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This is a modern trash can, babes.

[vjeranski]

[lofi-wave]

[nurulalf]

Fallen Roses

I was reading Wyatt Mason New York Times interview with Tom Waits in 2017 and I stumbled upon this sentence “There’s an expression in cl

Light reading from my real blog 👐🏻

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That moment when your sister realized how cool you are and now you're tutoring her how to be cool as well wkwk 😌

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Orang yang antre di belakangku: orang pertama yang jadi temenku di hari pertama kuliah tahun 2013. Orang pertama yang PDKTin aku tapi aku ngga peka peka. Orang pertama yang nraktir es krim di masa awal perkuliahan. Nggak tau siapa yang motoin, waktu itu aku lagi bayar makanan dan foto ini tiba-tiba jadi meme di group angkatan dengan caption ‘CLBK lalala’ padahal kami ngga pernah pacaran. Kami sering berantem trus temenan lagi, berantem trus nyapa lagi, berantem trus main uno bareng lagi. No strings attached. Trus kenapa diaplot? Soalnya fotonya lucu. Mau posting di IG ntar dikira ngode dan naksir de'e ._.

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Unnecessary drama of my life

I have a friend who's always send me a song every time he wants to tell me his problems. May god save someone like him for me one day (who has the great taste in music like him, I mean). Someone who smart and artsy at the same time. Haha. Amen. The end.

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Oh good god. I am not in the mood for seeing someone right now. Why it is so hard to understand? They are amazing. I don’t even know if I deserve them. They’re kind and smart, they are great at what they do. I don’t know how they like a cracked polystyrene woman like me but I appreciate that. I just can’t deal with relationship things now. Is that such a bad thing?

Talking to myself. Bau bau insecure banget. Lol.

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Maybe I am done with my clumsiness. I sort of thought that I need someone to support me, someone I love, someone who will stand by me and help me when I am falling down blablabla but the fact is, for all these years, I was just admiring the idea of love without knowing what love is. I just realized that I was falling in love with the concept of love without experiencing it at all. So single -for now- really suits me. No more wasted tears, no more sleeping pills. I am getting somewhere to know myself better and better. I am single, I am happy and soon will be 22, I am gonna live my life to the fullest.

Confession 

[badlydrawneverything]

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

You don’t ever have to feel guilty about removing toxic people from your life. It doesn’t matter whether someone is a relative, romantic interest, employer, childhood friend, or a new acquaintance - you don’t have to make room for people who cause you pain or make you feel small. It’s one thing if a person owns up to their behaviour and makes an effort to change. But if a person disregards your feelings, ignores your boundaries, and “continues” to treat you in a harmful way, they need to go.

Daniell Koepke (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone - so far.

Marilyn Monroe

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Am I the miserable half or the complete miserable one?

Catatan hari terakhir 2016

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Googling atuh.

[naturaekos]

The worst bullies you will ever encounter in your life are your own thoughts.

Bryant McGill (via naturaekos)

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I am not much or enough but I am all I have

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I need someone to stop me from thinking and worrying

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man *waking up from 7 year coma*: doctor.. please… may you update me on what is going on in the news… what has happened while i was asleep doctor: for your own good we’re putting you back into the coma