka tranny queen 2006. she/her. eng/fr/日本語

i like fear and hunger, old animanga, and sad movies. this blog is marina domek centric!

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Valerie and Her Week of Wonders (Jaromil Jireš, 1970)

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Valerie and Her Week of Wonders (Jaromil Jireš, 1970)

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ahem..... have been quite inactive. 'pologies. i'm currently deathly fixated on baldirt gay three.... and another young girl/old man ship. what can i say im predictable

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Is it bad to ship pavrina? As a trans girl, it makes me think things about myself.

if anyone says it's bad to ship pavrina they are either a ten year old or their brain has been chemically stunted to that of one my dear 🩷 pavrina is wonderful and i hope it makes you feel and think wonderful things!!! tgirls united by middle age man love forever ☆

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samarina opinions queen? samarina opinions?

eh, not my cuppa again. im very picky with my marina pairings, and samarie is one half of an otp of mine that i don't multiship about haha. i think a lot of the art for them is really gorgeous though!

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part 1

comms for @drustvar ✨

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old modern halloween comic from last year. can you tell why i havent been active based on this

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hi yuki. what do we think of pavrinalevi love triangle. doesn't matter whichever way it goes i think they're very entertaining any way and id like to hear the thoughts from your beautiful mind

i made a stupid comic around halloween sorta based on this !!.. i think i never posted it because i felt deeply shameful for not finishing it in time. ill queue it up just for you nonny. as for my thoughts? marina deserves a minimum of two cute boys fighting over her at all times… 🍸 but thats just me. and im crazy. i think levi is… almost territorial about mari in this case especially, what with which uniform pav’s wearing. he wants to protect her (AND HE IS RIGHT TO DO SO. PAV IS BAD NEWS GIRL!!!). pav on the other hand delights in the challenge that levi presents (while secretly harbouring a bit of a complex about how levi is basically perfect for marina haha)….notice how neither of them are asking marina her opinions on this. yeah. i’d say that at first she likes the attention but having them bicker while shes trying to do plot stuff sure can get annoying quickly… speaking of that ANOTHER reason i want playable pav so badly is bc!! i want to hear him snark the other contestants!! and if we got pavrinalevi dialogue…maybe her snapping at them like they’re two dogs who havent been properly introduced yet….sorry wipes drool from my mouth you were saying. yeah i love it. i love it.

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For your pavrina “wrong company for a teenage girl” do you have the original image? I’m obsessed..

anon ive been hunting for it forever if i find it ill srb this post... that drawing is ages old now, i think it was the first ever piece of funger fanart i drew but i will never give up my hunt because i too am deeply obsessed

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it has been found!!

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happy new year! please do not ask me about my opinions on fandom discourse i have been here for far too long

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are you proship

what if the world was made of pudding

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your "wrong company for a teenage girl" art makes go so fucking crazy (/pos) whenever I see it I start burrowing into the floor out of joy

im so glad so many people enjoy that one wow!!! so nice to me thank you

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hiii I’m just wondering btw, not judging just very curious!!, why do you ship Pav and Marina? I haven’t seen anyone ship them before!!!!

oooo okay this is a fun question… waking me from my slumbers…!

for a simple explanation, my favorite trope is generally awful middle aged man x cute young girl. ask anyone and they can confirm.

for a lengthier one, i’d say it was Pavs interaction with Marina upon leaving the bunker is what originally drew me to it, honestly. I found his scumminess endearing… his brazen comments towards her had me clutching my pearls as i screenshotted everything to post to my dear friends on the bird app. The post Pav/Kaiser confrontation scenes only added fuel to my fire, even though there isnt really any character specific dialogue (please miro….. please i need him to call her more cute names…). we don’t get much basis for a dynamic between them in canon currently (i’m so excited for when Pav becomes playable and we can have more unique dialogue between him and Marina hopefully), so most of the stuff you see here is based off of my own headcanons haha.

i must also admit there is some projection going on here. i myself am a transfemme with … eerily similar upbringings to marina, and i see myself heavily in her, so my first move was to ship her with the character i found cutest (at first this was levi, but, evidently, my focus has since shifted).

i hope this brings some insight to my twisted brain… they are just so kawaii to me.

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sorry for no art all i do now is drink wine and watch law and order!