Self talk ..

Always unwanted...

[nummsworld]

I am here after almost an year and things have changed for worst.

Sun, 15 oct 2023

[rangraiza]

one thing about life; it gets worse.

[nummsworld]

23nov22

[nummsworld]

There are 8 billion people in the world. But not a single person who gives a shit about me...

Thu, 10 nov 22, 5.54 pm

[nummsworld]

I am bad again

10 nov 22 , 11.33 am

[nummsworld]

He looks happy without me.

I should leave him with his happiness.

[kuriosity-killed-the-katt]

Imagine someone actually wanting you as much as you want them….

I hate that I’m still hoping.

[nummsworld]

You have clearly moved on 😭

[nummsworld]

نہیں کوئی شکایت تم سے مگر،

بس اتنی سی التجا ہے،

جو حال کر گئے ہو،

کبھی دیکھنے نہ آنا۔

Nahi koi shiyat tum se magar,

Bus itni si iltija hai,

Jo haal ker gaye ho,

Kabhi dheekhnay na aana.

Sun, 30 oct 22, 12.48 am

[nummsworld]

نہیں کوئی شکایت تم سےمگر،

یاد آتا ہے تیرا مجھ سے محبت کرنا۔

Nahi koi shikyat tum se magar,

Yaad aata hai tera mujh se mohabbat kerna.

Sat, 29 oct 22, 11.17 pm

[nummsworld]

تیری ہر بات محبت میں گوارا کر کے،

دل کے بازار میں بیٹھیں ہیں خسارہ کر کے،

میں وہ دریا ہوں کے ہر بوند بھنور ہے جسکی،

تم نے اچھا ہی کیا مجھ سے کنارہ کے۔۔۔

Fri, 28 oct 22, 12.24 am

[latibule-e-deactivated20231012]

— Angela Carter, from “The Bloody Chamber and Other Stories.”

[nummsworld]

Your ex told me the she feels you are using me to get over her.

Whenever you discard me now after extracting all the love,care and attention you needed to heal back then, reminds of what your ex told me.

Wed, 26 oct 22, 12.03 am

[nummsworld]

Are you falling out of love with me because you don't see a future with me anymore?

Tue, 25 Oct 22, 2.12 am

[vexedhighness-deactivated202408]

i miss when you loved me

[nummsworld]

Where do lonely people go and make friends, who actually love them , not just there for the sympathy.

[nummsworld]

Why am I so aloneeee?

People are shit for making you habitual of thier presence and than stop being there.

Sun, 23 oct 22, 1.31 am

[nummsworld]

I don't know how can we fix what's broken between us...

Sat, 22 oct 22, 11.30 pm

[nummsworld]

There will be someone and he will be willing to do all those nice things for her but it's not gonna be me now.

Fri, 21 oct 22, 12.48 am