secret normal blog

I'm an adult — blog mostly for fanarts and shitting on daily life

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Shitting my pants rn

OK I planned to be mysterious but scrap that we're oversharing.

Well this is my home blog where i follow and like stuff (reblogs go to another blog lol). If you're in the g/t community it's quite easy to guess which one's my blog i suppose, similar urls and all.

What I post here is mostly me trashtalking about life and occasionally the rare fanart, like (formerly) ORV and perhaps currently deadlock but specifically doorman. Other than that nothing much of worth...

p.s. if you followed me for ORV content, I don't plan to post really often (and i privated the ones i did post). Feel free to unfollow sorry!!

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I want to study him the way he would study me honestly

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最后一次通话

Tw death, suicide depending on how you interpret it. It's in Chinese anyway. Vent post

damn 掰掰 写错了 whatever ig

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You know it is kind of interesting that when i put in a lot of effort and it's posted on my story blog it gets very little reblogs (<10%) and occasionally i make the sloppiest doodle art ever and post it on my main gin/tonic blog it gets 10 gazillion whatevers. It's not even a one time thing I can list at least 3 examples from the top of my head lol

I'm not even mad I'm just intrigued at the fact that people like my "low effort" work compared to my "higher effort" work for some reason. What is it that you like about it so i can recreate it better yk. Genuinely curious, i need thoughts and prayers about it

Now that i think about it i remember doing gartic.io once and people really liked my 1min art for some reason. They dgaf about my serious illustrations either lol

Dawg humans are interesting sometimes

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Keep thinking about how red string of fate loses its original purpose when in English like tbh no it's not a platonic and it cannot be a platonic thing stop being woke™ about it. It's closer to how cupid works bruh the yuelao assigns your sigma strings to your sigma romantic soulmate or whatever. Do you think cupid does platonic soulmates? If you unironically think yes then sure whatever go for it

Honorary exception to phm though just because the petrova line being the red thread is very yummy.

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Is it normal to write and draw stuff almost solely for the sake of external validation and not really because you enjoy doing it or do i have undiagnosed stuff going on inside that mind of mine that I've yet to discover

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I fell down the stairs ❤️❤️❤️

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Not all haze players but always a fucking haze player

Me when i lane against geist and she was damn fuckin low so i jumped in and ulted her (I'm doorman) and then kept a distance to finish the kill from afar with bell so she can't swap health with me.

But nooo my fucking lane idiot haze walked right in front of her full health and turned a free kill into a suicide mission. All because she wanted to steal my kill ig. With her ult. So she wasted everything just to fuck my perfect plan up

And I'm not even usually one to rage in a game but that play frustrated me so much like how could you mess up this bad. Surely you can reasonably guess geist had ult and WILL try to swap health. But nooo

When i have the time I'm recording this

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Insert general insecurity for my accent in all languages i speak even if fluent because my country is the jack of all trades of language mastery

My brother in Christ chances are my English is better than yours i just happen to have an accent. Hate to all people out there that made me develop an insecurity in my fucking accent of all things

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Using "lol" in the big 2026 is outing me as old and cringe because it's old internet slang but it's my personality now. I'm not even that old bro why does slang die out so fast what this, messaging fast fashion???

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I've been using lol since i was 10 and i will never give up on it i will not subject myself to fast fashion but slang i will continue beating that dead horse up

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Using "lol" in the big 2026 is outing me as old and cringe because it's old internet slang but it's my personality now. I'm not even that old bro why does slang die out so fast what this, messaging fast fashion???