Cecilia's war journal

Pre everything Trans girl that's 20 years old and likes games and pretty much everything, talk to me if you desire

[nunoflight]

I wish to be loved again so bad

To love and be loved

To be happy

To have what others have

I can't accept no matter how many times I tell myself that love is something that others do

I wish to have my big love and it sucks so bad that it might be years away

All while the rest is simply being happy or having troubles but being together

And I get to be the same sad girl as I was before

Why

Why couldn't have life been different from me

Even if people like me, I can't shake the feeling that I am simply not enough or good enough for ppl

Idk, I am tired and I wish to never wake up again

[kingsupermepat-deactivated20220]

Yea I want to rearrange your guts but first how was your day? Did you eat?

[get-thee-to-a-shrubbery]

surgeons before they put you under anesthetic

[kingsupermepat-deactivated20220]

Yea I want to rearrange your guts but first how was your day? Did you eat?

[get-thee-to-a-shrubbery]

surgeons before they put you under anesthetic

[nunoflight]

I fight depression by doing nsfw stuff

Is this sad?

[sugarplum-softboy-deactivated20]

imagine getting dommed in a language you don’t know, and actually getting trained commands and given orders in a blank slate. being rewarded for understanding commands and punished for slipping up.

you’re welcome for this new kink i know you now have

[arihi]

…

[spiralturquoise]

I actually know a pair of play partners who do pet play this way. The handler speaks entirely in a language that the “cat” does not know, so the latter has to learn how to follow commands the way a real cat would. 

[sugarplum-softboy-deactivated20]

yes! this is exactly whats so great about it! starting from scratch like a real pet 

[sticksandmoans]

What a fascinating idea

[one-1-fucker-deactivated2021052]

Damn y’all for this new fetish

[femslut-hypno-boy]

I FOUND IT!!!

[quiet-hypnotist]

…This could be exactly the kind of idea I could get behind.

[prettyemptyspace]

[nunoflight]

Everything feels pointless

[nunoflight]

Would you let me get "hyperfixate" on you just talking to you every day and spending a lot of time together?

[epicheather21]

We should be roommates… to save money

No other reason

[nunoflight]

i would like that with anyone i know tbh, would be nice

[nunoflight]

I remember this site makes me feel like I am more attention seeking than usual

[nunoflight]

I want to kiss girls

I love girls

[nunoflight]

You know what would be cool, to post nsfw of my body

I of course won't do it until I have hrt or a friend asks me for them but I would still think that posting some tits would be epic

(maybe some ass or feet even)

[nunoflight]

If you mention feet, i'm pretty sure you will summon me

[nunoflight]

I would like a sugar mommy tbh

Maybe she could fly me over where she would live and then do acts of lesbianism and stuff

[virtualgirladvance]

[nunoflight]

I need this in my life but like actually

[nunoflight]

For a while now, i feel like i been in my pathetic lesbian era ngl

How do i fix this, am i doomed?

Like i just really want to kiss girl and stuff like that

[ashes2caches]

you can bite a tgirl to produce cute noises. follow for more cool tips!

[nunoflight]

i wish i could get a tgirl to bite, that would be cool

[nunoflight]

I would love to meet more subby trans fems ngl

I would add one more thought but nah